Wednesday, August 24, 2005
busy busy busy...everyday is so busy...yest mi first time play pool lo...tat is the first time i play n the last time i touch pool is during playing yahoo pool lo...but i eventually got myself quite ok to the end...i invented my new style of shooting which is placing the fingering on the front n jus shoot...n i tell u is tat my tat kind of freak shooting is more accurate than the normal shooting...then we enjoyed ourselves eventually...we r all noobs ma so it doesn't matter de la...before going to pool,we went to bukit batok ITE for a day course then yat ran away n don noe wat happen liao lo...the food tat they provude is also quite nice n first time provided by ms sim is so good food lo wif fries chicken and also nugget for mi n hj...ak n bra got sotong ball instead of nugget...the course taught mi quite a lot of things n don noe y they tend to be so sianz lo...overall i tink is quite fun ba..but if u tell mi to do these all day long for the rest of my life i definetly wanna hit my head on hte wall lo...
today...ak tell mi tat cass yest harass him again n call his house 3 time lo...how can she anyhow call ppl as she already got the agreement wif her mum liao rite?how come go find SJ some more huh?nth to do sia...but i don really care bout this la...then eat not a lot n go remedial as usual...before mi go remedial i saw EL n she like nv saw mi n walk off so fast liao lo...tell her wait for mi then don hav...nvm i forgive u cuz u got CT ma so i don disturb u these few days...try to buck up on ur study lo...then today still the same do hw n rush last min work so tat tml i won't get chase out my classrm lo...n wat u noe is tat i din bring my notes n the question paper home n don noe even how to inference the question lo...only can use the last time notes to do liao lo...then after doing all these hw n then mi come n write in this freak blog...wish 5/1 well in the dance during teacher day concert n probably after teacher day then i come back to blog liao lo...(love getting more deeper...don noe is liking or admire or even love?wat shld i do?i don noe the reason...n also pls beg god to take away my jealousy heart so tat i can remain as normal...sadist vs monaist who will win?)
Updated@8/24/2005 11:42:00 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
yesh...finally the rock is back...ak finally got his mission so far n i also going through my target...basically today we do nth lo jus another toking session n today definetly a bit sianz but its still worth it...today narain caught hj hair n say he a "joker" or wat lo...then sianz sianz watch the don noe wat movie call the tennage things de lo...then tat 1 we saw be4 liao lo but it also deserve another watching...then today reallly bery sianz nth to do at home n i din even finish any work or do any revision lo...ok let mi telll u all bout other things
maybe on teacher day i going to do a backflip cuz i overcome the fear of backflip on the ground le ba..then tml i wat i m waitin for after the maths remedial i will go for the dance...then jus now el call mi then i say tat remember wat things i say to her in the days on national day n i tink i was drunk...then she say i scold her n she nv say i confess to her eventhough i tink i got ba...but it also doesn't matter cuz she tell mi not to drink anymore liao sia...then ak still going to prompt mi to drink but i promise myself to drink only seldomly so i keep both party ok ....see ya next time i wanna slp liao buai...
Updated@8/17/2005 12:01:00 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
let mi tell u bout wat happen today...today went for sunday soccer then at there a lot of ppl is surprise about mi tat i cut bald n ask mi y i cut this hair...n this is wat i say to them..."er cut this hair is quite refreshing ma so i cut this hair lo..."then today i don really play well lo but i chiong to the goal there quite alot n today i relli feel terrible cuz i felt suffocation appearing on the back n i head a few balls n suddenly feel like going to blackout lo...next time i don always go gym there to train up liao cuz this will make my stamina lose a big portion cuz i always go gym there to build my leg only n din go for run...after tat mi went to drink n go home liao...jus completed a few qns on e maths de n now feel like going to buy graph paper liao...let mi tok bout some other things...
i already is quite forgivin le lo but u seem like wanna quarrel wif mi lo...i don really like to quarrel wif some1 who i tink is not worth it...as for ur bro case i understand n somtime u can really take the initiative to call or msg mi de ma n not jus 1 msg will do the job de lo...some more tat time i quite moodless liao n u went to the blog say mi i also will du lan de ma so on the 2nd day i don wanna msg u but on the 3rd day i ok ok liao then msg u de lo...bery forgivin le rite?n some more u din even wanna go out wif mi n izzit becuz i don look good?if u tink like tat i really nth to say liao n i tink i wanna go 4 extreme makeover liao n don wanna u all to noe mi anymore if u really say i not good lookin...cuz last time i was hurt liao by ppl say mi strange looking, plain lookin and also ugly...but i really admit my fate le n after the makeover i will wanna go for model career lo...don u all tink is a joke but this is serious de lo..n its true de lo...next time then blog cuz now i wanna go do hw liao...buai...
