its a wonderful day which is also a sad week...my result come out to be quite lousy as a sense tat i nv study 1 but can get de result...no visible path can be seen n everywhere is foggy...my mind was bothered...stress indulge in my mind...absolute loneliness pacing past my heart every moment and i hope it will end as soon as possible...happiness faded in instant n trivial matters kip pestering my brain...trusting some1 who can be trusted is hard to find but is it rite to trust ppl who cannot c ur trust?its this complicated world i m living in and basically ppl freak out everytime n anywhere...love can be bitter or sweet...sometime it can turn out to be sour n i once think tat no matter wat i will try my best to make ppl happy which will also make mi happy...in these 5 years of my secondary school,i always live in loneliness n no 1 bery special had came across my heart when i met this particular ger who i met at work...she was the first i ask for relationship n when i feared the worst i would face,it turned out to be the most beautiful moment of my life...everyting went well for mi n "her" maybe but i d0n n0e y she suddenly don like mi anymore?izzit i m too bad for her or izzit she tink she don wan to be wif a beast anymore?my mind flashes again wif the devil telling mi to do things tat cannot be done but i insist to stick to my angel...though becoming back friends wld seem to be a good end but she is the first i ever felt the passion of love i nv had...or m i too absurd already?i kip tinking is there a chance for us to get together again cuz i really miss the moments tat we had been together...although it wasn't long but i hope tat i can spend more time wif her... does $$ really tat matter?will i survive without $$ nowaday?i d0n tink so but i tink tat $$ cannot buy many things such as love...if moments can be video i will definately cherish it but it had come to an end which really make mi felt devastated...or my monkhood is coming soon?this love is definately the first i ever had but although i m a first timer i tink i didn't do a good job?if i were given another chance i will definately improve on myself...i will nv use $$ to sour ppl 1 cuz i only hope tat in a relationship there shld be happiness not becuz of the cost...my mind flashes her everytime i m in a slient mood n hope to be wif her for every moment but there will be alot of interruption...i really wish to patch back but i don wanna be hurt again...confuse and speechless i had to write it down to clear my doubts...any1 out there will help mi?i guess no1 can n i gonna be crazy old mi again doing things tat i don obey n injuring myself everytime le...i shld say most of the days le...wat is the real meanin behind the love?is there really an angel tat cross pass n uses arrows to shoot in to the couples heart or izzit our brain doing the unneccessary thinking?pls some1 enlighten mi wif all the might u can...
Updated@2/19/2006 02:40:00 PM
Mr Macho
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Ngee Ann Poly
29 June 1988
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