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debut of cheerboys

2008-06-29T16:21:00.009+08:00

back again with more pictures on things at Japan:Dhowever after Japan trip i have some common test and after the CT i went to KL study trip with my course people which is a compulsory to go:D But i does not have the pictures or the videos of the KL trip and soon when i have the pictures all that i will post it up asap:DThis place are all the shopping freaks came to where it is some sort like orchard all that with alot of things selling at certain prices.I came across with a nigger selling mi some of their products and i were bargaining with them and they eventually sold mi at a cheaper prices far more than expected."Elvisu" i bought it for S$120 inclusive of a shirt which is supposing to sell mi bout 3000yen which is bout singapore 25 bucks at a discounted price.

went to buy some of the magnet thing call python which cost mi 200yen which is bout singapore 15 dollars considering to the price in singapore which is bout 60 dollars. There i can conclude that the branded goods at there are far more cheaper than what is in singaporeThere is also a very rare view seen in singapore which is the cabled-wire railway train. It appears more to me like the slam dunk show and i think it was very cool considering first time running arcoss the track when there come "ting, ting, ting..." signalling to us that train is approaching please get out of the way:Dhaha...quite cool in the sense that we need to hurry up or else we have to wait.There was a desert which i think is quite cool and had nv ate before in my life which is something like icecream waffle.Their creation of this is quite appealing to other and suited to the environment itself and the end of waffle which is gonna finish had a hot chocolate which really make it taste even better.What i see in Japan is that the people are taking more of the transparent umbrella around more than the coloured umbrella compare to singapore. In Singapore the coloured umbrella are more cheaper than the transparent umbrella however in Japan it is completely opposite whereas the coloured umbrella cost much more than what is expected in singapore market.

Now there is a very old video which i gonna show a debut of the cheerboys. It was long forgotten whereby i m the 1 who is the first male top flyer in doing B-toss backtuck in magnum force for their whole century of sports entertainment.I think now i m very old to do this kind of things and it can break my bones if i were to do it again:Dhahha...A debut of the cheerboys performing at opening of student plaza in april 2007 which i not sure of the date and i guess is probably the school opening of 2nd year.Hope u all like the debut and definately i think it was kind of legend:D

soon i will be uploading the KL trip or even the Japan competition video if i got it and hopefully have more than other things to post such as my bday events which is today on 29/6/2008 and i really look forward for the upcoming hours and the next day will be IAQ test...sianz:Dtata

mi in jap chapt 2

2008-06-20T12:36:00.014+08:00

A raining day in Disneyland tokyo... behind is the cinderella castle and i think that it is worthwhile to go to disneyland tokyo in your lifetime as it is very very unforgettable experience:DD Had to buy raincoat there as u can c that the temp is very cold too and also rain make it more cold...haha

haha...andra acting as Walt disney and mi acting as mickey mouse. Walt disney is a very creative man creating disney characters out of some simple featuring. The first mickey mouse compare to the "now" mickey mouse is so much different but if there is no Walt disney, there will be no animated mickey mouse and family out in the world and we will not know wat the hell is that:D

mickey mouse in 1928

mickey mouse now in 2008...So see the change in differences

The following video indicate the end of the day of disneyland with a Disney parade with classical characters and also fireworks which occur everyday...however the fireworks are not taken due to hp no more batt:D

group photo taken outside the shrine entrance...The shrine entrance looks quite small but it was damn big i can swear...following photos u can see that the difference in height

see it was so huge...

passing by the never ending pathway, i saw some laterns and barrels which i m not so sure wat is it about bout i hpoe something is great between these 2 things...

at the temple where a marriage ceremony is held for some couples which happens on the day which we went to...following video can show the cultural marriage ceremony in Japan

soon will be updating on the shopping malls in Japan...Stay tuneD

back from japan(toyko)

2008-06-05T15:01:00.008+08:00

haha i m back from toyko...got last from CAIO but it is a very good experience at Japan:D

this is at Japan my first ever time in such a developed country...temperature is around 10-16 degree and first time ever can see my breathe is actually smoke definately there is something much more than just fun and there is also experience from competition...

a typical toilet in japan however it is more than that cuz the signs tells it all...the extreme right 1 show the cubical that can wash the butt after finishing business which is the big 1 and it aims directly into the hole which really stuns mi when i uses it...quite a weird feeling but it is really up to date.

a girl from "tomboy" a sport school cheerleading. they are all freaking strong who i can see the japanese girl doing liberty by herself lo...first time ever can u imagine it:D

noriko and me...i can swear that she is the most beautiful and cutiest cheerleader at japan. look exactly like an angel and though she can't speaks english well but she is an eye candy for every guys out there definately...a good model if she come to singapore:D

first time ever in disneyland and definately it is a fun place where much things can be done even if u grow old it is also a good place to go to...the rides are fantastic and i wish that i can go there one more time if i got the money. a picture of the castle and there is also a cinderella castle which i yet to take photo of. A very beautiful place to go to and i definately like it alot there:D A everybody dreams to be at disneyland tokyo:D

more things to be updated soon with more pics and even video soon:D

2008-05-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

my first cupie:Dalthough it is rather assisted but i have already try my best to hold it...haix...only if my muscle are bigger enough but now is rather good cuz i still am able to do gymmastic:Dwell CAIO is coming and i will be going to JAPAN on 28may2008 and it will be an unforgettable event...i wanna bring a new phone there to take more pictures of "girls" cuz AK say that there girls are veryvery chio and i wanna verify for myself:Dtraining hard for the cheerleading competition and hope that we can do something for Singapore:Deventhough i am small but i wanna try to make something big out of the picture...learning some new gymmastic such that there will be a link to futher elements...hope i can do it:D

SCHOOL is a pleasure but can be very tiring cuz there is so so many things to do such as the final year report and other works...i sometimes think that i can become a zombie as there is really very lack of spirits to do things and i was like a working machines but more like a studying machines...it also includes in whether there is any well management of time too and whether one can manage their time well enough...

well think gonna write in somedays soon

sign off chin kuong lim

valentine day

2008-02-15T14:45:00.004+08:00

heyhey...now is 15 feb 2008 and i tink i have been single for about 2 years?haha...so nice to be a

bachelor and days have been great for mi cuz i still have friends stand by mi such as this person behind, my buddy "aik koon". it happen to be tat day we had a dye and immediately i take down the pic to do testing and it seem to be alright:D while i m self entertaining he knn play his own computer game and ask him play ps2 wif mi then he don wan...sianz...these few days i lost more than 70 bucks for gambling and he won 100 plus lo...sianzzz...

test is coming soon and yet i got the mood to study as much as possible...haix...stress...pimples coming out already and soon i wanna go and pray at loyang there already...gonna bring my dad to pray too:D

valentine special:

yest went out wif a friend of mine,yes, a girl to watch movie at amk lo...her sis bought the ticket and i have yet to pay her back the money...before that i went to deliver some of the letters which is at hougang there then i go meet her. reach there at 4.45 and walk around there and finally find the place that she is toking about lo...then i gave her something and she also give mi something cuz we agreed on it de:Dthe thing i make is self-make and also quite nice de lo...yes it is food and totally "wow" if other ppl recieve it and she gave some special thing for mi which i don suppose is wat she except the result will be and quite a failure ba...haha...then we go ate at a newly renovated place at amk and she come wif mi for delivery lo...she bloody hell say very cool all that say my delivery very cool then she wanna tag along next time sia...maybe she sit in car from small till big so nv even sit before a bike lo...its actually quite a rare chance for girls to sit on a bike de lo...then we went home and i continue my delivery till 12 which jus reached home:Dimmediately i cannot take it and knocked out le lo...till today afternoon when my dad scold mi for my leg of being very dirty and wash up after that:D

new post gonna come out after my exams which is after tue and i await for the days of outing and see when will be free for class outing:Dtata

sign out:chin kuong lim

got into accident

2008-02-05T16:29:00.000+08:00

on 4 feb 2008 8.50am when i was about to go the sch to take my npmc test i got into an accident opposite to ngee ann poly and near to the busstop lo...i was riding too fast and unable to brake in time and ram into the lorry which is cutting into my lane i m driving at...eventually i got lucky and jump into the grass patch beside the road with slight injury...i starting can't get up due to the pain in my groin and the lorry uncle come out and check whether i m alright anot:Dthen he help mi pay my bike damage and take mi sch for test and bring mi to bike shop and wait for my bike to get repair and help mi pay for the damages...he is quite a good uncle cuz he nv tok about the expense all that and care for my health all that...eventhough he and mi both got into accident but eventually we become friends in the end and i m sure this kind of friendship between driver and rider should be reccomend in the society unlike those stupid taxi driver who kip asking how to settle the conflict all that...haix...but i escape wif slight injury with brusie and cuts on legs...but my groin is also quite painful due to the impact and i fly off my bike wif a front tuck to the grass...i also got my neck cut slightly but now i don feel any pain...
after i got into accident i call tinshen to tell mrs lee that i will be slightly late for test and the whole class noe about wat happened to mi lo...haix...then after that Jiahui call mi and ask mi how m i lo...not bad uh?haha...then after that hui shi call mi but i din pick up due to mi pushing up the bike and no hand to put it up...thx for everyone concern and understandin and i doesn't have any serious injury mah...haha...cuts only:D
at night i went to AK house to dye my hair and he bloody fucker go and ride my bike wif mi as a pilllon...then make my chain cui...haix..then we went to al-alza to eat lo...haha now i m a changed person i tink that i will not ride that fast already le...no mor e130kmh already...haha:Dtake care of my own health and valentine coming already and will be awaiting for surprises already hor:Dhahaha..

sianz

2007-11-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

last sunday we got a performance at bishan park performing for clean and green singapore day. there are alot of big short guests such as mr lee hsien long and more other mp.performance was great and never felt better though flat back din go till extended but at least till elevator height lo.eventually now the video is not wif mi or else i will post it out...
judgement day is over and he need a break which i already expected from tat time i tok to him.i had told u to take a break but now it had become like this.is this wat u really wan?every1 are disappointed especially ur fan club sia...haiya...this is the best choice lo...i also got nth to say but tat now we need to move on and the team is very happy at this situation.i can't await for gymmastic class to start sia...i tink of trampoline, round off which i had done for don noe how many times and also the "jump jump"...i miss all tat feeling...but i don miss handstand for 1 mins or so cuz very brain-pain lo...haha...
i now don noe wat i m feeling...i m feeling confuse.not tat becuz of magnum but personal things...i don wanna fall into it...ppl care for mi n yet i will be attract to them de...i don wan it to happen...i wan to stick wif my own lone life...do i sound desperate?but i tink that i wanna be like wat i m before jus like wat ppl who don noe mi and mi kiping low profile of myself...do i have back the ability to treat ppl good?or m i getting taken advantage like wat im before?wat is love?wat is like?wat is infrutration?wat is admire?i m really confuse...i hate this feeling...emo songs are always introduce to mi but i seldom listen to songs...haix...really don noe wat the hell m i tinking...CUI

tml performace for the rock

2007-10-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh...we will be performing for the rock tml while he is here in singapore to promote his new movie "the game plan".this will be a great event as i tink tat alot of crowd will be there to watch his real person...hopefully i can take a pic wif him.It have been long since i blog n i like to blog things tat will affect mi de...haha...

i went to perak during sch holidays n tat is very enjoyable for mi lo...very experiencing and get to noe alot of friends...they r very sporty too though we got into some kind of problems but we also manage to achieve good things...everyday we take bugs n slp wif lizards n there the things are so wild tat got this big beetle as big as my fist fall to the ground n alot of person are freaking scare of it...haha...first we play white water rafting n 2nd day we play rock climbing n high rope then we go to cave for flying fox and it was a grand experience:D

then came training camp n train quite alot then into national training...same old things...yeah do some new stunts and start of sch lo...next blog then i tag again...haha...

my leg....

2007-08-19T19:38:00.001+08:00

c my blistered leg...can't move really good but eventually also need to walk...who can give mi wheelchair?haha...

haha...finally my paper left wif 2 more and it is on wed and fri and after tat we already holiday...can't wait for holiday to come and i wanna find job to work as i really need cash lo..some 1 got any lobang mus intro too leh then can work together...i wanna work in morning shift de cuz late afternoon i sure got training so i tink tat i can only work in the morning or midnight also can:0 my EM3B din really do tat well cuz i forget some formula and methods to do the questions...diao...wat i do the qns nv come out make mi so cui...haha...but only can pray for the best lo...i hope tat PM can get A and it wil pull up my GPA:)i wan my GPA to get 3.5 de...i don care...haha...

ours i don tink is a game and it is definately not a game...i love the way u say tat to mi cuz it is so meaningful...cuz i m a noob n no1 say tat to mi be4 then this is the first time ppl say tat to mi and i really meant this alot...i really hope tat we can built future wif our own hand together...there is nothing tat i tink can tear us away cuz i jus feel tat u r my zhen ming tian niu and i treasure it alot...though u always say something which u don really mean to but i really hope tat u can not say all tat hurtful things to urself le and i really meant wat i say in the letter...i really hope tat i can care for u all the time, every minute, every seconds but sometimes i m really busy tat i really can't msg u or tok to u...jus to tell u tat hope u understand tat sometimes i m really busy hence neglected u and pls don be so unhappy bout these k?i really don wish wat wil happen to us and i really wish tat i can see ur house soon jus tat when u r confident enough then we will be ready for obstacles:)

these few days had been working out in the gym and i hope tat i can gain by my strength and hope tat i can surpass my ownself...i yest won bout 10 bucks from soccer betting and i today buy chelsea and liverpool match...i bought chelsea as i tink tat they will win and it is a battle between the big matches...today i will post the results out in the net again...will post after midnight cuz going to alex house to watch...so happening rite?haha... buay

movie favourite

2007-08-14T23:05:00.001+08:00

movie favourites: Secret
rush hour 3

as wat i say both are favourites and i tink both are quite nice to watch as both have a hilarious side of the story...but in comparism hilarious, i tink jay's movie "secret" win the war but in terms of action pack is rush hour 3...but both movie have their own differences...

