haiz...today i wanted to repay back to a ger her favour of always waitin for mi at the mrt but however today i wake up bery early at around 6 n kept tossin n turin at the bed but i cannot slp....its like the clock is bery slow or wat de keep on lookin on the clock...i decide to go early to wait 4 her but as i wait n wait she was not there probably she was sick or so?i don noe but i jus wan to repay back 4 wat she had do 4 mi probably the last 3 days she wait 4 mi...too bad...
on last fri i feel bery guilty or so le...i made her wait 4 mi again for 45 mins after our cca n bery guilty sia...feel tat my heart bery heavy liao n i ask sally 4 her comment over this ger n sally say tat she was kinda cute of her actions n kinda innocent lo...but on fri i really guilty for lettin her wait 4 mi 4 so long maybe really next time i need to wait 4 her somehow liao to repay her for her kind deeds to mi...
but this is really bery fated sia...on last sat on my usual day to visit my grandma,on my way back, i saw her still wif her school tee in boon lay...she was wif her gers friends frm church de then she saw mi wif my family after tat we boarded the same mrt back home n i had to walk her home as her home was not bery far frm mine...whenever i wan to see her she is not there but when i din think of her she will be fated to be there n saw mi...it happen last time too but tat time i not really get noe of her...maybe shld noe her frm last time...i heard tat on the fri when she wait 4 mi she also telephone to darryl on whether where m i n i heard this phrase frm her friend de sia...make mi so touched but i don noe y i always feel cold towards every ppl...
today i play soccer wif my classmates then we were said by mr kong 4 bout 2 times sia...then i took a free kick frm the last as ak say he wan to save my shot but the 1st shot he can't save n he let it goal but when i take the second free kick the ball was bery accurate but it hit on the woodwork...damn sia so nice then like beckham de kick liao then the ball din get in...n bery surprisin today saw cass came to our school outside waitin 4 ak n wan to tok to him...don noe y she is like keep on pesterin him or wat?anyway i don give a damn bout her or ak prob...but as ak buddy if i were him i wld really be bery fed up de n i wan to get into ak n cass de conversation de but i don wan as i don wan to create havour to them so i din went in the conversation...but ak i really wan to help de but cass say wan to tok to u individually so sorry le...hope u don mind....n if cass u r lookin at this bloody piece of shit tat means u had break ur promise n i don care whether ur tat time is angry word or wat i always take things seriously de...n pls don call mi at night cuz i bery tired n wan to slp de...
wish tomolo will be a beter day 4 mi
wanna do hw liao n tat 4 today n see ya next wk again...

Updated@1/31/2005 07:13:00 PM