haa...long time i nv write already..how i miss this blog...i got a very confuse mind now..who can help mi solve it?i had told lenny about the matter already but i also don noe wat do i wanna do?i really wanna take this opportunties to prove tat i m capable n more training will need to be for mi..cuz i m a slow learner definately..i can't even do a proper toss up..but i m trying bery hard to do it..maybe i m jus not tat strong for it...i can prove to ppl tat i can do well..i need to train up on my basic and tat's it..slam i will get into a better cheerleader in the future but how can i improve on all tat stunts?i m quite poor when doing coordinating but i already try my best to do wat i can...leg power not tat good lo...wat is my leg doing...i hate my leg...cuz it jus cannot coordinate wif my hand...everyday i will look at the mirror to do my actions of my hands and leg for the toss up but how come when it came to the real 1 i jus cannot do it...stupid hands and legs...i wanna go for both and i fear tat i don have the chance anymore if i jus tell lenny about it...and this year national i may not even get in but eventually i will try all my best to be part of the team and strive to get into it eventhough i m short and lack of strenght but every1 got their different power and technique...i maybe slow and weak but i always try to go for extra miles for better recaps..i ask andra to spot my mistake and he had told mi to but i jus get back the same old mistake..y...they told mi tat i got alot of leg power but i din use it..i jus don noe how to make full use of it..i jus couldn't figure it out...some 1 pls help mi get out of this circle of incorrect ways of technique tat i made...i jus wanna get to go for prime gym and also the OBS in pulau ubin in 3 weeks time but i don noe wat i m suppose to do...well training have been quite tough recently but we had try to get ourselves to become better..this time we are more focus on our gymastic cuz lenny think tat we had got strength to do the stunts but we also need to continue to go gym for building of strength...i definately need to...there have been some toking about mi and louisa and i tell u all tat the rumours are FAKE cuz i don see louisa and i don wish to have a GF and also other reasons..it is also becuz of the vow i made...but some of the ppl have noe to my secret and i really got trick lo...i jus couldn't take my eyes off those who trick mi..haiz...maybe a trick will increase my precaution?hopefully...and recently i play ouija board again...from 5 years i din play till last week wed i jus play...in my friend house...haiya...y ppl kip on laughing at mi...bery funny meh?my english tat poor meh?jus cannot believe it...haha..karen chew kip on losing to mi in msn games all tat so funny..she is not good in checkers ma so i jus trash her...lastly i wanna tell is tat last month BU cheerleaders came to singapore for our training camp to teach us things such as extention lib and all the different stunts..transition and even position of where bases should stand...they also teach us alot of things and we had fun together...although i progess bery slow but they jus kip on teaching and din forget where i place...i am jus too grateful for them already..when they left we were all sadden by the words tat toiye the coach of BU say to us which is BU and magnum will always be number 1...sad but hard to cry out..haiya..i also don noe... now let mi continue the story where i left out on the last time i blog... the vowto myself is tat i don wanna have any GF in these poly life for 3 years ...she had really crave big impact to my heart and i promise wat i do...unless if she patch up wif mi then my vow will be broken by the person who make mi created it...nowadays i get to c her a few times and i had even been to her house but i din do anything definately..i jus wanna go there to c wat does her livin condition is like...when we stead tat time, we got alot of things to share...she is the who really make mi forget all my worries and share my thoughts wif..the only ger who can take over my life wif a piece of heart within every solid man..i can even buy her anything she wan at tat period of time...i jus wanna make her happy and i nearly get into life and death wif a guy tat once gain advantage of her...and she jus treat mi like a dummy to play wif but i don mind cuz i only worry about mi and her...my friend tell mi tat i jus nabbed a gold and they say u this lucky fellow..but wasn;'t lucky enough to hold on to this relationship...maybe i m jus too noob to be in love or i jus cannot understand gers' heart...but i din spill any beans out ma how can they treat mi like this?when i tat time really broke up wif her,i really gone bonker..jump up and down in my friend house and become crazy becuz she ask mi for break up...i tink tat my life is already sadden..i almost wanna eat shit already but i din cuz my friend was there to control mi...but seriously i noe wat i m doing but i jus don noe y i feel thousand pain in my heart lo...it last mi for 4 months..this is really heartache for mi and i had already forgotten her for a time being till 2 months she add mi in friendster and msn back... continue next time..
Updated@9/20/2006 12:05:00 AM
Mr Macho
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Ngee Ann Poly
29 June 1988
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