jay's movie: Secret

its about an old piano, a lyric and future with past...it is actually saying tat this girl who happen to find this old piano she is always playing wif had this piano lyric call "secret" and the lyric wrote down some words which means the future n it says tat,"when the first person u see when u reach somewhere tat will be who u see in and love will happens with the man..." and when she play the song piece, she travel back to the future and get to noe jay...and love happens between them and somehow somethings are meant to be secret and all of them are being apart due to real generation gap and i tink tat both cannot be together but they try to be wif each other...and it is a very touching story i indeed agree and definately i will tell ppl to watch it and u will not mind to watch the 2nd time...serious...

jackie chan's movie: rush hour 3

although jackie chan had make rush hour 1, 2 and 3 but all the stories are equally interesting and i will definately support him all the way...the action pack is still there and there are more funnier feature in there and some of the actions are way too "stun" cuz u c tat it is definately impossible and some how i wanna noe more on the ending of wat happens to the girl and to the taxi driver whether the taxi driver become the spy driver anot...haha...it is actually bout some kind of tribes wanna get some information and every1 is finding the only person and both "lee" and "james" need to rescue.eventually they get into france and got some shits there then their mission start...i like the tall guy who play wif them cuz he is one giangatic person but as wat i noe he is from basketball de cuz i saw him play in some basketball match if i m not wrong...quite nice and funny especially in the ending part after the whole movie..definately mus stay there longer to watch for the whole thing lo...not to be missed:)

with love

2007-08-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

thx for ur sweets...though its so sweet much sweeter than wat say but i really will eat it when i m having exams de:)
i really love these cards u do especially for mi n i m really touched by wat u wrote...jus tat i disagree wif ur "hamtaro" de last sentence...i really don wan tat phrase...

today do my test for geotech then i din do really well but surely will pass cuz i starting of the qns i forget to do other calculation then make mi cui for the remaining question...but i seriously i got study but jus tat some qns i forget to do some starting formula n eventually everything make everything cui...but i sure do well for the upcoming exam...

er...actually u r the first 1 i write these kind of things to u and i m really honest wif my words...jus tat u don anyhow think and although i don really understand u yet but i will try my best to understand u...i really wanna make u feel tat some1 really care for u and u will care for mi too:)u got tat mixed feeling and i noe wat u mean...jus tat u don wish tat bad things will happen to u again...sorry tat i always say i wanna meet wif u cuz i noe tat u still don have the confidence to meet up wif mi and i kip forcing u and i sincerely apologise for wat i done by my speech...i noe sometimes u really wanna beat mi up for my craps n i m willing to let u hit mi wif all ur might anywhere except for my face:)but i still can't interupt into ur life yet cuz i m still no1 and i really wanna be in ur life for all the things and even wanna take u to checkup n be there whenever u need mi...pls don cry again cuz i will do all the things tat will make u happy and u will not think of the past again...

today i watch the jay's movie "secret" and this movie is really not bad...quite emotional when it come to the ending cuz they really wanna do watever things to be together and i tink tat the situation is like us de feeling but is something similar lo...maybe u can watch it wif ur friends?or even yvonne lo so tat she will be touched together wif u...

ok so now i need to go off already and my engine is really giving mi some problems...signing off already:)write back in few days times:)if tiff let mi to write in a few days time lo:)

haiya..suay...wat m i tinking?

2007-08-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

mi slping in don noe whose's home haha

mi in takewando headgear after student plaza performance

ok i really don noe how to start to blog becuz recently i m really confuse over wat i m tinking...studies?love?training?family?which come first?for now i really need to destress myself maybe is tat my studies is affecting mi hence i tink tat i need to take a break from everyting else...i don wish to have a D in my portfolio...but wat is impt and things lay in between i m not so sure...jus tat i even don noe wat country i m in now...i wanna have a understanding person to stand by mi all day and night jus to listen to mi and stay by mi...i wanna hug some1 whom i can trust and feel warmth in their heart so that it will be mi and jus mi and some1 whom i really trust...

it have being so long tat i din really fall in love and i don even noe wat is the feeling of love...m i tat desperate for love?m i really tat pathetic for some 1 to love mi?i tink i will remain a monk if i really can't find a girl who love mi n whom i love...i really wanna have ppl to care for mi and tink of wat i feel and is there any1 who can?ya a phone jus away from who im comfortable wif but is tbis mi when i kip tinking of myself...i don wanna be selfish cuz it not my own personal behaviour...those who noe mi definately noe wat kind of character i m and definately i find ppl to confide in and ya for sure i tok most of the things to tiffany cuz i tink tat she is very close to mi already like 10 m away from mi like that...i jus don noe wat to tink of myself...u noe tat a feeling is hard to hide and definately u need to voice it out sooner or later n now jus move on and get away the past...there is a brighter future ahead of u and u need to get things done easily and over wif...

the following link will show u how i injured my nose and got some abrasion from the injury...the stage is damn fucking hard and it is the first time ever i injured while doing gymmastic...it continue on as i manage to get on my feet eventhough every1 is stun and stand wif their eyes wide open and i jus feel tat i din do well now...i feel tat i let the team down from a perfect pic becoming a shocking video from the start of the video...although the performance still worked out ok but becuz of my fall it turn out to be a bad image to the team...i jus feel tat i m deproving and i can't improve anymore...i m stuck at my own pace and i m losing out to others...a sports tat need teamwork among each other and i tink tat wif my appearance it will spoilt the video of the whole thing and i m really not tat good for the video...after national i had been performing badly and i don noe y...i tink i m born to be unlucky and i really tink tat injuries might not be a burden to mi and my future but now tat i don feel the bond within the team...i really don noe wat i m tinking...every1 is going their way and there is none other ppl for mi to confide in...ppl are not trustable for their own actions and they don even tink of other ppl before themselves...ya...so wat if i appear in this funny face and laughing always but deep down inside i m so unhappy and don feel tat ppl trust each other...although this is wat i tink but i tink tat i really isolating myself from others as i feel tat the bond is really not tat strong and there is no other ppl to ask mi to go for all the things parties...now i wrote it down ppl will definately ask mi for other events but is this sincerity?ya now i say wat i wan but is this really wat u all do as a friend for confident?so wat if u all really have a thrash out session?there is no point for it as u all noe wat deep down inside the problem is but u all don wanna face the problems...tat is the cause of failure...facing the reality is a thing and judging on other ppl's problems is not a thing...pls guys...think of ownself de problems before u all judge other....yayaya i noe tat after the performance u all seem to care for mi...but caring is jus temporary...if i din injured will u all care?i don need ppl to care as i tink that ppl are hyprocrite for now but i need to change my own tinking of cuz as i m a hyprocrite myself too...i have no right to say others eventhough all are close to mi but not as close cuz i nv tell my personal things wif all of u all and honestly i nv had tell my personal problems wif u all...but only a girl whom i m talking wif on the phone understand mi well enough for u all...but i tink tat ya i noe u all try to understand mi and wanna being buddy wif mi but only some1 who can be buddy wif mi...whom i tink lenny is though he noe wat i feel but sorry i don tink tat i will share my problems wif u and i won't tell other ppl wat i feel n i will definately tell u all tat i m ok eventhough i m not wif aids of suffering pyschologically....but i m used to it...my tinking i don noe is it childish or mature but i tink of others before myself cuz tat is my motto...ppl are happy when they see mi i will be there and ppl wanna hear mi speak out loud wif jokes i will be there to talk but if u all wanna mi tell out wat i feel i will not for sure...eventhough i see the problems n u all wanna blame mi for the some reasons i jus will nod my head and admit is my fault...tat is mi and my own character...no 1 can change for whom i m and i m very happy to be my ownself...

as for tiffy,i really don wish to hear u cry again..pls take care of ur own self and i m very worry for u and don take death as a joke to be spoken around ur lips....i really don wish u to die as u r my pillar of support when i speak u are my listener...though u always wanna noe my problems too but i also tell u bout it and i really wish tat u can zheng zhou qi lia...i will be there for u always de and when u call mi i will definately tok to u...when u cry i m there to listen to u cry and when u need some1 to confide to i will tok to u and tell u lame jokes to entertain u...jus don be so emo everyday can cuz no 1 wanna c u in tat state...promise mi tat u will not be bothered by it again k?take good care and when u r doing operation tat time pls tell mi n i will too await for the result of it...

slping pic

2007-08-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

haha...this is my slping pic which is way way back de...haha...n i slp in the front table sia...so daring of mi to slp in front of teacher as u can c that the background is the near to the whiteboard...

this is actually the few times tat i always blog and is forced by tiff de cuz she kip on telling mi to blog lo...and eventually i did it...

refering to "ah pu":u owe mi something le...whiich is ur cooked food lo...don tink tat u r a jinx la which u r eventuallly not and if u are i won't wanna tok wif u le rite?which i m not the 1 who believe tat ppl is a jinx de...i will cure it and i will rebel against it no matter wat happens cuz i will not let it pass through mi de...

thou u lost the bet but eventually got 1 day of strongness in u and get ready for other ultimate things which might be coming around the corner and if u r going out then make sure bring some friends out lo and if only a guy i m quite worried bout it la but if u really wan it i also bobian cuz this is wat u wish de mah and i can't interfere in ur life...

i got some swelling in my finger n my nose too...quite pain and i got the phobia of something already...now i feel the difficulty about tossing...eventually i would stick to my own shoulderstand which i tink i can manage de n watever position u are in its jus a reality of life...i m quite happy wif my own life but i mus be on form again which is affecting mi now...i mus retrain as hard as possible and get my form back from the death...i can do it for sure and i definately need to do it...give mi some support and i will get back myself...as wat some1 say:"pls get ur mind in here but not other place..."is he tinking tat i m getting distracted?i tink it is...yeah...but hopefully i can prove to other ppl tat my form will be back asap and i got tat ting not jus for the sake for ppl to admired but to have ppl respect for my glory...

2007-07-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

it have been a half a year since i blog in here...i m back every1...i m really back wif a new blog skin created by some1 lo...well the some1 is probably reading this blog but since u don wan mi to mention ur name then i will not mention it here lo...but most probably i will mention it in my other blog ba..haha...i yest got sick i tink is becuz of lack of rest ba...but now is ok le...don worry...and for tiffany don worry for mi while i m riding and chatting wif u at the same time:)i won't get into accident de la...haha...

ok back to main topic...jus wanna tell u tat eventhough i don really understand u but i wanna share ur problems no matter how sad u can be cuz i really wanna make ppl happy...i noe tat ur situation is quite hard to handle but look at this...look on the bright side of life...don kip tinking of sad things k?if u tink of sad things then immediately call mi i will entertain u and make u lame till shit in ur pants lo...ha...anyway sometimes i tink ur person is quite nice lo...thou u r quite young but ur mind can even compare to mind already but this is not saying tat i m childish hor...don get it wrong...mus work hard ok?don let mi down:)ok la let's bet k?if ur results got at least a B and below then u need to treat mi swensen if all A i treat u swensen k?its such a good deal lo...dare to bet wif mi?haha anyway don cry so much le...i seriously hate to c girl cry and i feel more sad cuz i will get into ur situation de...thou u tink tat no 1 understand u but i can try to get know of ur feeling n i definately wanna know wat y ppl don understand u...ok la cheerup k?when u sad tat time come to my blog and look at my wordy blog it will make u tired de:D

on top it show the pic i was taken at hinderade park at bukit timah hill and that is the first time i went there thou i always went there to climb hill...good for exercise de...next time i wanna go more times wif friends all tat...biking and cheerleading rulex..come back next time to blog again:)

unlucky start of the year

2007-01-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

i very cui...start of the year i lost my MP4 player at boon lay CC after countdown and i din do so good for my common test paper lo...all get 70% n it is absolutely terrible...feel so sick at the start of the week and hope tat the next week i will become more better lo...n got cough flu everything and feel like dying...thurs SNW tennis start at 8am n i forget to set the alarm clock and went there late n eventually first time ever skip SNW lo...i nv even miss before a lesson lo for every tennis cuz i love tennis quite alot...n i fail my road circuit stage 6 while getting myself drench n spray water by the stupid bus which is a lane beside mi lo...then shoes wet helmet wet number tag wear wrong side and saw 2 stupid guy crash each other in front of my eyes lo...so funny...n i can't do my toss up shoulder stand n i can't make my full max height...wat's wrong wif mi...how m i going to improve on tat...i wanna do toss up shoulder stand lo...i mus buck up...everyday do 30 times toss up liao to improve on my tossing...flicking and lots more...today quite cui n heard tat she was kiss by kawan...palaota lo...my kawan kurangarja 1...kiss the girl tat mean so much to mi in the lips and say "pui"...knn u take advantage of ppl she nv say anything then u racist say pui pui pui...knn...i at there dying liao wif my sickness n u enjoy kissing..i wan also don have lo...knn...don force mi i tell u...doing projects for everything liao and tml going to bring lappy to sch again...damn heavy liao cuz tml got quite a number of subjects to be taken care of and i tink i will be going for a extra lesson to make up for next week BU camp trip le...haha...take care of my own health and hope some1 will give mi extra concern and care so tat i will be more touch and definately it should be a girl of cuz...

