Sunday, August 19, 2007
c my blistered leg...can't move really good but eventually also need to walk...who can give mi wheelchair?haha...
haha...finally my paper left wif 2 more and it is on wed and fri and after tat we already holiday...can't wait for holiday to come and i wanna find job to work as i really need cash lo..some 1 got any lobang mus intro too leh then can work together...i wanna work in morning shift de cuz late afternoon i sure got training so i tink tat i can only work in the morning or midnight also can:0 my EM3B din really do tat well cuz i forget some formula and methods to do the questions...diao...wat i do the qns nv come out make mi so cui...haha...but only can pray for the best lo...i hope tat PM can get A and it wil pull up my GPA:)i wan my GPA to get 3.5 de...i don care...haha...
ours i don tink is a game and it is definately not a game...i love the way u say tat to mi cuz it is so meaningful...cuz i m a noob n no1 say tat to mi be4 then this is the first time ppl say tat to mi and i really meant this alot...i really hope tat we can built future wif our own hand together...there is nothing tat i tink can tear us away cuz i jus feel tat u r my zhen ming tian niu and i treasure it alot...though u always say something which u don really mean to but i really hope tat u can not say all tat hurtful things to urself le and i really meant wat i say in the letter...i really hope tat i can care for u all the time, every minute, every seconds but sometimes i m really busy tat i really can't msg u or tok to u...jus to tell u tat hope u understand tat sometimes i m really busy hence neglected u and pls don be so unhappy bout these k?i really don wish wat wil happen to us and i really wish tat i can see ur house soon jus tat when u r confident enough then we will be ready for obstacles:)
these few days had been working out in the gym and i hope tat i can gain by my strength and hope tat i can surpass my ownself...i yest won bout 10 bucks from soccer betting and i today buy chelsea and liverpool match...i bought chelsea as i tink tat they will win and it is a battle between the big matches...today i will post the results out in the net again...will post after midnight cuz going to alex house to watch...so happening rite?haha... buay
Updated@8/19/2007 07:38:00 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
movie favourites: Secret
rush hour 3
as wat i say both are favourites and i tink both are quite nice to watch as both have a hilarious side of the story...but in comparism hilarious, i tink jay's movie "secret" win the war but in terms of action pack is rush hour 3...but both movie have their own differences...
jay's movie: Secret
its about an old piano, a lyric and future with past...it is actually saying tat this girl who happen to find this old piano she is always playing wif had this piano lyric call "secret" and the lyric wrote down some words which means the future n it says tat,"when the first person u see when u reach somewhere tat will be who u see in and love will happens with the man..." and when she play the song piece, she travel back to the future and get to noe jay...and love happens between them and somehow somethings are meant to be secret and all of them are being apart due to real generation gap and i tink tat both cannot be together but they try to be wif each other...and it is a very touching story i indeed agree and definately i will tell ppl to watch it and u will not mind to watch the 2nd time...serious...
jackie chan's movie: rush hour 3
although jackie chan had make rush hour 1, 2 and 3 but all the stories are equally interesting and i will definately support him all the way...the action pack is still there and there are more funnier feature in there and some of the actions are way too "stun" cuz u c tat it is definately impossible and some how i wanna noe more on the ending of wat happens to the girl and to the taxi driver whether the taxi driver become the spy driver anot...haha...it is actually bout some kind of tribes wanna get some information and every1 is finding the only person and both "lee" and "james" need to rescue.eventually they get into france and got some shits there then their mission start...i like the tall guy who play wif them cuz he is one giangatic person but as wat i noe he is from basketball de cuz i saw him play in some basketball match if i m not wrong...quite nice and funny especially in the ending part after the whole movie..definately mus stay there longer to watch for the whole thing lo...not to be missed:)
Updated@8/14/2007 11:05:00 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
thx for ur sweets...though its so sweet much sweeter than wat say but i really will eat it when i m having exams de:)
i really love these cards u do especially for mi n i m really touched by wat u wrote...jus tat i disagree wif ur "hamtaro" de last sentence...i really don wan tat phrase...today do my test for geotech then i din do really well but surely will pass cuz i starting of the qns i forget to do other calculation then make mi cui for the remaining question...but i seriously i got study but jus tat some qns i forget to do some starting formula n eventually everything make everything cui...but i sure do well for the upcoming exam...
