Biking for Passion

Monday, January 16, 2006

today is sunday n today i m bery angry n fedup...today mi got my sunday soccer n as usual play until not bad but today got a lot of ppl come lo...but the ground is bery muddy so hard to play...today the sun is bery bery bright n i even got myself tanned till my face become bery bery red like baboon backside lo...then went home wifout drinking coke all tat...when i was at home i make milo to drink n went to slp at my chair which can make to semi lying...my bro was playing com n i had to slp cuz i was really too tired le...then when i wake up suddenly i wanna find my hp...but it was gone...i can't find the phone n i called using my housephone n it came out wif music which i make when my handphone was off it came wif music but this time i think i had really lost it...i search n search for it but unable to find so i had to call the starhub to suspend the plan n tml i will be going to plaza singapura to take my sim card le...n0w my fravourite phone was gone n i had no more phone le...i was extremely angry n i curse the person who stole my phone to die in a terrible death wif car running him down n crushing all his bone n face disfigured wif alot of tyres marks n brain came out of the head...i wish tat he would die in a terrible death for stealing my hp n i had always help ppl out but this is wat i get in return?getting stolen of vuluable?wat does god wan mi to do?sacrifices myself for satan or wat?is tat wat he impled for mi?but i will not go to the wrong way cuz there will be no turning back...i wish i would not encounter this kind of thinkgs le...my house is getting more creepier already n suddenly there are loud sounds of clapping coming frm the kitchen n when i go there to take a look there was nth...the fan started to blow so hard tat the gear in it also can be heard so loudly...it was absolute ridiculous lo...nvm enuff of this already...i tink today i was bery unlucky lo...this is wat i can say about mi...

Updated@1/16/2006 12:31:00 AM

Monday, January 09, 2006

haix...jobless is boring...last few days my grandpa was in hospital n before tat he was missing at 3 jan n was found at hospital at 5 jan at 10am lo...while he was missing, my aunt went to IMH n my uncle was stress up...i take care of my grandpa almost everyday frm wed to sun i every morning went to look at him n tok to him in case he was bored...at evening my uncle will take over my place n i will go out to jalan lo...during my first visit at hospital i was bery worried for my grandpa n when i reach there i din even bother to look at the nurses even...when i walk about tat time, i saw some giggles n suddenly i noticed a familiar face...its was yi woon, my ex orchestra member n also teammate lo...she ask mi wat m i doing here then i tell her tat i was here for my grandpa n she told mi tat my grandpa bery friendly lo..she was there for her attachment n i was bery stun when i see her...i told her tat singapore is really bery small lo n at hospital also can see her...then at the second day i also c her but i went on to wait till 4 plus...during afternoon,got two student nurses came to look at my grandpa n i saw a bery stunning ger kip on going into the curtain of my grandpa bed while my grandpa is going to change his diaper lo n she also look at mi be4 going in to look at my grandpa...i wasn't attracted by her at first n could only tell yi woon tat she was indeed pretty lo...then she came n t0k to my grandpa n she wld look at mi while she was talking to him too...n i wld take notice of her action tat when my grandpa was asleep, she wld come n take care of my grandpa n make mi fell for her lo...maybe becuz of her attentiveness to my grandpa which make mi feel for her lo...but maybe this is jus a crush ba so i d0n really care bout tat already...on the last day of her work,i went up n get her number n she told mi tat she live near to boon lay n i was bery surprise cuz she was so near to my grandpa n i ask her whether she wanna go n look for my grandpa lo n she say de is anything...she always post wat act cute face in front of mi while her friend softly slap her face n her vein came out but she was lo0king nice of cuz...she was really bery attentive n also a gd listener lo...if i ever hav her as a GF, i tink i will be the most fortunate man in the world but i tink she was too attractive n may have a BF n0w le so i tink i was unable to get it for myself le...such a wonderful n caring student nurse i had been hard to find le...
i tink i have been too fillial already but this is my life n i have to accept it..i don wan to live my life in remorseful as i hadn't been taking care of my family members till they will be gone 1 day...i wanna spend more time wif them n make them happy indeed...tinking of the course i wanna go in poly,i d0n noe wat course i wanna go leh but maybe went for those tat can help ppl out 1 n maybe doing as a pschatrisce(sorry d0n noe how to spell)(xin li xue yi sheng)helping of ppl is the things tat i most wanted to do 1 n i wanna help them get through wif all the depression n get them to tink at a better side of the view...if any gers r unhappy,they can hit mi n i can be their punching bag but definately i cannot let them punch mi in my face cuz it will definately hurts lo...
toking about $$,got ppl owe mi $$ n althogether it can add up to $230 but the $30 r definately hard to get back cuz there r some persistance in it n if there is any given back n taken back there will be a better world lo but even though as a cancerian how come it cannot work out properly wif another 1 same horo wif u 1?is there nth except for $$ n $$?do people really take $$ so seriously n0w?in getting the $$ u wan wld u give up anything even as friendship?m i too kind to people already?i even borrow some disks to prem but i haven ask back lo...my bro also owe mi some $$ n is this the result i wanted tat they nv return mi back?do i need to get loan shark brothers to help mi get back?i had given time n more time for them to return but some were definately taking more time than tat lo...if i were to owe a person $$ n i say tat i d0n wanna pay back then wat will u tink?a person who owe another person $$ is his prob n shld n0t drag any party in to the scene lo...
i will be going in as a moblie team wif sebas le this wed n i will be carrying things wif him n most prob is they judge ppl based on their height de lo...if i m strong shld i need to show it out 1?people look is looking at their body shape n biceps but if a person wif small biceps but is bery bery strong 1 will they be able to notice?ya ppl n0w look at look be4 looking at character lo...wat a unfair world i m livin in...ok i gtg buai...

Updated@1/09/2006 01:37:00 PM