Happy new year 2007

2007-01-01T14:10:00.000+08:00

H@ppY n3W yE@r to all...its such a good year n to let bygone be bygone...its 2007 and 1 more year for beijing olympic...time pass so fast and i have been in poly got more than 1/2 a year already n in magnum force for approx 6 months..in 2006 we had already 2 major outdo0r performance and it had already lead us to become a more cooperative team of cheerleaders..ok let mi get myself a 2006 list of the year

2006

know alot of friends in poly life
get into magnum force
got my own a goal for motorbike and cheerleading
managing soccer,cheerleading,studies,family and friends in well being
got into performance as cheerleader for 2 time
continuing my blog for long time writing to short term
first time ever celebrating christmas(wif magnum)
devoted to everything i do
1st sem got 3 for GPA
and alot of things

now i had to say on wat are the resolution for 2007

get GPA of more than 3.5
win national cheerleading championship wif other magnies
get my motorbike licence(left wif 3 more stages)
finish all my projects asap when i got them
get to know more friends
win some1 heart whom i like/love
be with the person i like/love for long period of time
be involve in as much things as possible
able to manage time eventhough i will be restricted to
spend more times with family as i tink tat i still haven done much to family
visit grandparents much more often than just once a week
handle stress personally n not to erupt in public(it's a must)
trust girls

these are some of the resolution i made for myself and i hope tat i can fulfilled some of it,,,had to manage time more often and playing time must be restricted for mi...arggghhh...soccer will be totally take away from my sunday slots soon and i will lose more friends...noway it will happen...at least i will try to go there for some time...

yest before time struck 12mn, we got a performance at boon lay CC opposite for countdown n i tink tat we did quite a good job in performance...although we doesn't have all stunts up but at least we got some experience in meeting wif the outside people and adapt to the surrounding...for us if we got full practice for long time then i tink tat we can do much more better than this and championship will be in our hands...don hope for championship but is a must for championship..i gave somethings for some1 after 1/1/07 midnight...i hope she like it and nearly it go out of hand but went according to plan thx to my 2 best buddies in cheerleading team(i love u 2 the most...hee)much to my surprise i suddenly dare to look at picture taken by others

yeah pass my 5.02 wif 8 dermerit points

2006-12-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

haha...i pass my 5.02 and after i pass my RTT i can proceed on to PDL and get a normal road circuit licence...yeah...starting feel quite stress as it wasn't a good start for mi and i tot i will get more demerit points lo...luckily i manage to do quite well eventhough i done some wrong postioning...
need to seek advise on a man for wooing girl le n this guy is non other than my biking friend alex...he is a good guy tat i meet in BBDC and we had go there n saw each other quite a number of times le...so he say i gonna impressed her first so i tink i m going to do it by action as it speak louder than words..blog at night...now tired

continue of night in museum

2006-12-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

wow...the movie is damn good lo...make mi laugh like mad n i strongly recommend u to go watch as it is a worth worthy show...it is actually saying about a man who wanted to make his son happy n can look upon him instead of the stepfather n he get all means to find a job and finally he got 1 but he doesn't noe wat the museum uphold...then the first night he was in a mess as he doesn't noe wat to do and had to read instruction menu...after the first night he went to study on the history of individuals(monkey, t-rex,the 26th president and lot more) 2nd night he finally found out some ways to handle things but some things got out of hand and get into big mess...on the last night it was a misson type of fun whereby all cooperate to help to solve a crime did by previous day-shift security guards and got into all kinds of troubles n luckily everything was back in place and every night since it was a discotte...
well today training as usual mi as shoulder stand base and do all the highly increadible stunts...but i was quite immure to the pain on the right of my shoulder but my left there is still pain...today stunts went up more smoothly than before and we proceed on to more difficult stunts...well saving a flyer life is more important for every stunts go up and today i jus happen to save serena n there are commotions about mi again...saying hero saving the beauty(in chinese)..ya la...although there is something on but to mi all flyers is a need to be save and i will do all my best to save every flyers even for my second base emily...no matter wat i won't let stunts fall n i mus endure...although back will be hurt i don care there is a will there is a way to let stunts stable and all of us can do it and with every ecouragement from each other there won't be so stress le...my eyebrow become botak as i was headbutt on the eye by the big show...i was in total pain when i was hit on the eye and after letting my second base down i heard scolding but suddenly from scolding become caring as they noe tat i was hurt but i noe wat are my mistake so i also need to heed their advice 1..i will kip tat in mind and as a shoulder stand bases wat come in first is endure and u need to endure all the pain in ways of either being hit or doing stablity.hence we will accomplished big things...
today 8am(now is 0036 international time) will be taking 5.02 hopefully i can pass everything successfully lo...n hope there will be no rain so tat we will not be in bad shape..gtg slp liao write next time...

night in museum

2006-12-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

well today i m going to watch night in museum le wif my friends and i hope it will be a good movie lo...still got 1 more hour before the movie start and after tat i go training straight le...yest prime gym i was taught by tey how to do a high back tuck...then he was freaking strong as he can withstand my whole weight with 1 hand...n undies was nearly rip off by him cuz he held on to my shorts as it is a more secure way of spotting...i think tat we can make it more further in alot of things as i tink we are managing quite well and definately the team is progressing well but not well enough...championship competition is near and we mus buck up on our stunts and make sure no stunts fall...no matter wat we must hang in there and encourage each other...
reblog tml cuz tml morning i still got 5.02 at 8am so tink will be shag after training and need to rest...

merry christmas(2006)

2006-12-25T08:42:00.000+08:00

i m finally back wif all my nonsense...crapz is wat i m...haha...today is christmas 2006 and i first time ever exchange present in my whole christmas life...well this year is definately not a bad year for mi n i tink tat it is quite a well day for mi on few days ago...on the last training before AGM we even have a small act lo n some say it must be fate...for mi i don tink tat there is any fate but if there is a chance to seize i will also won't try for it cuz i tink i m not ready for anything but studies. But i noe tat if i don seize the opportunity there will be none anymore so without hesitation i jus only do wat i tink is acceptable for mi...
last week i pass my RTE and now i can proceed to RTT after a fail test wif 89% at first try but second time is 90% which is just pass...then on tat day too we had to do a drama in the end of the training which is on fri and i got myself as a "little boy". But i tink little boy is too difficult to act out as the sound we make must be real "gin na"(small kid). i got myself a fake dad and mum(john and ryan) and a sister(serena) and some santa clause wif rudolf(karen and eeling) n we were playing snowman and christmas tree(sam and yu jing) then came a devil and a christmas ghost(xiang ying and shawn)then this is a small act n i tink the moral of the whole act is to have cooperation and teamwork to make everything a success even for a championship title. I will be much focus in getting all my stunts up and stick so tat i will not be a burden to the squad. I will do my 110% for every stunts. After tat we went back home. Be4 tat i need to tell on of a thing happen to Andra while we( mi and sam) was at some where...he say he got an idea after looking at the AIA building and he decided to take a picture of it as the building behind got something to do wif his name ma so he decide to snap a photo but when we was about to go off he was stopped but a cisco guard(malay female) and was order to write down the particulars and to del the picture lo...when he was ask for paper he say he don have n was ask to ask us for paper. he tot tat by saying a no will escape but the guard ask from some other big ppl to give her the paper to write. i cannot forget the face as he was so freaking scare in tat situation whereby 3 to 4 ppl was walking to kaypo lo...haha...after tat mi and sam went across the road to accompany him lo then he was pespirating like mad even though it is a cool weather...haha...freaking funny lo...
23 dec 2006
we got our AGM and the posting was being made:andra(welfare) yu jing (treasurer) karen neo( secretary) emily chua(captain) and janice(president). well andra is surrounded by girls now and now he is a real kuniang liao...haha...then we went to play pool and go to one of our ex-senior's house. haha..i go home at 1130pm after tat wif some guys and i give present to ryan and some1 else...seriously i don noe who is giving mi present and i tot tat the person will be some1 i expected but suddenly it come out to be the 1 i din expect of lo...i was stun in shocking moment and the Andra kip on making the same stupid sound again...then all the pushing of head and hand around take place...i as a reciever also feel paiseh lo...don say the giver...then after tat i give to the giver who give mi the present and i jus feel like buying for her n din expect mi to recieve from her lo...but this time i din use any excuses as i can say tat since i recieve the present from u then i can also give it to u too...hehe...then came background music...before i give they kip on saying" KL u got something to give rite?". I was shock and was panicking already...but however i still manage to give the present to her... and some1 eventually kick my behind knee n i kneel down before a girl in my life...i din ever kneel down before a girl lo and this is the first time i done it in such an embrassessing moment...i was like 1 day become big star like tat wif videos photos taken but i wish to be low-profile...but hope the giver cum reciever feels happy for the gift i give and to every magnies tat merry christmas n don forget who give u the present for christmas 2006 lo...

wi5h aLL m3RrY cHriStM@s N a HappY nEw yE@r!!!

so confuse

2006-09-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

haa...long time i nv write already..how i miss this blog...i got a very confuse mind now..who can help mi solve it?i had told lenny about the matter already but i also don noe wat do i wanna do?i really wanna take this opportunties to prove tat i m capable n more training will need to be for mi..cuz i m a slow learner definately..i can't even do a proper toss up..but i m trying bery hard to do it..maybe i m jus not tat strong for it...i can prove to ppl tat i can do well..i need to train up on my basic and tat's it..slam i will get into a better cheerleader in the future but how can i improve on all tat stunts?i m quite poor when doing coordinating but i already try my best to do wat i can...leg power not tat good lo...wat is my leg doing...i hate my leg...cuz it jus cannot coordinate wif my hand...everyday i will look at the mirror to do my actions of my hands and leg for the toss up but how come when it came to the real 1 i jus cannot do it...stupid hands and legs...i wanna go for both and i fear tat i don have the chance anymore if i jus tell lenny about it...and this year national i may not even get in but eventually i will try all my best to be part of the team and strive to get into it eventhough i m short and lack of strenght but every1 got their different power and technique...i maybe slow and weak but i always try to go for extra miles for better recaps..i ask andra to spot my mistake and he had told mi to but i jus get back the same old mistake..y...they told mi tat i got alot of leg power but i din use it..i jus don noe how to make full use of it..i jus couldn't figure it out...some 1 pls help mi get out of this circle of incorrect ways of technique tat i made...i jus wanna get to go for prime gym and also the OBS in pulau ubin in 3 weeks time but i don noe wat i m suppose to do...well training have been quite tough recently but we had try to get ourselves to become better..this time we are more focus on our gymastic cuz lenny think tat we had got strength to do the stunts but we also need to continue to go gym for building of strength...i definately need to...there have been some toking about mi and louisa and i tell u all tat the rumours are FAKE cuz i don see louisa and i don wish to have a GF and also other reasons..it is also becuz of the vow i made...but some of the ppl have noe to my secret and i really got trick lo...i jus couldn't take my eyes off those who trick mi..haiz...maybe a trick will increase my precaution?hopefully...and recently i play ouija board again...from 5 years i din play till last week wed i jus play...in my friend house...haiya...y ppl kip on laughing at mi...bery funny meh?my english tat poor meh?jus cannot believe it...haha..karen chew kip on losing to mi in msn games all tat so funny..she is not good in checkers ma so i jus trash her...lastly i wanna tell is tat last month BU cheerleaders came to singapore for our training camp to teach us things such as extention lib and all the different stunts..transition and even position of where bases should stand...they also teach us alot of things and we had fun together...although i progess bery slow but they jus kip on teaching and din forget where i place...i am jus too grateful for them already..when they left we were all sadden by the words tat toiye the coach of BU say to us which is BU and magnum will always be number 1...sad but hard to cry out..haiya..i also don noe...
now let mi continue the story where i left out on the last time i blog...
the vowto myself is tat i don wanna have any GF in these poly life for 3 years ...she had really crave big impact to my heart and i promise wat i do...unless if she patch up wif mi then my vow will be broken by the person who make mi created it...nowadays i get to c her a few times and i had even been to her house but i din do anything definately..i jus wanna go there to c wat does her livin condition is like...when we stead tat time, we got alot of things to share...she is the who really make mi forget all my worries and share my thoughts wif..the only ger who can take over my life wif a piece of heart within every solid man..i can even buy her anything she wan at tat period of time...i jus wanna make her happy and i nearly get into life and death wif a guy tat once gain advantage of her...and she jus treat mi like a dummy to play wif but i don mind cuz i only worry about mi and her...my friend tell mi tat i jus nabbed a gold and they say u this lucky fellow..but wasn;'t lucky enough to hold on to this relationship...maybe i m jus too noob to be in love or i jus cannot understand gers' heart...but i din spill any beans out ma how can they treat mi like this?when i tat time really broke up wif her,i really gone bonker..jump up and down in my friend house and become crazy becuz she ask mi for break up...i tink tat my life is already sadden..i almost wanna eat shit already but i din cuz my friend was there to control mi...but seriously i noe wat i m doing but i jus don noe y i feel thousand pain in my heart lo...it last mi for 4 months..this is really heartache for mi and i had already forgotten her for a time being till 2 months she add mi in friendster and msn back...
continue next time..

haiz...exams coming in 3 weeks time

2006-07-27T12:57:00.000+08:00

haix..today teacher cheat mi in going to CT loh...make mi so sianz...she say wanna give back the results then nv give lo...or else i already don wanna come already...well today mi crazy taxi got 1st and now got nth to play already...every game i can get first 1..life is so bored loh...i had transfer my personal diary back to the blog already le...on tue mi went out to sch and is secondary school loh...then mr tan wee liat still rmb mi sia...but he cut botak all the way loh...wa...like my pattern last time loh...haha...then mi go back sch to info mr kong about the magnum thing for announcement...don noe whether he will inform them anot loh...haix...actually is not jus mi only..there are also ppl who is pei shi and ee ling of 5/2 last time 1...then we go and tok cock at lot 1 and do nth..we then tok about things here and there then they kip on laughing at my words loh..my pronoucation very lousy meh?my life is like a joke...every1 who tok to mi will kip on laughing and continue again and again lo...我的生活真的很无趣...我的新的日记会写人生的故事。。。彼方はあする大寺オブ？

now i will tell about a story...my love story?or personal reading?or horoscope first?ok now i tell about my life...my life story is bery nuisance...born in a normal family wif everybody around mi loving mi as i can...once a flirt but now a real student who focuz on studies...got 1 ex gf but broke up 5 months ago...after tat broke up,i had no feeling for any gers already..tat ger is really my angel of my life but she broke up wif mi and cuz mi to make a vow to myself which is ...i don wanna say bout this...it make my life sad...continue tml..

