haiz...today i wanted to repay back to a ger her favour of always waitin for mi at the mrt but however today i wake up bery early at around 6 n kept tossin n turin at the bed but i cannot slp....its like the clock is bery slow or wat de keep on lookin on the clock...i decide to go early to wait 4 her but as i wait n wait she was not there probably she was sick or so?i don noe but i jus wan to repay back 4 wat she had do 4 mi probably the last 3 days she wait 4 mi...too bad...
on last fri i feel bery guilty or so le...i made her wait 4 mi again for 45 mins after our cca n bery guilty sia...feel tat my heart bery heavy liao n i ask sally 4 her comment over this ger n sally say tat she was kinda cute of her actions n kinda innocent lo...but on fri i really guilty for lettin her wait 4 mi 4 so long maybe really next time i need to wait 4 her somehow liao to repay her for her kind deeds to mi...
but this is really bery fated sia...on last sat on my usual day to visit my grandma,on my way back, i saw her still wif her school tee in boon lay...she was wif her gers friends frm church de then she saw mi wif my family after tat we boarded the same mrt back home n i had to walk her home as her home was not bery far frm mine...whenever i wan to see her she is not there but when i din think of her she will be fated to be there n saw mi...it happen last time too but tat time i not really get noe of her...maybe shld noe her frm last time...i heard tat on the fri when she wait 4 mi she also telephone to darryl on whether where m i n i heard this phrase frm her friend de sia...make mi so touched but i don noe y i always feel cold towards every ppl...
today i play soccer wif my classmates then we were said by mr kong 4 bout 2 times sia...then i took a free kick frm the last as ak say he wan to save my shot but the 1st shot he can't save n he let it goal but when i take the second free kick the ball was bery accurate but it hit on the woodwork...damn sia so nice then like beckham de kick liao then the ball din get in...n bery surprisin today saw cass came to our school outside waitin 4 ak n wan to tok to him...don noe y she is like keep on pesterin him or wat?anyway i don give a damn bout her or ak prob...but as ak buddy if i were him i wld really be bery fed up de n i wan to get into ak n cass de conversation de but i don wan as i don wan to create havour to them so i din went in the conversation...but ak i really wan to help de but cass say wan to tok to u individually so sorry le...hope u don mind....n if cass u r lookin at this bloody piece of shit tat means u had break ur promise n i don care whether ur tat time is angry word or wat i always take things seriously de...n pls don call mi at night cuz i bery tired n wan to slp de...
wish tomolo will be a beter day 4 mi
wanna do hw liao n tat 4 today n see ya next wk again...

Updated@1/31/2005 07:13:00 PM

yesterday i went out wif my parents to watch the openin of the singapore lion n i saw a ger in a game counter damn damn chio de n she was wearin low cut shirt n a mini skirt...wow...but tat is not my taste even though she is really damn de chio...yesterday i injured myself due to when i was going up the stage n fell on to the ladder...it was countin 1, 2 n then my aunt who was the ticket holder ask mi to faster go take for her then i frm the beri high place jump frm railing to railin n finally when i was within the stage 2 metres away i trip on to a thing stickin out of the ground n bump into the ladder to the stage...i was so painful but i manage to get the 15 prize which is a ichiban mixer n my aunt give it to mi...i was happy 4 her n also myself but i din blame her for my fall i treat it as a experience of breakin fall lo...haha
today again is a sianz day...going to sch n ended sch so quickly n how i wish tat life can be more interestin tat usual...this year past quick n it was so quick tat the time pass so fast tat i had no time to noe of more gers than usual...so sad...now i m buckin up in my studies liao n i try my bery best to finish every hw tat teacher had gave n most importantly pay attention to the teacher hence i will remember more easily...i was always easily distracted by my classmates such as aik koon or hua jian as their voice are so loud tat a few distance u can heard them tok cock...
everyday try to play soccer to reduce stress n brandon always tell mi tat y i no white hair izzit tat i no stress?or how u reduce stress?pcc?i say to him no la...i won't over stress my own health n when i feel tat is time to slp such as now i would go n slp...so i now wanna slp lo n the time is 1135 hence hope i will have a good dream lo...kk buai
reported by:chin kuong lim(newpaper report?haha)

Updated@1/24/2005 11:20:00 PM

hihi...how is everyone?ok firstly gotta say is happy new year to everyone(but mayBe iS quiTE LaTe liAo ba...)hope everyday is a good day 4 everyone in the followin remainin days...
firstly i gts(got to say) tat openin sch is quite fun sometime as tat the most excitin part is tat i met my gin na(a soccer friend of mine)ariz...he bery de kuai lan de but as a pal to mi i always give him respect de...although he smaller than mi or so i also treat him bery well de haha...i also learn quite a lot of things liao ba...but now things had changed quite a bit cuz maybe is fated de ba...now i often walk a ger home as she live quite near to my house n also we often saw each other in the mrt...it was when we became close when after a orchestra night then tat time we then noe each other...last time is tat we don really noe each other then we don approached each other de...now feel tat she is a gd listenin ear to mi ba but no special intention to her de...really!!
already had a lot of days nv play soccer liao cuz i cannot find the bloody time 4 soccer le...always got homework to do de so sianz...i brought a new bike cost by my uncle as he agree to sponsor mi at $158 for the bike n still got 2 BIG locks to lock up the bike to prevent being stolen(as i had experienced 2 times of stolen bike i was scare scare liao)
i brought a lot of vcds to watch liao then costs mi quite a lot of $$ liao sia...
now need to go n but somemore things liao la...wish tat my days would be like in heaven ba...hahaha....
see ya in next week
to be continued....

Updated@1/06/2005 04:54:00 PM