Updated@8/14/2005 06:01:00 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
tat day i forgot to continue wif my story n now i return back my stories...after tat blog, i went to go play badminton wif my bro's classmate then at there only noe a guy cuz tat tamil guy last time inside my soccer team de ma...then mi challenge a cute boy quite small size de then his aiming also quite good but although i win him by 1 ball i don feel satified cuz i really think tat he got the potential lo...then at there mi saw my bro's friend a ger who is damn chio de but frm wat my bro say she is a malay n tats too bad...then go home n then went to ak house le ba on the next day...go there drink beer then mood swing n slpt in his house AGAIN?
today mi take back the mt o level results le lo...then my class reaally pop out some black horse lo...who is sally cuz no body expect tat she got a A2 for mt lo...even our class pro candy also din win her result...then mi ak hj all got b4...for mi tat is piece of shit lo...n mi n ak went to use our head to bang the wall n i bang till a bit of concussion lo...then mi went to my aunt's house there to help tend the shop n went home to type this blog le lo...lastly i need to say something down here...
not tat i don wanna hear ur name or wat but is becuz u treat mi like a joke or wat lo n not sometime is seldom de lo...if tat is wat u tink then i really got nth to say liao lo cuz i don really matter de n i msg to u liao tat i won't call u liao n i meant wat i say n this is not petty this is do things on wat i say...if i got ur permission of msging u then of cuz i will n defintely u also nth to say to mi de lo cuz i always tink tat i m the only 1 who be a "clown" in front of others instead of u all tokin to mi ur own probs or wat...lastly i wanna say tat
I REALLY HATE BEEN CONDEMN BY OTHERS ESPECIALLY FOR PPL WHO I DON EVEN NOE DE LO...
Updated@8/13/2005 01:46:00 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
today i was really in bad mood...sorry to every1 whom i had scold...i really was out of my boiling rage hence i cannot control my owntemper but it was really gettin out of my limit liao for mi...n whenever i m angry please don interrupt or wat cuz this will make mi feel more angry lo...this is link ot ak cuz he was there to make an atmosphere down there at the wrong period of time...n can't u even cooperate wif mi for jus once?y r u always there to be a joker n i don tink is funny lo...u wanna make mi look like a clown wif u too also no neecd to make mi feel like this de lo...mi got blacklisted n i already was not happy n hence i suddeb mood change...n ak do u noe tat u had nv put urself in my shoe's be4?i was caught n u all seem to be bery happy n no 1 accompany mi...i was really freak out by all the ways u all do to mi lo...BT mi make mi like a clown n all sorts of stuffs...i noe u mus be tinkin tat u had been in my shoe be4 but sincerly i tell u tat u had nv don believe u can ask bradon or whoever...u may be my buddy but please give mi some respect
i m bery upset le...n later then continue cuz now i wanna go play bad wif my bro liao...cya later or wat...later continue story...
Updated@8/08/2005 01:26:00 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
oh my god...tat bloody ak go cut my hair then now i resemble like batman's bad guy the 2 face....then now i notice tat mi look like wei lian lo...maybe my eyes resemble him?tat is wat i tink ba...first time try to shave my hair lo...today we go CB then tok bout gers stuff then as usual do the same things n then cannot take the last bus hence cannot go home liao lo...maybe tats all for today liao so cya next time n if u all wanna noe how i look then mus nominate mi for the belle n beau for cckss de leh...haha kiddin de so buai...
Updated@8/07/2005 01:23:00 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
things r going far beyond expected..n this maybe engrave in my memory...things happen days after days n even it may go to extinction...but 1 thing for sure tat i still got many supports...this is a general statement n this is really needed to be told as it is the atmosphere of the story before it begin....after tat will be climax n its the part of stories tat we like about my grandfather story...HACKERS R MEANT TO BE EXPOSE TO THE PUBLIC IF CAUGHT...cuz my com last 2 wks was hacked n this is the first time i get hack into system lo...hate it man...cuz i only hack to others n nobody hack mine...whoever i catch they will get a piece of mi.enough of my craps n get to today's story...
today:mi late again n this time i m late for the last 2 days liao lo...no more late comin forms liao n this is a promise to myself n if i break this i will need to do the whole chapter of maths for 3 days to complete it...there are lot of homeworks n irs leading to stress follow by frustration days after days...this stress is the most unbearable for mi in the past 3-4 yrs in schools as i m always doing almost all the homework tat teacher gave it to mi to do...although i may be slow but it take steps to get on to the peak...its kinda of my motivation lo although there is no ger for my motivation...some time i m enticed by the way ppl do things n it reallly strike mi...things they do n things they say...hollowness in my brain is part of the reason where i cannot do well for my exams..n i gotten back my results already...it is definetly atrocious frm my degree n although my ranking in my class is only 28 but its also bery bad to mi...it demoralise my mood n now i don really feel like kip on the hardwork tat i often do n now it also somehow it will affect my grades...