IAC is coming

2006-07-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

Damn...jialat already..IAC thing haven finish lo and we need to rush so many things...acutally wat is the point rushing when we firstly din get our time organize first?nvm its ok...anyway there will be capable to get finish..
haiz...today got maths test which is on trigonometry and i use teacher's calculator to calculate cuz i don hav a calculator wif mi ma...then today i say something which ppl tink tat is hard to say out 1 which is tati ask ms chan "teacher u wearing silk sock?"(socks tat is something transparent and is some sort like undergarment)then my friends all say tat i only dare to say these kind of things lo...then today training i got a fever...we got sprint which is my favourite and we got normal training...today training is bery bery slack lo...damn slack tilll like hell...
yest ak bery surprise tat he suddenly ask mi to go rollerblade wif him and i agree..he make a tattoo of an angel on the back already lo..the angel is not bad but not so appealing for other things to be on his back...if the back only got angel then it will be bery nice already..too bad he cannot make away already...haha...

magnum 2 months of training

2006-07-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

it have been long since i wrote this blog already...well i now m a magnum full time participater...my life is definately good n after 4 days per week training intensively n i tink tat my muscles i getting more n more bigger n stronger...we carry gers n toss them up n we get to be more technical than using of pure strength..
today i encounter a bery funny thing which is i saw a ger waving at mi and definately is is waving at mi cuz first time she wave at mi i look back at my friends and they seem not noticing the ger...then i look back at her again she wave again...i look back this time n seriously i noe tat she is definately waving at mi le...this time i wave back to her but she is already gone liao...but this is the first time ever i encounter such a funny thing in my life and i had to say tat maybe this ger is still a kid so anyhow wave...haha...if possible she come back 1 day i maybe get her number leh?cuz she seem to be bery interesting and i wanna noe more about wat she always do..izzit always having fling wif boys or anyhow knowing other ppl jus like tat...
this year my bdae is bery boring cuz i din organize anything n they(my ex classmate) nv give mi any present...is my presence already invisible?except for this buddy of mine...still rmb my bday...he is definately my forever friend le...but i forgot to say tat there are some others who rmb my bday and sending mi regrets...the only ppl who give mi presents are only 2 person...i always feel tat will i become an influecing person in my future life cuz nowadays i m always a person without any selected things...always get unnotice...always get disframe...well m i too good to people already?watch out for the next series...
KL

sososo long poly life

2006-04-29T00:18:00.001+08:00

sianz sia...tml till mon bery sianz cuz no need to go sch...er alot of ppl is bery bery suprise tat i join the cheerleading as a cca...its bery bery good lo...the trainin is bery tough lo even wat i used to be a tough man can become a shag man...mus build up my muscles already cuz some ppl r more fitter than mi then i guess tat every fortnight i need to go gym le lo...the trainin is like carrying the gers to our shoulders n to our back...alot of moves tat i nv use before n they need tatics to climb up lo...this "magnum force" will become my forward loooking plan liao...don care...watever it take for mi is always wat i choose to be...well i also got 1 more other cca which is BE society...this is call building environment society as in it help ppl to look after the environmental lo...i wanna be in the BE FC lo...haha...this sun i going to bishan to play soccer n will be bringing yusuf again...haha...
haix...always got not enough slp n getting slpy n slpyer everyday...maybe becuz of cheerleading lo tat is frm 530-10 like tat lo...homework is still ok n i manage to do it all...well life is still the same n i do a surgery early on...haix also don noe wat to write sia...nth to write...ok tml or next time i m free or not tired tat time then i write in this stupid blog lo...ok buai..

hahhaa

2006-03-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

hey...long time i no blog liao...tml will be mi going to sengkang again?but this time won't take really long already...although i tml go there to work too but this time only work for 3 hrs under CPF board lo...going to meet PM lee already.. really hoping to c him cuz he is a real politic person who is going to sustain the economic growth for the y generation...which is us...hope tml i will perform my best of the best to him lo...haha...can't wait cuz i m a temp staff only yet was chosen out of the whole singapore to be the 3 person to be there doing the workfare bonus scheme thingy...well hope tml i will not get "malu" :P
yest i went to hj's house in the night wif wong n cai then play basketball in the night lo..maybe we r too noisy then make them throw things down to chase us off although we still don wan to go then they throw more things down such as batteries n lastly the thing tat make us get out of there is the glass bottle tat was thrown down...damn the person for throwing things down lo...well before tat mi on fri no work ma then i went to lot 1 there to play arcade and saw kangsheng n friends who also include jason tan mentos"the freshmaker"...mi go n play arcade n feel tat mi long time no play le then everything become bery bery lousy lo...then mentos tell mi somthing tat i was surprise which is tat even he n0e tat i once got X...damn him lo..then mi go to starbuck at bpp there n while walking saw nizan frm our house there cycle until bp there...too stun already then saw chio bu at wang jiao shop...wanna go ask number but don wan to cuz n0w i m a change person..i swear tat i don wanna flirt anymore n i don wan to get to kn0w gers already...got my lesson learn...n0w going to save save save $$ for my laptop n sch fees already...need $$ in advance for sch...any job will do as long as i can work n study in time by time...stress for work...willing to do all jobs as long as they are willing to pay mi a acceptable amt but don tell mi to go changi of cuz...I DON WANNA BE GAY....well nth more to write le...wait for 2ml to come n c ya...going to do my poly stuff...

cockster

2006-03-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

yayaya...i m back wif my own craps already...well well well...tink tat apology or explAination is enuff?so who r u tinking when u r wif mi?ur mr ngai?so i hav been ur spare tyre all the days n cheating on my feeling for u n well now i do believe more to the malaysian bois side...he mentioned,"when she find a better guy,she will go on wif the guy n piss off wif u..." n0w i really understand wat does he tink too already...y shld them treat mi like this?ya getting mi to be good friend is a compensation or wat?well tis ting make mi leave a bad impression wif u?1st 1 tat i encounter of tat a ger so fast get to n0e a guy she like again in such a short time...pls pls pls...she is far more worst than cassandra man...at least cass nv find some1 she like so so so fast lo...next time i d0n trust ppl due to their school based or wat already...r u mad at mi n0w?haven?well u can ask ur current boyfriend to beat mi up if u 1 n i now doesn't hav friends protection so maybe ur boyfriend will hav this kind of protection...ask him to get mi then...come on i m not scared...
tot u say u r not ready to hav tat kind of relationship yet?yaya all nonsense...well my friend had once said tat she is bery complicated n well indeed i tink so rite now..thx for the "complication" n last time i don believe tat she was tat complicated lo but now i really tink so...wat the hell is tat kind of attitude in the past...well i had lose my face in front of the public to let u slap n i had try my ways to satified u n tis is wat i get...a damn reason for breaking up...if u got better reason to hint out to break jus say n this are all lame reasons...i hate ppl to decieve on mi...if u got a new boyfriend already jus say out loud u can need not to hide it lo...spending my $$ on u actually i tink is alright but if u lied to mi i would be really upset by it n tink tat wat i had done is not worthwhile anymore...well ppl wif looks does not have heart while ppl who doesn't hav look will seem to be more generous...maybe i will need to refresh on myself already...B___H,B___H,i tink i would find them interesting...
now let mi refer to something...recently i don noe y the marvin is angry wif mi until i went to see his blog...of cuz i finally realise y he angry wif mi now...aiyo jus becuz of a "gay" hanging by the mouth n u mind so much?come on gay can mean happy lo don u notice ur english well?btw i tell ak where is ur gay friend which is happy friend lo some more i nv say is which gay lo...pls come on need not to be petty n some more u can go to starbuck without paying mi back my $$...well u can ask ur dad whether he wan mi to pay him back his money tat he once "treat" mi but he mention is treat while for ur case i amphasize is lend...tat is different case...well if u r short of cash to return i can ask u back the $$ later but is tat u got $$ but don wan to return n givin mi all those shits...well if u wanna t0k jus tok on phone n tok to mi...better still if u all wan tok to mi face to face i will be glad...if u all wanna ask ur parents down also can i can settle everything...ya i did change but nv become a smoker to kill myself in the future wat...y shld ppl smoke?to look cool?to behave like a "fake" gangster?wanna behave like real gangster is to stab ppl not by words is by knife...don dare then forget been a gangster...well if u don wan to call mi go play soccer is fine wif mi...i got other places to go n i got other soccer friend jus tat the other friends are all malays who can play wif mi n bery compassionate not like petty ppl...well tat $$ for the rides n the drinks is not paid by u some more n u kip on toking bout it...alright i will pay to ur dad if u wan to but u mus give mi back my money n some more i got a record on when did i go for soccer cuz i always indicate on the phone calendar when did i went for sunday soccer...n btw its not more than 2 years...n i tell u 1 year there got approx 47 sundays...i i started on dec 2004 with the soccer n during n'level i nv go for soccer 2 mths n before n'level i din go for soccer at april for 1 months cuz i injured my ankle wif swollen ankle and in march i nv go for 3 weeks cuz i got my basketball training...n also during some times i also got no time to go so this is left wif about average of going to soccer 5mths which is 20 days in a year...so most of the time is tat i nv pay but 1 cup of coke is $1 tat time n i spend about $17 while there r times tat i pay for my own n some times they jus went home so fast without buying things...well y does hafiz doesn't need to pay while i need to?btw i nv include those days tat have bad weathers which is rainin n i din get to go...as far as i m concern i tink tat the $$ is definately lesser than the amount u owe mi...so i can ask ur dad whether he is "treat" or "lend" to mi the $$...but if i m not wrong u can ask ur dad tat whether he wan the $$ back n if he wan u can ask him to call mi to give him back n to wat i noe was tat a person who last say he "treat" cannot change to "lend"in the last moment...well $$ i can don mind but pls respect mi for ur own n my own state...if u wanna tok my house is bery near only u can either come my house tok or u wan mi to come ur house tok also can...i m a person who is able to mobilize myself 1...well do u noe tat i had to refix my sedule becuz i wanted to get well wif my friends n also in soccer while as wat i get was tat i m getting abandoned which i waited for the calls which nv ring...r u telling mi tat u r trying to play wif mi,my time,u like ppl to play wif u like this?some more i earlier tat day call u to tell u while u don care?nvm...i don mind anything i also don care bout anything...now is tat i learn to be independent n i tink i communicate more to the A'level students...
everyday begin wif my life starting of cycling to work n yest my bicycle's pedal came out n really fustrated...i walk my bike back in the middle of the night lo...then suddenly a guy of 1.8m tall suddenly chiong to my front to stop mi...then suddenly i tot i was going to get attack but tat person is who i noe 1...phew...scare mi to death...then today i rollerblade to my workplaCE then shin bery tired...then got 2 sisters of destrustion kip on arguing wif mi then wanna complAin bout mi to MP but then i ask li hoon to come over 2molo then let her settle wif them...then they kpkb wif mi then i tell them u wanna appeal anot...then kip asking then they agree...tat was the most hard situation i ever get in this line...they kip insist n insist...i so good in t0king also cannot win them lo n hence ask CPF board ppl to handle tat kind of customers n they sending troops in
haiya...its ok le...i tink i m nth already...actually i m a bery shui bian person...is up to u to decide whether u wanna be friend wif mi lo...i hold no gruge n no harm toking to mi..gtg buai...

2006-03-02T13:52:00.000+08:00

wow...wat a nice day yest...i went to pasir ris there for my some sort like class chalet but most only for the chinese only la...then we got the barbeque n finally we play some games...we first play truth or dare then first person is kena mi le...then i was picken a dare n had to do this "i love Swu juan" by shouting out of the chalet as loud as possible...heng my buddy noe we playing truth or dare n he reply back "i love Swu Juan too"..haha...quite malu when they ask mi to shout tat thingy lo...then heard tat prem chiong her work sia which is 24 hrs no nid to slp de...crazy person...then they was like first time see mi without spect n kip saying "waa...u like this more better,i wanna take ur pic leh"then alot of ppl wanna take pic wif mi lo..then i slp beside sj n hj then hj snore so loud tat i was awaken by him halfway in my slp...then i went to slp on the floor...then serene was so kind tat she help mi cover up by using her jacket...don noe yi jie jealous of tat anot...haha...then before we slp we telling stories about alot of things such as love life,ghost n other things...then mi n my friends all like drag wine,strong alcohol which is vodka absolute...then mi chiong 6 cups but then i remain as no kick while hj whole face turn red n he stop...alot of ppl went to puke while mi n cai doesn't...
then in the morning i slp for 2 hrs then wanna go eat le...then mi jenna audris n cai hui tok outside n taking pic...bery funny was tat jenna say "i wanna take pic wif superstar,faster take pic wif mi" to mi lo...feel so shiok but also bad lo...then learn tat some1 is like trying to take advantage of audris when she was slping n audris hope u can really take care of urself la...
now i came back home n type this blog to let my feeling or moments to remember so hope to hav this events too lo...got to work le buai...

moron

2006-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

bery bery bery unhappy wif some matters...nicks changing frequently showing the tempers in mi..recently doing the job is n0t bad cuz get to t0k quite alot then always t0k cock to other ppl..get to n0e yusoff n sze min...both of them not bad cuz they will understand mi or tok cock to mi abit ma...haha...feeling bored all day working only 6 hrs....maybe going to work n study when i reach poly cuz life will be bored when no 1 accompany mi for my poly life n also earning more $$ can be good to numb feelings...rite?poly poly poly...r u there waiting for mi?will i change after i went to poly?darker n darker i get, ain't there anyway not to get darker?sob sob sob wat is the meaning of sob?ain't there nth to do already?y is there millions n millions n question to ask?maybe now going to rely on my old pals already...maybe they will get the ans i wan...but n0w currently i no bastard definately cuz i ain't the person who will find an0ther stead within a year or so definately cuz i m those who r bery loyal 1...loyal craved in my mind wif different prospect...
AK,brandon n mi...brothers who maybe in verge of separation...changes occured in every1...AK change in style of himself which is trying to kill himself n shortenin his life...while brandon still remain as the same old him but this time he definately wanna ask for more...as now i m more closer to brandon than ak maybe becuz i hate ppl who smoke?i also don noe y now distance drifting apart frm ak le n is not like last time tat close to him le...only i m the most daring of them all already n they can't do anything for wat i tink...is gambling more in advantage than anyhow spend?some1 pls kill mi...now i noe where the old house really located in le...sze min told mi about her friend incident which the ghost possess the person who is able to see tat thingy...m i really out of my mind to do these kind of things?m i really too daring already?is my life really tat worthless?maybe in this whole there shld't be existence of good mankind...my reliance now depends on my own bro le...its true its true...
let time pass as bygone n let months let it be no fate for this n really no time to tink...hard work pay off to extend...earning much more than prosper...i gtg buai...

is it true of wat i see?

