mi back again...life still remain calm like still water but eventually wat done cannot be undone...i found a job already in the cpf board de n will be entertaining ppl frm the public le...n0w not free liao but only available at thursday as i will be on leave...at other days i will be working...basically it is a 6 hrs work day...frm mon to wed will be 4pm to 10pm while at fri to sun will be at 9-4 pm lo...going back on the past life i m livin le...often my friends will be bery irritated wif mi but y m i so irritated leh?izzit i purposely make 1?m i having too much fun on them le then make them wanna hate mi more?m i really tat innocent tat i will easily get fool or trick?my friends frequent say tat my weakness is been too trustful to woman le then will let the women con...but i really tink tat there is a need to help 1 ma...i tink it is really a disadvantage to trust ger le n i really d0n n0e who to trust le...ya my buddies will always be there for mi but although they will make fun of mi but i also d0n care 1...m i really a easy prey for gers?will gers find other boyfriend when they are still wif the particular guy?if there is such case i will be bery pity for the boy cuz i hope it does not happen to mi...sometime its rather than being kept in the dark than letting the cat out of the bag...but to mi i tink tat i rather ppl not kip mi in the dark as i can take the blow 1...watever thing can be told 1 as long as is sincere... tml i also don noe who i will be working wif...hopefully is a ger ba...hahaha...but i won't treat the ger as a spare tyre 1 n only wanna be friend only no matter is ger or boy lo...but down there i got more friends than enemies so i will definately get protected 1...haha... is there really no more chance le ma?etc looking at the same job tat u like but they don accept u anymore becuz they have got more choices of ppl?such as tv last time employ extras to be in the show but now they would rather choose the models than the extras who maybe more plain looking...but most probably the extras will be acting more better than the models leh although they d0n really look tat "good" compare to the models...nowadays the world is really turning into more reality le...extreme makeover will be needed for ppl who tink they do not make the mark n i guess tat i shld consider...in 3 months time u will see the brand new mi n i will be as in a brand new life le...ya a life tat is new but remain as monk again...dedicated to my monkhood already unless some1 special came again lo...but i really hate to get destroyed again...alot of things mus be similar inside each other thinking then will make the most successful relationship...i tink i m really too childish to be in love n not becuz of readilness but is my tinking...can my life be projected in the film?my only best friend who will really listen to mi n my rubbish will be brandon already cuz we got common topics n will not tok craps wif each other...everything shall change n 1 day ppl will not recognise mi anymore...i d0n wanna have any friend now le...surviving on my own pace die at my own rate...DYING WILL BE CALLING MI SOON cuz i felt tat my life is going to be short term...i m not afraid of death only afraid tat there will be no 1 repecting me on my deathbed...i hope to have a 7 feet coffin wif rose petals at the side of my head n will be lying peacefully on the coffin nibble on "buddha pill" wif my face not tat black definately... 10 reason to break up: financial difficulty no more feeling got other boyfriend/girlfriend outside he or she is not up to ur standard too ugly for u do not understand u do not trust u not caring to u age gap too possesive towards u ok gtg le buai...
Updated@2/20/2006 09:15:00 PM
Mr Macho
chin kuong lim
Ngee Ann Poly
29 June 1988
Wants
cheerleader
something useful to use next time:D
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