er...actually u r the first 1 i write these kind of things to u and i m really honest wif my words...jus tat u don anyhow think and although i don really understand u yet but i will try my best to understand u...i really wanna make u feel tat some1 really care for u and u will care for mi too:)u got tat mixed feeling and i noe wat u mean...jus tat u don wish tat bad things will happen to u again...sorry tat i always say i wanna meet wif u cuz i noe tat u still don have the confidence to meet up wif mi and i kip forcing u and i sincerely apologise for wat i done by my speech...i noe sometimes u really wanna beat mi up for my craps n i m willing to let u hit mi wif all ur might anywhere except for my face:)but i still can't interupt into ur life yet cuz i m still no1 and i really wanna be in ur life for all the things and even wanna take u to checkup n be there whenever u need mi...pls don cry again cuz i will do all the things tat will make u happy and u will not think of the past again...
today i watch the jay's movie "secret" and this movie is really not bad...quite emotional when it come to the ending cuz they really wanna do watever things to be together and i tink tat the situation is like us de feeling but is something similar lo...maybe u can watch it wif ur friends?or even yvonne lo so tat she will be touched together wif u...
ok so now i need to go off already and my engine is really giving mi some problems...signing off already:)write back in few days times:)if tiff let mi to write in a few days time lo:)
Updated@8/13/2007 10:08:00 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
mi slping in don noe whose's home haha
mi in takewando headgear after student plaza performance 
ok i really don noe how to start to blog becuz recently i m really confuse over wat i m tinking...studies?love?training?family?which come first?for now i really need to destress myself maybe is tat my studies is affecting mi hence i tink tat i need to take a break from everyting else...i don wish to have a D in my portfolio...but wat is impt and things lay in between i m not so sure...jus tat i even don noe wat country i m in now...i wanna have a understanding person to stand by mi all day and night jus to listen to mi and stay by mi...i wanna hug some1 whom i can trust and feel warmth in their heart so that it will be mi and jus mi and some1 whom i really trust...
it have being so long tat i din really fall in love and i don even noe wat is the feeling of love...m i tat desperate for love?m i really tat pathetic for some 1 to love mi?i tink i will remain a monk if i really can't find a girl who love mi n whom i love...i really wanna have ppl to care for mi and tink of wat i feel and is there any1 who can?ya a phone jus away from who im comfortable wif but is tbis mi when i kip tinking of myself...i don wanna be selfish cuz it not my own personal behaviour...those who noe mi definately noe wat kind of character i m and definately i find ppl to confide in and ya for sure i tok most of the things to tiffany cuz i tink tat she is very close to mi already like 10 m away from mi like that...i jus don noe wat to tink of myself...u noe tat a feeling is hard to hide and definately u need to voice it out sooner or later n now jus move on and get away the past...there is a brighter future ahead of u and u need to get things done easily and over wif...
the following link will show u how i injured my nose and got some abrasion from the injury...the stage is damn fucking hard and it is the first time ever i injured while doing gymmastic...it continue on as i manage to get on my feet eventhough every1 is stun and stand wif their eyes wide open and i jus feel tat i din do well now...i feel tat i let the team down from a perfect pic becoming a shocking video from the start of the video...although the performance still worked out ok but becuz of my fall it turn out to be a bad image to the team...i jus feel tat i m deproving and i can't improve anymore...i m stuck at my own pace and i m losing out to others...a sports tat need teamwork among each other and i tink tat wif my appearance it will spoilt the video of the whole thing and i m really not tat good for the video...after national i had been performing badly and i don noe y...i tink i m born to be unlucky and i really tink tat injuries might not be a burden to mi and my future but now tat i don feel the bond within the team...i really don noe wat i m tinking...every1 is going their way and there is none other ppl for mi to confide in...ppl are not trustable for their own actions and they don even tink of other ppl before themselves...ya...so wat if i appear in this funny face and laughing always but deep down inside i m so unhappy and don feel tat ppl trust each other...although this is wat i tink but i tink tat i really isolating myself from others as i feel tat the bond is really not tat strong and there is no other ppl to ask mi to go for all the things parties...now i wrote it down ppl will definately ask mi for other events but is this sincerity?ya