2006-02-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

mi back again...life still remain calm like still water but eventually wat done cannot be undone...i found a job already in the cpf board de n will be entertaining ppl frm the public le...n0w not free liao but only available at thursday as i will be on leave...at other days i will be working...basically it is a 6 hrs work day...frm mon to wed will be 4pm to 10pm while at fri to sun will be at 9-4 pm lo...going back on the past life i m livin le...often my friends will be bery irritated wif mi but y m i so irritated leh?izzit i purposely make 1?m i having too much fun on them le then make them wanna hate mi more?m i really tat innocent tat i will easily get fool or trick?my friends frequent say tat my weakness is been too trustful to woman le then will let the women con...but i really tink tat there is a need to help 1 ma...i tink it is really a disadvantage to trust ger le n i really d0n n0e who to trust le...ya my buddies will always be there for mi but although they will make fun of mi but i also d0n care 1...m i really a easy prey for gers?will gers find other boyfriend when they are still wif the particular guy?if there is such case i will be bery pity for the boy cuz i hope it does not happen to mi...sometime its rather than being kept in the dark than letting the cat out of the bag...but to mi i tink tat i rather ppl not kip mi in the dark as i can take the blow 1...watever thing can be told 1 as long as is sincere...
tml i also don noe who i will be working wif...hopefully is a ger ba...hahaha...but i won't treat the ger as a spare tyre 1 n only wanna be friend only no matter is ger or boy lo...but down there i got more friends than enemies so i will definately get protected 1...haha...
is there really no more chance le ma?etc looking at the same job tat u like but they don accept u anymore becuz they have got more choices of ppl?such as tv last time employ extras to be in the show but now they would rather choose the models than the extras who maybe more plain looking...but most probably the extras will be acting more better than the models leh although they d0n really look tat "good" compare to the models...nowadays the world is really turning into more reality le...extreme makeover will be needed for ppl who tink they do not make the mark n i guess tat i shld consider...in 3 months time u will see the brand new mi n i will be as in a brand new life le...ya a life tat is new but remain as monk again...dedicated to my monkhood already unless some1 special came again lo...but i really hate to get destroyed again...alot of things mus be similar inside each other thinking then will make the most successful relationship...i tink i m really too childish to be in love n not becuz of readilness but is my tinking...can my life be projected in the film?my only best friend who will really listen to mi n my rubbish will be brandon already cuz we got common topics n will not tok craps wif each other...everything shall change n 1 day ppl will not recognise mi anymore...i d0n wanna have any friend now le...surviving on my own pace die at my own rate...DYING WILL BE CALLING MI SOON cuz i felt tat my life is going to be short term...i m not afraid of death only afraid tat there will be no 1 repecting me on my deathbed...i hope to have a 7 feet coffin wif rose petals at the side of my head n will be lying peacefully on the coffin nibble on "buddha pill" wif my face not tat black definately...
10 reason to break up:
financial difficulty
no more feeling
got other boyfriend/girlfriend outside
he or she is not up to ur standard
too ugly for u
do not understand u
do not trust u
not caring to u
age gap
too possesive towards u
ok gtg le buai...

mind freak...

2006-02-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

its a wonderful day which is also a sad week...my result come out to be quite lousy as a sense tat i nv study 1 but can get de result...no visible path can be seen n everywhere is foggy...my mind was bothered...stress indulge in my mind...absolute loneliness pacing past my heart every moment and i hope it will end as soon as possible...happiness faded in instant n trivial matters kip pestering my brain...trusting some1 who can be trusted is hard to find but is it rite to trust ppl who cannot c ur trust?its this complicated world i m living in and basically ppl freak out everytime n anywhere...love can be bitter or sweet...sometime it can turn out to be sour n i once think tat no matter wat i will try my best to make ppl happy which will also make mi happy...in these 5 years of my secondary school,i always live in loneliness n no 1 bery special had came across my heart when i met this particular ger who i met at work...she was the first i ask for relationship n when i feared the worst i would face,it turned out to be the most beautiful moment of my life...everyting went well for mi n "her" maybe but i d0n n0e y she suddenly don like mi anymore?izzit i m too bad for her or izzit she tink she don wan to be wif a beast anymore?my mind flashes again wif the devil telling mi to do things tat cannot be done but i insist to stick to my angel...though becoming back friends wld seem to be a good end but she is the first i ever felt the passion of love i nv had...or m i too absurd already?i kip tinking is there a chance for us to get together again cuz i really miss the moments tat we had been together...although it wasn't long but i hope tat i can spend more time wif her...
does $$ really tat matter?will i survive without $$ nowaday?i d0n tink so but i tink tat $$ cannot buy many things such as love...if moments can be video i will definately cherish it but it had come to an end which really make mi felt devastated...or my monkhood is coming soon?this love is definately the first i ever had but although i m a first timer i tink i didn't do a good job?if i were given another chance i will definately improve on myself...i will nv use $$ to sour ppl 1 cuz i only hope tat in a relationship there shld be happiness not becuz of the cost...my mind flashes her everytime i m in a slient mood n hope to be wif her for every moment but there will be alot of interruption...i really wish to patch back but i don wanna be hurt again...confuse and speechless i had to write it down to clear my doubts...any1 out there will help mi?i guess no1 can n i gonna be crazy old mi again doing things tat i don obey n injuring myself everytime le...i shld say most of the days le...wat is the real meanin behind the love?is there really an angel tat cross pass n uses arrows to shoot in to the couples heart or izzit our brain doing the unneccessary thinking?pls some1 enlighten mi wif all the might u can...

work stress

2006-02-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

hi...this is the singapore idol finalist the watermelon man is here...kidding...i join the singapore idol le then don noe when will be the audition date..results is coming out at tml le scare scare liao...going to piss in my pants le...recently alot of things happen...my classmates all targetting mi on news to spread around le...cuz maybe i m a low profile person so they wanna spy on mi lo...but honestly i feel hard to lied to ppl cuz i m always a person who cannot rebel against my consious de ma..
last 3 days i m at the FnN company doing planograming which is replaning of the positioning of the drinks n stock them up properly but mus endure the coldness of the freezer lo...yest is the fifth date i going out wif fiona n we catch a movie which is fun wif dick n jane n i tink the movie abit sucky but i like jim carrey cuz he really get himself in the movie lo...then sebas n sally also came n watch movie wif us lo...actually is all plan de so is not a coincident lo...after movie i escort fiona home n she kip on sighin...i was blur of don n0e y she sigh so she kip on saying mi ah dai lo...actually she live more near to AMK lo...make mi tink of history of some1 who will make mi boil up wif anger who comment mi on tings n all stuff...happy days wif fiona n hope tat it will always be happy lo...i tink i m always the 1 who make ppl happy 1 cuz all of my friends everytime go out wif mi will laugh de...m i bery hiliarious?if it is so i tink i can go n join comedy which is starring""kuong lim" in wonderland "..i love it man...time is passing so so so fast n friends are getting much more less less less but some r good to treasure some r not so good but a person can change to good or bad...there r bad ppl who may look good 1...although i m some1 who speak my mind but i tink i m also a bad person cuz i was rude to my parents sometime but there mus be communication definately 1 ma..
last 2 day i went to singapore sweep n buy my own soccer matches lo...feel so excited as tat was the first time i went in to buy...i feel scare cuz i scare i was rejected for being underage abit lo...but tat was the first time i went to buy my bettings lo...
so this is wat i hav to say le...no matter how is my result i will still be forward looking de...gtg buai...

mi n new date

2006-02-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

hihi...long time no c...today i go out wif fiona n firstly we go to ice skate there...tat was the first time she go for ice skating lo then i was bery surprise tat she don n0e where is lot 1 too...maybe she indeed live too far frm west side le...but maybe she is really a "sam pa lao"..haha...but today is i tink the first time going out wif her lo...quite fun actually but pls d0n feel bad for mi cuz i also hope tat fiona will like to go out wif mi next time wat rite?d0n mind about h0w much i spend lo cuz i tink its worth it 1 la...firstly when i was walking to jurong centre,i saw ak n muff then bery "stun" although i had expect to meet some1 whom i knew there lo...then she at ice skate she gai kiang d0n wan to wear socks then got herself blister lo...then i also need to get her socks...at there she first get herself hands on ice skatin then she say bery difficult but i tink still ok la only tat she is lack of confident ...then kip on helding on to her hands n hope to catch her if she fell but in he end she fell 5 times n 3 time she make mi fell down wif her de...first fall is my mistake for n0t holding her properly n she even hit her head on the floor lo...my friends all come down n watch "show" lo n then make mi malu but too bad i won't de...then we go off at 4pm like tat n we go to watch memoirs of geisha at lot 1 n then i saw guang rong my ex senior lo...n also saw some of my sec friends lo...then go comic collection there n find mark lo...ten we go eat le n i had to go homewif her lo...walau then no 1 entertain mi at mrt de lo...some1 say mus the boy be automatic de but y can't the ger be abit more automatic?then my friends call mi n tok to mi lo...then go home le n reach home at bout 1040 like tat...hope to go out wif her next time lo if she is free de hua...but if she give mi a date on which day de hua then i can plan to bring her go a lot of places le...cuz in singapore there r still a lot of places to visit de lo...jus hope tat she will be happy being wif mi for going out wif mi lo...although i always speak make ppl laugh but h0w come she love to laugh so soso much 1...
yest on 31 jan i went to my "gan pa" funeral as he died at 29 of jan which is on lunar new year de sec day lo...he died peacefully as i tink he will be fine de..although i n0t tat close to him but i also feel abit of heartbroken lo...but i had already calm down le...then at night i went out wif fiona to watch firework at marina lo..then she got 1 time tell mi close my eyes don n0e for wat then i blink for her to c lo...haha...then go there n the drinks is damn expensive which can make mi cough out blood...the can drink $2 for 1 lo...mineral water also cost $2 lo...wat a blood sucker "pasar malam"then sent fiona home i mean to her bus stop there lo...then i miss my last train n had to take cab home...firstly my hp no batt n secondly i n0t enuff $$ le...then i go cineleisure to withdraw my money n take cab again lo cuz i tot got NR 8 wat...but don hav so mus take cab home le lo...
lunar new year i go to my god mum house there to take hong bao n go to my grandpa house take also...then go to great-grandma house to take lo but all my mother's side 1...then at there they ask mi to gamble but i refuse cuz i really quit gambling le lo...
on the second of lunar new year,i went to my "da bo" house there n take hong bao lo...then after tat go marina there to watch firework lo...everyday frm chu 1 to 15 got firework frm 930 to 940 like tat lo...
i will blog next time n only the main thing i wish to blog n others i don wish to de...haha...buai...

handphone lost

2006-01-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

today is sunday n today i m bery angry n fedup...today mi got my sunday soccer n as usual play until not bad but today got a lot of ppl come lo...but the ground is bery muddy so hard to play...today the sun is bery bery bright n i even got myself tanned till my face become bery bery red like baboon backside lo...then went home wifout drinking coke all tat...when i was at home i make milo to drink n went to slp at my chair which can make to semi lying...my bro was playing com n i had to slp cuz i was really too tired le...then when i wake up suddenly i wanna find my hp...but it was gone...i can't find the phone n i called using my housephone n it came out wif music which i make when my handphone was off it came wif music but this time i think i had really lost it...i search n search for it but unable to find so i had to call the starhub to suspend the plan n tml i will be going to plaza singapura to take my sim card le...n0w my fravourite phone was gone n i had no more phone le...i was extremely angry n i curse the person who stole my phone to die in a terrible death wif car running him down n crushing all his bone n face disfigured wif alot of tyres marks n brain came out of the head...i wish tat he would die in a terrible death for stealing my hp n i had always help ppl out but this is wat i get in return?getting stolen of vuluable?wat does god wan mi to do?sacrifices myself for satan or wat?is tat wat he impled for mi?but i will not go to the wrong way cuz there will be no turning back...i wish i would not encounter this kind of thinkgs le...my house is getting more creepier already n suddenly there are loud sounds of clapping coming frm the kitchen n when i go there to take a look there was nth...the fan started to blow so hard tat the gear in it also can be heard so loudly...it was absolute ridiculous lo...nvm enuff of this already...i tink today i was bery unlucky lo...this is wat i can say about mi...

moblie team

2006-01-09T13:37:00.000+08:00

haix...jobless is boring...last few days my grandpa was in hospital n before tat he was missing at 3 jan n was found at hospital at 5 jan at 10am lo...while he was missing, my aunt went to IMH n my uncle was stress up...i take care of my grandpa almost everyday frm wed to sun i every morning went to look at him n tok to him in case he was bored...at evening my uncle will take over my place n i will go out to jalan lo...during my first visit at hospital i was bery worried for my grandpa n when i reach there i din even bother to look at the nurses even...when i walk about tat time, i saw some giggles n suddenly i noticed a familiar face...its was yi woon, my ex orchestra member n also teammate lo...she ask mi wat m i doing here then i tell her tat i was here for my grandpa n she told mi tat my grandpa bery friendly lo..she was there for her attachment n i was bery stun when i see her...i told her tat singapore is really bery small lo n at hospital also can see her...then at the second day i also c her but i went on to wait till 4 plus...during afternoon,got two student nurses came to look at my grandpa n i saw a bery stunning ger kip on going into the curtain of my grandpa bed while my grandpa is going to change his diaper lo n she also look at mi be4 going in to look at my grandpa...i wasn't attracted by her at first n could only tell yi woon tat she was indeed pretty lo...then she came n t0k to my grandpa n she wld look at mi while she was talking to him too...n i wld take notice of her action tat when my grandpa was asleep, she wld come n take care of my grandpa n make mi fell for her lo...maybe becuz of her attentiveness to my grandpa which make mi feel for her lo...but maybe this is jus a crush ba so i d0n really care bout tat already...on the last day of her work,i went up n get her number n she told mi tat she live near to boon lay n i was bery surprise cuz she was so near to my grandpa n i ask her whether she wanna go n look for my grandpa lo n she say de is anything...she always post wat act cute face in front of mi while her friend softly slap her face n her vein came out but she was lo0king nice of cuz...she was really bery attentive n also a gd listener lo...if i ever hav her as a GF, i tink i will be the most fortunate man in the world but i tink she was too attractive n may have a BF n0w le so i tink i was unable to get it for myself le...such a wonderful n caring student nurse i had been hard to find le...
i tink i have been too fillial already but this is my life n i have to accept it..i don wan to live my life in remorseful as i hadn't been taking care of my family members till they will be gone 1 day...i wanna spend more time wif them n make them happy indeed...tinking of the course i wanna go in poly,i d0n noe wat course i wanna go leh but maybe went for those tat can help ppl out 1 n maybe doing as a pschatrisce(sorry d0n noe how to spell)(xin li xue yi sheng)helping of ppl is the things tat i most wanted to do 1 n i wanna help them get through wif all the depression n get them to tink at a better side of the view...if any gers r unhappy,they can hit mi n i can be their punching bag but definately i cannot let them punch mi in my face cuz it will definately hurts lo...
toking about $$,got ppl owe mi $$ n althogether it can add up to $230 but the $30 r definately hard to get back cuz there r some persistance in it n if there is any given back n taken back there will be a better world lo but even though as a cancerian how come it cannot work out properly wif another 1 same horo wif u 1?is there nth except for $$ n $$?do people really take $$ so seriously n0w?in getting the $$ u wan wld u give up anything even as friendship?m i too kind to people already?i even borrow some disks to prem but i haven ask back lo...my bro also owe mi some $$ n is this the result i wanted tat they nv return mi back?do i need to get loan shark brothers to help mi get back?i had given time n more time for them to return but some were definately taking more time than tat lo...if i were to owe a person $$ n i say tat i d0n wanna pay back then wat will u tink?a person who owe another person $$ is his prob n shld n0t drag any party in to the scene lo...
i will be going in as a moblie team wif sebas le this wed n i will be carrying things wif him n most prob is they judge ppl based on their height de lo...if i m strong shld i need to show it out 1?people look is looking at their body shape n biceps but if a person wif small biceps but is bery bery strong 1 will they be able to notice?ya ppl n0w look at look be4 looking at character lo...wat a unfair world i m livin in...ok i gtg buai...

jobless...

