er...today is a special day to mi cuz mi ak alex bra n many more came back frm yi jie chalet cuz...its yi jie birthday so muz celebrate lo...hahaha...erm told ak alot of things bout my relationship n he agreed wif mi n we went to the beach at 4am to look at the dark sea...its was so coolin n we started to tok about a lot of things n i even ask him 1 bery unique qn...
mi:"tell mi how can u call a ger pretty ne?"
AK:"er...its like u like some one even its bery normal n maybe to u is pretty lo..."
mi:"but u c ar?all pontianaks r pretty then how r they pretty in?
AK:"this 1 i don noe liao...hahaha"
suddenlt we heard two sounds comin frm the sea which sound like bititi....bititi....then i look at AK n AK look at mi then i told him boout a story of my father de...then we lie down on the beach to get reaal "sandy" then he suddenly tell mi tat he jus saw a shadow pass by our back n disappear liao...then the cool wind start to blow more breezely....when i m lying down n he is sittin up tat time i saw a white pigeon fly pass the sky but however when i tell aK to look at it tat time he say he can't see any...but i swear i really saw the 1 white pigeon flew pass...
after strollin in the beach we walk back to the chalet n we begin to make entertainment to all the friends liao...we do funny break dancin n also we play "sucide jump" a dangerous stunt lo...hahaha then hor i reallly bery bery embarrassed the most embarrass moment in my life tat is when i climb bery tall to a ladder tat time probably bout 2m liao in ladder then AK pull my shorts down n revealin all the flesh of my butt lo....some more opp got 4-5 gers loookin at my direction n smilin at mi lo...i was totally shameful of myself lo...tat damn AK then hor we tok boout many many things....
i really enjoy my days wif AK (buddy) maybe now the person who is readin this might be jealous bout this cuz u nv get to do so...
i was bery happpy n exhausted but my mood changed after readin at some stupid rubbish written to backstab mi lo...nvm this is wat AK had say to mi tat the person does not DARE to tok to mi FACE TO FACE n hence do backstabbin de...so wat if i not better than aK some more AK had touch u before of cuz he better than mi la...he n u improved so fast of cuz say wat shit bout mi lo...whenever i tryin to help u not to get into the lion den then u tot i m a hunter tat wan to hunt u for ur deer coat wat the fucking blue hell...nvm if u still be so stubbornic then too bad lo maybe u even had experience urs "first time "liao lo...u are always usin my pharse n change it to a new 1 of urs wats the pt of copyin ppl's ideas when u urslf don hav a brain to tink de ne?wats the pt of cryin when AK break wif u,when wing chung tok to u n also u r so weak not in physical but in mental state...i don wish to tok bout this anymore n if u think wat u not happy wif mi de ask mi out 1 day i clearified wif u n i really hate ppl who backstab mi some more is usin wat i type de but not use ur own idea...n so wat if ur other MENS done to u tat is only their beginnin maybe next time they would be so so so so nice to u but in the end it will end up like AK tat situation cryin...not all ppl r like mi always to tell u bout things happenin in the world n wat mus u avoid n not takin ur advantage lo...u r jus like in a MEN SHOES in askin ppl hp no tellin them ur secret sharin bout where u live then tell them wat u wan frm them n also say when can go their house to do watever thing de...n now i seriosuly tell u tat u r a bery bery bery easy prey for any men to consume in de so better watch out...
don say i din call u or wat lo i yest in the chalet got call u but u r alsleep then ur so called "FATHER" who pick up the phone for u is so young n tryin to fake the voice lo...but to my disappointment u din call mi back even after i call u so tat mean u seem no interest liao lo...not i din keep my promises is tat u urself is the prob don always tink of jus urself only lo...i really don like ur attitude of wat "no face" or wat de hell lo...n i hate gers who scold back words to mi n now u may say fuck next time u may even curse my family member n even u may went to thailand to buy voodoo dolls to control over mi...i may not noe but i jus don think tat u are so evil lo...if u really wan to tok then say it face to face n pls don add watever things tat u done wif ur boys n add mi in to say wat i m cold blooded n i m not as cold as AK wat...i m sure later u wld wan to say wat "my" boy so i explain to u y i say ur boys cuz they r hain a motive behind ur back de lo if u don trust mi anymore then too bad lo u are 1 big step closer to the lion den liao... n btw frm last time till now u had nv trusted mi in part of ur life n u noe my family condition liao still wan mi to treat u always n when i din treat u tat time u say wat rubbish n is jus tat i don wan u to noe tat tat time i was broke so short of cash n u kept sayin all tat to broke my heart...not tat u only had a heart is all the ppl had their heart but only tat is how they use it only...the ramen thing is tat they din ask mi to go not i don wan to go some more tat time i always wif muff how can go so freely de ne?ask urself la...i tat time got work of cuz not so free wat...
if u wanna tok or backstab mi jus tell mi directly on phone or face to face this is the only time i will speak...speakin in blog does not mean tat u can suan mi or wat lo...i HATE ppl who got prob don wan to solve de...
let u decide lo...btw u broke ur promise by sayin u wanna meet up wif mi de...wat is this empty promise ar?all my promise are not empty n they r fullfilled n ask urself do u fulfill ur promise liao anot before sayin others...
buai....

Updated@12/10/2004 02:06:00 PM