now i say wat i wan but is this really wat u all do as a friend for confident?so wat if u all really have a thrash out session?there is no point for it as u all noe wat deep down inside the problem is but u all don wanna face the problems...tat is the cause of failure...facing the reality is a thing and judging on other ppl's problems is not a thing...pls guys...think of ownself de problems before u all judge other....yayaya i noe tat after the performance u all seem to care for mi...but caring is jus temporary...if i din injured will u all care?i don need ppl to care as i tink that ppl are hyprocrite for now but i need to change my own tinking of cuz as i m a hyprocrite myself too...i have no right to say others eventhough all are close to mi but not as close cuz i nv tell my personal things wif all of u all and honestly i nv had tell my personal problems wif u all...but only a girl whom i m talking wif on the phone understand mi well enough for u all...but i tink tat ya i noe u all try to understand mi and wanna being buddy wif mi but only some1 who can be buddy wif mi...whom i tink lenny is though he noe wat i feel but sorry i don tink tat i will share my problems wif u and i won't tell other ppl wat i feel n i will definately tell u all tat i m ok eventhough i m not wif aids of suffering pyschologically....but i m used to it...my tinking i don noe is it childish or mature but i tink of others before myself cuz tat is my motto...ppl are happy when they see mi i will be there and ppl wanna hear mi speak out loud wif jokes i will be there to talk but if u all wanna mi tell out wat i feel i will not for sure...eventhough i see the problems n u all wanna blame mi for the some reasons i jus will nod my head and admit is my fault...tat is mi and my own character...no 1 can change for whom i m and i m very happy to be my ownself...
as for tiffy,i really don wish to hear u cry again..pls take care of ur own self and i m very worry for u and don take death as a joke to be spoken around ur lips....i really don wish u to die as u r my pillar of support when i speak u are my listener...though u always wanna noe my problems too but i also tell u bout it and i really wish tat u can zheng zhou qi lia...i will be there for u always de and when u call mi i will definately tok to u...when u cry i m there to listen to u cry and when u need some1 to confide to i will tok to u and tell u lame jokes to entertain u...jus don be so emo everyday can cuz no 1 wanna c u in tat state...promise mi tat u will not be bothered by it again k?take good care and when u r doing operation tat time pls tell mi n i will too await for the result of it...
Updated@8/07/2007 06:11:00 PM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
haha...this is my slping pic which is way way back de...haha...n i slp in the front table sia...so daring of mi to slp in front of teacher as u can c that the background is the near to the whiteboard...
this is actually the few times tat i always blog and is forced by tiff de cuz she kip on telling mi to blog lo...and eventually i did it...
refering to "ah pu":u owe mi something le...whiich is ur cooked food lo...don tink tat u r a jinx la which u r eventuallly not and if u are i won't wanna tok wif u le rite?which i m not the 1 who believe tat ppl is a jinx de...i will cure it and i will rebel against it no matter wat happens cuz i will not let it pass through mi de...
thou u lost the bet but eventually got 1 day of strongness in u and get ready for other ultimate things which might be coming around the corner and if u r going out then make sure bring some friends out lo and if only a guy i m quite worried bout it la but if u really wan it i also bobian cuz this is wat u wish de mah and i can't interfere in ur life...
i got some swelling in my finger n my nose too...quite pain and i got the phobia of something already...now i feel the difficulty about tossing...eventually i would stick to my own shoulderstand which i tink i can manage de n watever position u are in its jus a reality of life...i m quite happy wif my own life but i mus be on form again which is affecting mi now...i mus retrain as hard as possible and get my form back from the death...i can do it for sure and i definately need to do it...give mi some support and i will get back myself...as wat some1 say:"pls get ur mind in here but not other place..."is he tinking tat i m getting distracted?i tink it is...yeah...but hopefully i can prove to other ppl tat my form will be back asap and i got tat ting not jus for the sake for ppl to admired but to have ppl respect for my glory...
Updated@8/02/2007 09:48:00 PM
c my blistered leg...can't move really good but eventually also need to walk...who can give mi wheelchair?haha...
rush hour 3
thx for ur sweets...though its so sweet much sweeter than wat say but i really will eat it when i m having exams de:)
i really love these cards u do especially for mi n i m really touched by wat u wrote...jus tat i disagree wif ur "hamtaro" de last sentence...i really don wan tat phrase...