2005-12-28T12:27:00.000+08:00

i m back here to blog again...let mi tell u bout the latest thing tat i bought..a brand new rollerblade which is a aggro skate for stunts 1...i yest first time play wif it then i was as though as i m a beginner lo...hard to grind n whenever i grind tat time, i kip on hitting the metal bar which is near to the seat lo...injuries a lot too...but if there is no injuries there will be no beginning wat rite?then yest was also a rainin day too ma...the cost of the aggro skate is $259 l0..quite expensive lo...then ak n mi go play at my house down there n then he grind n0t bad lo only i always grind kena injure 1...hand got bled then after tat knee bruise n ak n0 fall down yet...then we play jump frm stairs n i first do grab n ak also...then after tat do 180 but i always when jump n do 90 + grind de lo...damn it de...then we go meet muff to eat but mi already eat liao while ak n muff eat lo...after tat mi n ak skate back to ak's house n alex down there le n kip calling mi lo...then when ak go down the grass hill tio push by "ghost" then fell lo..i laugh at him cuz the way he fall bery funny ma...then he injured his back n he mus recuperate for at least 1 week ba n he only can c mi play liao...haha...then actually today mi go interview 1 but too bad i wake up late n din go le lo...
last 3 days is my last period for working in motorola le lo...then three also 12 hrs....feeling bery shag n also on 2nd day mi n ak go buy blade ma n only get to slp 2 hrs only...then first we go paya lebar there but they nv open then we go pasir ris n at "hyper" cannot find the right size n we go to "go skate" n there the ger entertain mi while i go look for the skate i wan but she say she might hav the size but in the end she say nope but ask mi whether iwanna try out the size 7 n ak bery nabeh kip on ask mi to try out then i say ok lo...she then tok to mi while i wearing n she was about my height lo n i ask whether is she 16 or so?she tell mi tat she is 14 only...then i bery dotzz liao n i actually wanna ask her for number but in the end i walk out n cannot find her liao lo...but she is indeed bery pretty maybe becuz of her dimple n maybe also her big eyes lo...the eyes got bigger than elizabeth but is much more nicer than hers lo...body also not bad...
ak bery shiok shiok sia...got a ger kip on entertainin her whose name is jia bao lo...shiok sia...almost bout the same height as ak liao still wanna flirt ak sia...if she flirt mi i tink my heart melt liao...if she say to mi tat she go n bath then i also bery shiok liao will imagine lo...then alex bery nabeh 1 before getting out of the motorola kip kena scold by "bird" then he bery dulan lo...haha...kip on say bout sheena thingy lo then say he like bery much n i tell him tat if he don make a choice then i take frm him liao lo...haha...
gtg liao lo...sianz mi write this blog will be at next week liao lo...cya

happy shalala

2005-12-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

woot...bery bery bery shiok ar...feel like frm heaven le...firstly need to say bout the work thingy...make mi bery bery high sia...12hrs workrate,11hr standing,1hr15mins break..bery huong sia...i stand till all my leg vein come out,hairs go dead,brain go numb...bery chiong sia...but the work rate is good cuz enjoy a lot of days
At first,i went there to do flexing then sianz le n tok tok to muff cuz first day ak sabo mi n i drag muff down too...haha...then muff kip on say the in front of mi 1 is contact lens ger who last time i a bit got a crush on 1 then after tat we go to ak's line cuz he sianz sianz ma...then we bluff tat we same line 1...haha...then 2nd day which is sun...more hiong cuz after the work mi n muff go play soccer n first time slp in the field of bishan park...faster play faster go home slp n mi only slp few hrs...ak bery nabeh...slp more longer than mi n sun say leg pain at 4 dec...then 10dec is mi tok to some ger who is beside mi n then ask mi bout her "sis" thingy n i tell her tat her "sis" leg bery thin then she go tell her make mi bery malu...then she ask mi whether her "sister" nice anot?then i say ok ok lo cuz if i say bad she will tell her then maybe mishap will fall on mi...then ak tell mi tat the ger tat i say the leg not bad 1 gd then i also agree lo...then sun i met a ger in front of mi name liyi...ok la...able to take joke not so unfriendly...then nice to tok to her but the only ting i was gulity about is tat time she got scolding becuz of mi n ak kip toking to her...on 18dec...i finally got up the courage to ask for their email...1 is sophia n 1 is liyi...then chat wif them in msn lo...sun is when suzanna "sue" giv mi her number...then ak they all kip on saying they were defeated wif their hand down lo...wat rubbish de...then recently my relative pass away n i m quite busy as need to bring my grandparents there...i also suffer frm sickness lo...then this week i also get another person email address which is valarie 1...then tok to them n say all the craps thingy...but thurs after i finish the funeral ceremony,i will be going out wif liyi le...nxt time will chiong others le...maybe recently i got lady's luck by my side ba...don worry ak...u got JBL on ur side supporting john cena...haha...
other event is tat mi n ak decided to play agressive inline skate after we got our pay lo...wanna be a part of rollerbladin gang liao to win skater gang...haha....but i tink i going to afford cheap 1 lo...cuz too expensive i cannot afford lo...we go bugis c PY too n muff don dare to walk there...ak also don dare cuz scare see some ger lo...the ger is u noe who lo...n also we watch king kong n the show end at 145am frm 1045 lo...3hrs of show...then mi branjia jessica n her sis movie ticket lo...sianz...then first time walk home in mass wif muff my bro n mi wif jessica n her sis...something was wrong rite?haix...but now i m still a normal person wif smile on the face lo...btw ak is good in making BF n mi is good in making GF de...as for muff he is suited to all aunties as he say he is "aunty killer"...
walau...ak mi muff go motorola,md noh hj n zj go ntuc,brandon at toys r us then candy jenna motorola,yk n audris waitress,yat security guard,wing jus came home frm china n hk,then sebas n cai all rich boys...mi bery stress sia got some1 $$ more than mi...make mi bery stress...if i got every month $800 no need go work then i really enjoy till shiok sia...
ok la don waanna tok liao...waiting for job vacancy liao...buai...cya next time when i will be free to write lo...

soccer wif east

2005-12-03T10:13:00.000+08:00

1st soccer match wif the east n it is really bery disappointin...1 min they score n tat is the ball tat i couldn't save of cuz...lack of defence...only mi n ak can defend?like this really cannot make it lo...midfield lose ball n striker cannot take the ball...midfield mus kip passing to the front of cuz but some of them wanna try i also hav no choice...centre mid was lagging by not defending the centre better enuff n hence they need to cover more to the centre instead to the side...this make ak more stamina loss n he is the person who hav the most defendin towards the back...frm keeper position i can c it bery clearly tat who is lacking n definately ball tat can be tackle nv get to tackle...i lose 2 ball n make them score cuz 1 is a mistake by defender n another 1 is the ball too fast n i merely touch it n goal...i really need to built up the team but noone wanna listen to mi except some n maybe last time i train de person when i was small...some doubt mi but nvm cuz this time most of the decision is under ak but only i done a few...although both of us hav done part but cannot blame the cap or manager fault cuz only the players ability are involve in every match n cap only can ask which player need to cover wat postion n manager only is able to plan tatic...players mus do their part...only some ball r near to goal line n most of them r on tat...fmr where m i n their doing i did tell ak tat i see liao also fed up...n i does a lkot of things frm the goal keeper there n instead i end up injure in the first few mins n unable to kick most further...i injure in the bery first place i nv tell others except for ak n i ask myself y should i use all my ability when some nv...after first half finish all scatter to places n we need to remake the team...i be defender n they began to play more rough wif us...its hard to defend like tat cuz the striker was sososo huge than mi like peter couch n john terry like tat...but i had try to get most of the ball clear n indeed ak n also make sever attempts to chiong to the side n pass but unable to reach the leg of the other ppl
finishin of the soccer,we got a handshake wif defeat of 4 -0 but i tink tat we should not hav lose so many goals n heard tat they ask some other ppl to play for them whch i tink they cheated to ask players fmr team or club to play...n ending i only got a say frm the tall striker tat my defending is more better than my goalkeeping...
job findin is tough but i tink we manage to find some ...of jobs i tink i would hardly recommend cuz later ppl got PS other ppl which i tink it will happened eventually but i tink tat there is nothing to tok about jobs lo...maybe not i had the free time to blog but next time i had nth to say liao cuz only jobs r going to work n going to slp ttas all....earning of $$ is not impt to mi actually but i m short of tat so i really need to have the job eventually...so next time then tok bout it..cya

after o lvl

2005-11-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

hihi...back...today is a day where mi n muff n ak n fiz go interview at an agency lo...but today is also quite sianz...cuz we go interview 2 times then they say they will call us back de but most prob is no liao lo cuz at the drama show there is also this thing tat is they say they will give u reply but in the end no reply de lo...they jus giv bery simple interviewin lo then i ans it quite easily...
after tat we went to boon lay there to interview lo then the person tok to us then say alot of things n we reply then we go to town to c gers lo...wing then wanna come n then walk walk...then after tat we walk again n to queensway there buy things...ak buy alot of things n muff also buy quite a lot of things then wing buy boots lo...street de la...then i buy only 2 levis things which is sliver shirt n sliver shorts de lo...then i cut the price n successfully to $140 frm 198 like tat...this shows tat i m ready for businessing liao...haha this time i tink i do a business which will really benefits mi liao...it took mi a long time to tink de lo but i tink i got $$ liao then i set up the stall like tat but recently i hav been good lo...amaths i tink i maybe will get a pass which is most prob my minimum score ba n will be better than be4 de...
now there is nth to say liao...CO no 1 reply mi then i tink i don go for 23 nov de liao lo...maybe get the gaduate thing then go liao ba...i also don noe...cya buai

dotx

2005-11-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

nabeh today i really some don noe how to do the chem sia n scare i really retain...nonnono i cannot retain de...nvm it hav already past so i jus wanna say tat i tink i do really bad n watever i study de it nv come out...so sau xing lo...nvm tml will be eng n physic so i mus chiong today liao...although my eng is bad but how i wish tat i will not get lousy result lo...hope to get a B4 n tat is my aims...ok so let mi do something on this blog...
eNG
letter of complain,letter of proposal n letter of recommendation

hillview avenue sender address
blk 2 # 09-1040
singapore 661002

2 february 2002 date

the principal the post
ms rosalind sim full name
teck whye cresent 3
singapore 220001

dear ms sim

recommendation/proposal/complaint on ........

i am ....... purpose

(content)

ending:yours sincerely

signature
chin kuong lim full name
president of student concil(roughly) status

so maybe tats all for my eng i hav to learn n wat else ne?i tink i need to copy ppl expressions le cuz my teacher say tat my exp is not good...tats mean i not good in expressing my love to a person too lah?ok enough of all my singlish so now i going to type on physic stuff...

physic:to memorise on all the notes tat teacher give such as on transformers, circuits,radioactive(alpha,beta,gamma decay),workdone = fxd,f=ma,p=wd/t,Q=IT,V=IR,also other symbols such as cololum all tat...then i bery sianz liao...hope tml de physic can be easy lo cuz i tink my science mus get good result before can proceed lo....

so i got a phrase to say to ppl out there...studying required 5 yrs but at exam is only 1 h n it go like this for the chinese(do shu wu nian gong,kao shi yi ge zhong) this is a phrase create by mi the most instinct ppl in the earth...hahaha...
after the exam i will hav to find a job to lessen my family burden le cuz it hav been tough for them le...cya buaibuai