back to serious things again...today during recess, we nearly got into a fight wif sec 2 ppl which start of the fume during yest...it affect marvin as muff was the 1 who was been "bully" n we got together n decide to solve this prob ourselves although mr lim is going to help us...they are always finding troubles wif ppl n now we r going to pay them our "respect" of disturbing them back...then today hidayat is helping us to solve this prob too n he diao alll the ppl at there all the way...then he purposely sit down there a table beside of them n kip on staring at them...it was totally amazing n muff ask mi to follow him n walk to their place...i ask ak there n quarrel began...the quarrel now is between yat n py who is a fucker...he becuz of staring wanna fight wif the sec 5?come on...we r much more powerful even when we r ask for 1 on 1 match up...then yat don noe tok wat to him then he don dare tok big liao...heng his gang member stop him n if he hit yat they going to die liao n this is for sute n after tat we go class n yat tell mi tat he like to get beaten n then after he get beaten liao he will call his chong n see them get beaten lo...after tat when we r doing maths,jenna suddenly say tat she lose her $100 n it was absolute rubbish i tot to myself..she kip on losin her things n how we going to help her?then spot checks wasted lots of precious tume lo...then it eat into our geo time n then make mi feel so undesirablely hot...then true is tat its kept on her eng tys n make us waste our time lo...truth is out liao hence nobody is been imposed...
at afternoon there came another prob n which is EL n jessie some sort like toking sense to mi but it don't affect mi cuz when my friend is in prob i will be there for them no matter wat happen cuz i m loyal to my friends as this will gain trust between each other...naggin n naggin make mi feel out of my nerves n EL this bloody person ask mi to come there n listen to some consulting session lo...don u even dare to take a look in my eyes ma?u wan mi to grab hold of ur hand n give u a thorough look in the eyes?i m not absurb but is a way to clear my doubts...enough of all this craps liao la...then mi go to library n as usual there is no mood for studies n then mi went to drink stalls to tok to the aunties tat i noe lo...then the auntie frm the bread shop ask mi y i din find a gf now?then i say i don wan n they comment tat i surely don wan to get a gf now n surely later de cuz i m a honest man lo...its nth to mi le cuz i already heard a lot of this comments liao lo...then after tat go back to library n then go to do some work n mi go to find mr yuen to get a worksheet frm mr yuen but he is gone liao n i go to the staffroom to find him de n suddenly saw YISS netball come to our sch for friendly lo...then saw YF who is ak cousin lo...then after tat mi n muff went home liao n come home to write this freaking blog liao lo...cya...
Updated@8/05/2005 06:53:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
days really pass so fast especially when u r in the graduatin classes...every 1 seem to be as busy as a bee n noises don seem to be travelling within inches of spaces...as for mi, i m still a sadist wif fulfillment to do n i don really agree wif some1 who compete for gers...come on punk is going to land on u if u still tink of gers n gers are not the only 1 who will exist in ur teens life...although it may change a ppl life such as my buddy's but some time wat u can't get u don strive for it...don be as stubborn as a buffalo who refuse to move his ass to another place even though there is a diaster happenin around its area...gers cannot always be around u n there are definetly a lot more chio gers outside then u tot so better think far...mi as usual gers condemn mi n mi lead on wif my own identity wif no 1 realisin wat really happen to mi...i can handle stress...i can handle commitment but i really cannot handle ppl who like to cheat mi is some sort of ways such as lying to mi n i really hate is...it may let u tink i m petty or wat?but sometime loatesome is good n i tink i m the i who sometime get real fedup...sugar n spices don really add up to the ingredient u actually wanted but the ways u use the fire the ways u cook it to make the spices taste nicer....so any1 who did the wrong things better own up or stop crapping around n better don mix wif the wrong company or u will be influence eventhough u may think tat u r not gettin any influence frm there...muddle-minded may lead u to the unwelcomely path...n by lookin back there will be only ray of lights n it is vanishin soon....come on....better buck up...gers may give motivation but to urself its for ur own good...as wat muff say...open up ur choice....but always do not take the attitude to look at the looks only...this story continue tml cuz now i going to slp liao...c ya all next time...to be continued....
Updated@8/04/2005 12:43:00 AM