BACK

2005-10-27T09:41:00.000+08:00

it have been long since i do blogging already...hope now my eng got improve more?i also don noe wat else to write le but i noe tat exam is round the corner so mus buck up n study...eventhough "study" hang around my mouth i was unable to do so maybe there are toubles behind my head...most probably i can be a thinking hat as i was always thinking...we got back our results "prelim" results n also report book n my ass result is not so good...
class photo is also given out to us n we are glad to see our picture...there r alot of things to say but is hard to phrase...i bought a new phone as well as ak but my no never change..ak de is same as brandon's de lo...then so exp well mine is sososo cheap de worth $198.but i m happy cuz i uses my own $ hence got the happiness within my heart...
i haven give alot of ppl present n i m already buying er rather not buying is doing myself...some1 make mi bery bery upset cuz she was rejecting mi not jus once but muliple times but let mi tell u tat i may not be there but if u r happy wif other person then i will really put down my heart n let the flow go...n i would rather don really wanna be wif u cuz u may seem awdward when u c mi so i tink tat after my o level then is a better time to tok...as for AK sorry not to give u present yet cuz i got no time for tat...er after o level can?er....haix wat a failure i can be n i really sometime hate myself not to be a good person who always do things on time...when the time she always reject mi i was like 0.0 but is not so surprising n rather feeling thousand stab in my heart lo...i hate it...
requesting for help is rather hard but i tink tat when there is the time there will be a good time for my own happiness...SOccer prove to be where i m but wifout a good team is a bad...teamwork mus exist to be a good team n firstly 1 coach...i don noe how can our team improve in such a condition n how to make it happen?no speed,stamina,skills and also ball control then wat can i do to improve?it mus be based on the individual himself to improve...maybe listening to others advise?or train on those things tat is really a problem to themselves?maybe i should train more on my stamina n most probably shootin cuz whenever i shoot i was shooting bery softly which rather make a weakness to myself such tat i won't injured the goalkeeper...i would be bery softhearted man...dribbling maybe a thing i need to train too cuz i don really dribble good...ok let mi tell u tat who need to train on wat but if u disagree i also nothing to say cuz it is based on my sight...startin wif hafiz(recovery rate not tat good,mus be hard when come to tackle,try to c the ball movement),maxime(unable to move fast,dribbling not tat good,don use body tackle cuz it will make ppl unhappy),jones(tackling mus be hard too,shooting mus be more powerful),mi(poor in keeping,dribbling not tat good,passing not good too),marvin(ball control not there,shooting accuracy,passing accuracy),AK(air handering not tat good,positioning,unable to shoot),Kh(slow in movement,cannot handled high ball and not enough stamina)basically is all tat things...
so i tink this is all the things i wanna say n lastly need to say tat u may come to my friendster n u would be shock tat some1 give mi testi lo...the some1 is ak's flame lo...but some ppl may already noe it...so tats all for today c ya after o level...buai

busy

2005-08-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy...everyday is so busy...yest mi first time play pool lo...tat is the first time i play n the last time i touch pool is during playing yahoo pool lo...but i eventually got myself quite ok to the end...i invented my new style of shooting which is placing the fingering on the front n jus shoot...n i tell u is tat my tat kind of freak shooting is more accurate than the normal shooting...then we enjoyed ourselves eventually...we r all noobs ma so it doesn't matter de la...before going to pool,we went to bukit batok ITE for a day course then yat ran away n don noe wat happen liao lo...the food tat they provude is also quite nice n first time provided by ms sim is so good food lo wif fries chicken and also nugget for mi n hj...ak n bra got sotong ball instead of nugget...the course taught mi quite a lot of things n don noe y they tend to be so sianz lo...overall i tink is quite fun ba..but if u tell mi to do these all day long for the rest of my life i definetly wanna hit my head on hte wall lo...
today...ak tell mi tat cass yest harass him again n call his house 3 time lo...how can she anyhow call ppl as she already got the agreement wif her mum liao rite?how come go find SJ some more huh?nth to do sia...but i don really care bout this la...then eat not a lot n go remedial as usual...before mi go remedial i saw EL n she like nv saw mi n walk off so fast liao lo...tell her wait for mi then don hav...nvm i forgive u cuz u got CT ma so i don disturb u these few days...try to buck up on ur study lo...then today still the same do hw n rush last min work so tat tml i won't get chase out my classrm lo...n wat u noe is tat i din bring my notes n the question paper home n don noe even how to inference the question lo...only can use the last time notes to do liao lo...then after doing all these hw n then mi come n write in this freak blog...wish 5/1 well in the dance during teacher day concert n probably after teacher day then i come back to blog liao lo...(love getting more deeper...don noe is liking or admire or even love?wat shld i do?i don noe the reason...n also pls beg god to take away my jealousy heart so tat i can remain as normal...sadist vs monaist who will win?)

ya hoo...

2005-08-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

yesh...finally the rock is back...ak finally got his mission so far n i also going through my target...basically today we do nth lo jus another toking session n today definetly a bit sianz but its still worth it...today narain caught hj hair n say he a "joker" or wat lo...then sianz sianz watch the don noe wat movie call the tennage things de lo...then tat 1 we saw be4 liao lo but it also deserve another watching...then today reallly bery sianz nth to do at home n i din even finish any work or do any revision lo...ok let mi telll u all bout other things
maybe on teacher day i going to do a backflip cuz i overcome the fear of backflip on the ground le ba..then tml i wat i m waitin for after the maths remedial i will go for the dance...then jus now el call mi then i say tat remember wat things i say to her in the days on national day n i tink i was drunk...then she say i scold her n she nv say i confess to her eventhough i tink i got ba...but it also doesn't matter cuz she tell mi not to drink anymore liao sia...then ak still going to prompt mi to drink but i promise myself to drink only seldomly so i keep both party ok ....see ya next time i wanna slp liao buai...

reasons...

2005-08-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

let mi tell u bout wat happen today...today went for sunday soccer then at there a lot of ppl is surprise about mi tat i cut bald n ask mi y i cut this hair...n this is wat i say to them..."er cut this hair is quite refreshing ma so i cut this hair lo..."then today i don really play well lo but i chiong to the goal there quite alot n today i relli feel terrible cuz i felt suffocation appearing on the back n i head a few balls n suddenly feel like going to blackout lo...next time i don always go gym there to train up liao cuz this will make my stamina lose a big portion cuz i always go gym there to build my leg only n din go for run...after tat mi went to drink n go home liao...jus completed a few qns on e maths de n now feel like going to buy graph paper liao...let mi tok bout some other things...
i already is quite forgivin le lo but u seem like wanna quarrel wif mi lo...i don really like to quarrel wif some1 who i tink is not worth it...as for ur bro case i understand n somtime u can really take the initiative to call or msg mi de ma n not jus 1 msg will do the job de lo...some more tat time i quite moodless liao n u went to the blog say mi i also will du lan de ma so on the 2nd day i don wanna msg u but on the 3rd day i ok ok liao then msg u de lo...bery forgivin le rite?n some more u din even wanna go out wif mi n izzit becuz i don look good?if u tink like tat i really nth to say liao n i tink i wanna go 4 extreme makeover liao n don wanna u all to noe mi anymore if u really say i not good lookin...cuz last time i was hurt liao by ppl say mi strange looking, plain lookin and also ugly...but i really admit my fate le n after the makeover i will wanna go for model career lo...don u all tink is a joke but this is serious de lo..n its true de lo...next time then blog cuz now i wanna go do hw liao...buai...

results is out...

2005-08-13T01:46:00.000+08:00

tat day i forgot to continue wif my story n now i return back my stories...after tat blog, i went to go play badminton wif my bro's classmate then at there only noe a guy cuz tat tamil guy last time inside my soccer team de ma...then mi challenge a cute boy quite small size de then his aiming also quite good but although i win him by 1 ball i don feel satified cuz i really think tat he got the potential lo...then at there mi saw my bro's friend a ger who is damn chio de but frm wat my bro say she is a malay n tats too bad...then go home n then went to ak house le ba on the next day...go there drink beer then mood swing n slpt in his house AGAIN?
today mi take back the mt o level results le lo...then my class reaally pop out some black horse lo...who is sally cuz no body expect tat she got a A2 for mt lo...even our class pro candy also din win her result...then mi ak hj all got b4...for mi tat is piece of shit lo...n mi n ak went to use our head to bang the wall n i bang till a bit of concussion lo...then mi went to my aunt's house there to help tend the shop n went home to type this blog le lo...lastly i need to say something down here...
not tat i don wanna hear ur name or wat but is becuz u treat mi like a joke or wat lo n not sometime is seldom de lo...if tat is wat u tink then i really got nth to say liao lo cuz i don really matter de n i msg to u liao tat i won't call u liao n i meant wat i say n this is not petty this is do things on wat i say...if i got ur permission of msging u then of cuz i will n defintely u also nth to say to mi de lo cuz i always tink tat i m the only 1 who be a "clown" in front of others instead of u all tokin to mi ur own probs or wat...lastly i wanna say tat
I REALLY HATE BEEN CONDEMN BY OTHERS ESPECIALLY FOR PPL WHO I DON EVEN NOE DE LO...

sorry every1 whom i had scold...

2005-08-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

today i was really in bad mood...sorry to every1 whom i had scold...i really was out of my boiling rage hence i cannot control my owntemper but it was really gettin out of my limit liao for mi...n whenever i m angry please don interrupt or wat cuz this will make mi feel more angry lo...this is link ot ak cuz he was there to make an atmosphere down there at the wrong period of time...n can't u even cooperate wif mi for jus once?y r u always there to be a joker n i don tink is funny lo...u wanna make mi look like a clown wif u too also no neecd to make mi feel like this de lo...mi got blacklisted n i already was not happy n hence i suddeb mood change...n ak do u noe tat u had nv put urself in my shoe's be4?i was caught n u all seem to be bery happy n no 1 accompany mi...i was really freak out by all the ways u all do to mi lo...BT mi make mi like a clown n all sorts of stuffs...i noe u mus be tinkin tat u had been in my shoe be4 but sincerly i tell u tat u had nv don believe u can ask bradon or whoever...u may be my buddy but please give mi some respect
i m bery upset le...n later then continue cuz now i wanna go play bad wif my bro liao...cya later or wat...later continue story...

mi cut hair liao la...look like clown

2005-08-07T01:23:00.000+08:00

oh my god...tat bloody ak go cut my hair then now i resemble like batman's bad guy the 2 face....then now i notice tat mi look like wei lian lo...maybe my eyes resemble him?tat is wat i tink ba...first time try to shave my hair lo...today we go CB then tok bout gers stuff then as usual do the same things n then cannot take the last bus hence cannot go home liao lo...maybe tats all for today liao so cya next time n if u all wanna noe how i look then mus nominate mi for the belle n beau for cckss de leh...haha kiddin de so buai...

1 wk to take mt o'level results...

2005-08-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

things r going far beyond expected..n this maybe engrave in my memory...things happen days after days n even it may go to extinction...but 1 thing for sure tat i still got many supports...this is a general statement n this is really needed to be told as it is the atmosphere of the story before it begin....after tat will be climax n its the part of stories tat we like about my grandfather story...HACKERS R MEANT TO BE EXPOSE TO THE PUBLIC IF CAUGHT...cuz my com last 2 wks was hacked n this is the first time i get hack into system lo...hate it man...cuz i only hack to others n nobody hack mine...whoever i catch they will get a piece of mi.enough of my craps n get to today's story...
today:mi late again n this time i m late for the last 2 days liao lo...no more late comin forms liao n this is a promise to myself n if i break this i will need to do the whole chapter of maths for 3 days to complete it...there are lot of homeworks n irs leading to stress follow by frustration days after days...this stress is the most unbearable for mi in the past 3-4 yrs in schools as i m always doing almost all the homework tat teacher gave it to mi to do...although i may be slow but it take steps to get on to the peak...its kinda of my motivation lo although there is no ger for my motivation...some time i m enticed by the way ppl do things n it reallly strike mi...things they do n things they say...hollowness in my brain is part of the reason where i cannot do well for my exams..n i gotten back my results already...it is definetly atrocious frm my degree n although my ranking in my class is only 28 but its also bery bad to mi...it demoralise my mood n now i don really feel like kip on the hardwork tat i often do n now it also somehow it will affect my grades...
back to serious things again...today during recess, we nearly got into a fight wif sec 2 ppl which start of the fume during yest...it affect marvin as muff was the 1 who was been "bully" n we got together n decide to solve this prob ourselves although mr lim is going to help us...they are always finding troubles wif ppl n now we r going to pay them our "respect" of disturbing them back...then today hidayat is helping us to solve this prob too n he diao alll the ppl at there all the way...then he purposely sit down there a table beside of them n kip on staring at them...it was totally amazing n muff ask mi to follow him n walk to their place...i ask ak there n quarrel began...the quarrel now is between yat n py who is a fucker...he becuz of staring wanna fight wif the sec 5?come on...we r much more powerful even when we r ask for 1 on 1 match up...then yat don noe tok wat to him then he don dare tok big liao...heng his gang member stop him n if he hit yat they going to die liao n this is for sute n after tat we go class n yat tell mi tat he like to get beaten n then after he get beaten liao he will call his chong n see them get beaten lo...after tat when we r doing maths,jenna suddenly say tat she lose her $100 n it was absolute rubbish i tot to myself..she kip on losin her things n how we going to help her?then spot checks wasted lots of precious tume lo...then it eat into our geo time n then make mi feel so undesirablely hot...then true is tat its kept on her eng tys n make us waste our time lo...truth is out liao hence nobody is been imposed...
at afternoon there came another prob n which is EL n jessie some sort like toking sense to mi but it don't affect mi cuz when my friend is in prob i will be there for them no matter wat happen cuz i m loyal to my friends as this will gain trust between each other...naggin n naggin make mi feel out of my nerves n EL this bloody person ask mi to come there n listen to some consulting session lo...don u even dare to take a look in my eyes ma?u wan mi to grab hold of ur hand n give u a thorough look in the eyes?i m not absurb but is a way to clear my doubts...enough of all this craps liao la...then mi go to library n as usual there is no mood for studies n then mi went to drink stalls to tok to the aunties tat i noe lo...then the auntie frm the bread shop ask mi y i din find a gf now?then i say i don wan n they comment tat i surely don wan to get a gf now n surely later de cuz i m a honest man lo...its nth to mi le cuz i already heard a lot of this comments liao lo...then after tat go back to library n then go to do some work n mi go to find mr yuen to get a worksheet frm mr yuen but he is gone liao n i go to the staffroom to find him de n suddenly saw YISS netball come to our sch for friendly lo...then saw YF who is ak cousin lo...then after tat mi n muff went home liao n come home to write this freaking blog liao lo...cya...

40 days to prelim

2005-08-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

days really pass so fast especially when u r in the graduatin classes...every 1 seem to be as busy as a bee n noises don seem to be travelling within inches of spaces...as for mi, i m still a sadist wif fulfillment to do n i don really agree wif some1 who compete for gers...come on punk is going to land on u if u still tink of gers n gers are not the only 1 who will exist in ur teens life...although it may change a ppl life such as my buddy's but some time wat u can't get u don strive for it...don be as stubborn as a buffalo who refuse to move his ass to another place even though there is a diaster happenin around its area...gers cannot always be around u n there are definetly a lot more chio gers outside then u tot so better think far...mi as usual gers condemn mi n mi lead on wif my own identity wif no 1 realisin wat really happen to mi...i can handle stress...i can handle commitment but i really cannot handle ppl who like to cheat mi is some sort of ways such as lying to mi n i really hate is...it may let u tink i m petty or wat?but sometime loatesome is good n i tink i m the i who sometime get real fedup...sugar n spices don really add up to the ingredient u actually wanted but the ways u use the fire the ways u cook it to make the spices taste nicer....so any1 who did the wrong things better own up or stop crapping around n better don mix wif the wrong company or u will be influence eventhough u may think tat u r not gettin any influence frm there...muddle-minded may lead u to the unwelcomely path...n by lookin back there will be only ray of lights n it is vanishin soon....come on....better buck up...gers may give motivation but to urself its for ur own good...as wat muff say...open up ur choice....but always do not take the attitude to look at the looks only...this story continue tml cuz now i going to slp liao...c ya all next time...to be continued....

2 more days to mt o level oral exam...

2005-07-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

oh my god...so fast...the time pass so fast like a speeding bullet n we got back all our results liao...tat is mi fail almost all the shit subjects lo...wat stupid subject can i get...haix...then also there is some change in my life lo...firstly i mus tell u wat sort of changes mi face...er probably mi change in the way i look at my friends?or even maybe now feel more than mature than before lo...then although mi feel there is a bit change in me but i still tink tat mi remain still the same lo....
apart frm my bdae it have been a long time liao almost 1 wk n 4 days liao then today is SC bdae n i wish her a happy bdae n yest i went out wif her n bought her a dress ba n she gave mi a vodoo doll lo...er then we tok tok n then mi went to do a latin dance wif my classmates for the teeacher day concert n i wish tat this performance can be my last performance for the sch cuz i don wish to retake my o level again lo...then the bloody SC kip on saying wat ite i wanna go...stupid la...suay mouth lo...i don wanna go ite lo i wan to go poly to get myself a diploma lo...if i really go to ite then i will ask u to yang wo for my life lo...then after go "dating" finish wif her liao then go dance n we create our own footsteps lo...then candy really bery good leh...her dancing really bery good...some more i can recommend her to go dance the latin dance competition lo...er then this is some sort like partner dance de la...not TANGO for wat premy say...then went to grandma house as usual lo...then after than mi n my parents went to pasa malam at boon lay there de...
er on fri mi went to my aunt's house stay lo...at woodland there then my aunt jio mi go swinmming wif my cousin n another friend then mi knew alot of things frm a family lo...bery sad de things but nvm n now in woodland there got quite alot of ppl noe mi liao lo especially small kids cuz they love playing wif mi n sort of things lo...basically tat's all lo...then slp bery early cuz mi damn tired lo...
haix...ok le la...nth to say liao lo...er basically mus wish every1 good luck for ur o level mt oral exam lo ok...cya

3 days in aunt's house

2005-06-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

haix...let mi tell u wat happen in the past wk before tellin u this wk k?bascially this wk not much things had happen except for in the woodland lo...er firstly let mi tell u about the last soccer match tat we play against an opponent tat we had nv play be4...
last sat:(18/06/2005)this wk we got a thrashing week...firstly need to tell every1 tat its hard to organize match de lo as u all might think it is easy to play lo..organizin the match took a hard time lo...it need ref n match n its really hard...it took probably a wk to do the planning n all these sorts of things lo...then when came the match it although only took about 2 hrs but there is something to be gain de lo not jus injuries but also experiences de lo...although soccer match may be a friendly soccer match but surely there will be injuries de lo...whether is serious or not serious in the injury, match had to be kick off though...ok firstly i need to say is tat although we challenge a better team off than the last 1 but this time we really got thrashed by 8-1 n its ok for mi cuz wat i tink was tat every1 had fun then ok liao but always is becuz of money then quarrel de...wat the hell rite...cannot challenge other team de meh?wanna win then happy de meh?wat kind of world do u all live in?this world there is win or lose de...draw u all also fed up wat kind of rubbish u all wan?then if next time u all earn not up to ur own standard then wat u all do?kip on complainin meh?walau...pls la get back to the real world...not everything win liao will happy de...tat day after finish the match le n i look at the other team they wasn't mockin at us eventhough we had lost to a score of 8-1...they treat tat as a friendly match de lo...this match test patience n endurance n also teamwork de...n frm wat i c there is no communication...there is no 1 2 passin n there is no runnin...i really hope tat we all as teams need to focus more n train in 1 2 n also quick decision makin n i had nv even try myself to do a solo run its becuz i m afraid tat i would lose the ball...n pls whenever there is a need to pass jus pass it quickly n hence the ppl who is more convient to shoot can try not tat only striker can only be the 1 shootin lo...ya u all hear mi is like i m a bery KB person but its my point of view n i don care whose mother or father is better than mi but for mi i tink tat if i can produce good results frm the past matches tat means i can comment on the ppl in the field whether is good or bad n no attitude shld be shown de lo...n really i don like to hear ppl tok bad bout mi in my back...really...if u wan can come n find mi personally n tell mi wat is the thing u don like lo...pls team don be so stubborn to play ur own self...n every1 pls buck up on pacin n stamina...n lastly i wan to tell is tat really i feel like i wanna quit this soccer team le...cuz as frm ppl say without mi there will also be a win n this game is jus for fun not winning always n by the way the trainin is held it really made mi feel more heartache n i would really wan to pronounce tat this team is offically down...i don wanna care anymore liao...ok now let mi tell u all bout this wk de things lo...haix..
mon:(20/06/2005):i went to my aunt's house there n went to her shop to help out...i had help her out last yr but this yr was rather relaxin de...cuz i feel tat my duty is jus to educate my cousin (my biao mei) who is six this yr...n i teach her songs of piano n also i use the piano to play (san zi lao hu n also lao shu ai da mi)but later on i proceed myself to play(dang ni n also shou hou) lo...but i feel rather good when i play titanic n xiang zhou zuo xiang you zuo lo...then also bring her to her daily tuition lo...she got abracas class eng class piano class lo...so many class i take also fed up de lo...haha..er then do alot of things in my aunt's house such as doing hw lo...so sianz...then tat is all lthe things i do in my aunt's place lo...then everyday listen to calls n then entertain ppl n days passes day by day le lo...then also went home in wed cuz tot got tuition at wed then my tutor din come...make mi had a wasted trip back home de or else i will be eating in my aunt's place le lo..then there is still quite a no of ppl there who still noe mi(i m referin to small kids de lo) then is like a no of areas small kids would hang around wif mi de lo...haha..then thurs go back n then firstly went to the library lo n then go back to aunt's place le...then today which is fri i come home le cuz tml i will be going oversea to kuko island which is link to malaysia de lo...then i tml mus buy sovurneir to sg n also 1 prawn n 1 fish crackers for aunt lo...er probably tats all for today n had to funish the remainher of my amaths hw lo...see ya...

soccer match of today...

2005-06-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

haha...mi already got the soccer match le n i tink tat i m not bery good today lo...although mi is a keeper in first half n no 1 score but i tink i m quite good liao...they miss a penalty lo...n 2nd half then they score...i mean the oppent score...in the first half, we were leadin by 2 goals n then 2nd half mistakes were repeating lo...then i din score 2 goals even tat i got the chance to lo...then my leg was injured by oppent n i jus continue playin as it was already hit in my shin...n i go to the sideline 4 a while...then went back to the pitch and play back striker lo...then i feel a crack in my leg n then i stop shootin already cuz i noe tat if i exert too much strength in my leg then it will be worst...n then in the end we draw in the match n everyone is not happy le lo...then ak say mi tat i can shoot but i din n i jus agree eventhough i noe tat he don noe i had injure my leg...i jus relax...becuz i noe tat every1 got their own hardship lo...i jus blame it on myself lo...n alex wanna train max tml in hillview n i don even noe whether i can play anot lo...then now jus awaiting 4 my leg to recover n then can play for another upcoming match wif others lo...n most imptly i din blame the ppl who injure mi on my shin cuz i m the 1 who do slidin tackle first n he accidentally kick mi de...ok le...enough of soccer things...now we mus be winning other match instead of losin or drawing liao...cya...

last dae be4 o level mt...

2005-05-29T10:44:00.000+08:00

oh my god...there is only 1 more day be4 my mt o level start le lo...i m really lookin forward 4 this exam to be taken...although i din make much effort in doing all the chinese work but i tink i had make enough effort in doin my chinese le...my target a1...wish tat i would get it...n i pray tat i would get...
recently i got a lot of things heard frm alot of ppl...n the bloody ak keep on sayin findin a gerfriend...ok la...tell u all about yest my tings la...yest:mi ask ak to go out to westmall de but he say he wan to get out of the westmall so he suggest tat we should go jurong point n i say there got any shirt bery formal de anot?then he say we go there n see the things lo...then i go there de john little n brought myself a shirt tat is quite formal de lo...then tat shirt i buy le n instantly i wear it to the weddin night of my cousin de ba...then after the jp i went to the westmall back n drink coffeebean again lo...then ak borrow frm mi $6 n he say tat he wan to pay mi back by mon...then we tok about a lot of things lo...businesses, gers n also exam things lo...then he ask mi about 1 qn...n he say tat "u really wan to chose the "who" ar?don keep on flirtin her n touch her feelin n then don wan lo..."then after tat i take 945 back home lo...n on dat way back i msg the ger n then the duerean ger msg mi back chance n she say she stress lo...after tat i go home n then we go weddin lo...c alot of ppl lo...all i don noe de ppl lo...got a lot of gers i also don noe lo...then at there i drink red wine lo...

sianx sianx sianx...everyday so sianx...

2005-05-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

hihihihi...halloo...i m back...so many days have past n everytime look at the calendar the date keep on slippin away...Y...y i no GF?y i don wan to lead a good life wif gers on my side?y leh?i don wan to keep on going against my own will...damn man...often knew alot of person but whenever we go out as an entertainer i cannot make them laugh but tat AK bery nabeh 1 when yest we going to westmall wif wonga freako he say to mi tat wan to waste time come my house n the time will pass by bery quickly...bery nabeh rite...
ok la tell wat i have done today lo...cuz every sun surely got things to write de...haha...again soccer at bishan but this time without fiz n AK cuz they don noe y don wan to go...ya...AK say he wan to go play bb le n wan to win mi ma so mus go back train his bb...haha...kiddin de la his bb so good how m i able to win...only if take lan ban i can win ba...then fiz is tat he had a injury so cannot go lo...n the injury is seen by mi cuz i m the 1 who ask him to play wif mi durin wed n he injury himself when we playin a match in street soccer court lo...
o...haven say wat things happen to mi in soccer today leh...er today i was again the defender n this time my defend is on the right side...n in the first half rite there is a group of mix ppl of a team consist of 6 ppl wif 3 tamil 2 malays n 1 chinese..they were bery good lo...n i somehow hard to defend them probably today i was not bery on form...then after the 1st half they went back home cuz they r workin night shift 1 so cannot play some more le...then after tat we form to 8 a side per team then win them by 6-1 n the 1 goal is score by marvin lo becuz of my careless mistake...haix...then today i don tink i play good enough sia...keep on clearin the ball without seein the people in front lo...
then after soccer we went back home n i have my tuition at home...n hence now i was writin this freakin blog lo...n to those who still don noe mi rite i m a person wif integrity n if u wan help i will offer u lo...n pls don make doubts out of it...n also considerin i look at other ppl blog n i really wan to comment on this
pls don scold ppl if u hav no valid reasons n if urself is 1 big dog don call another a small dog lo...(AK u shld noe wat i m sayin rite?hahaha)

o...mi back again...haha

2005-05-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

o...i m back already...recently got alot of test so i don get the real time to write to here sia...n i going to celebrate happy bi**hdaE to some1 le...ya rite "celebrate" lo....haha...er then recently got a lot of things to do such as hw n other things..yest jus finish my mt midyr lo...compo quite ok but in the paper 2 i got really bad le...all things say about the china de things...haix...somemore is set by china teacher so everything is china de things...so sianz..
today i really bery sianz...cuz my tutor keep on not free then i already do finish her hw liao n then she keep on delayin lo...sianx...then today really bery sian nth to do lo...no gers in my bloody life le all chao liao...n pls don say mi flirt le cuz i don tok to gers liao lo...is they tok to mi then i tok back de n if i din tok back later they say mi act dao lo....ok la...today really nth to tok in blog so i tink today i don write so much lo...so c u all at sun after my soccer lo...n really HAPPY BI**H DAY TO U(i don wan to write out later some1 say wat i say her/him or wat...some 1 tat had pass the birthday le...i mean belated de lo...wish u good luck lo...n sally don tink i nv beat u be4 can take advantage of mi ar...tok to u like block like tat din reply de...make mi so sad sia...ok c ya next time lo...n ak remember to write someting too ok?(to mi?)probably ba...

few mins after labour day ma

2005-05-02T00:29:00.000+08:00

haha...now i m back le lo...firstly i need to comment on something i seen le bery peichei de...some things can be hide can be delete but y mus u hide it ne?does hidin it can hide ur own truth always?if u r not afraid so there will be nth to hide away frm de ma...haiz...really hate tat to happen de lo...ok la enough of my crappin shit le lo let mi tell u wat happen today n then tell u bout other things lo...
er this is wat happen today...

today:as per normal mi muff n hafiz went to play soccer in bishan park but this time we brought ak to bishan park as he wan to c how the bishan park ppl play lo...n this is the 2nd time ak play in bishan park le n he first started is at last wk but now he gettin quite good in defence le ba...then today mi n ak r the both center defender lo..n today i really set a record in headin lo...which i count as 17 lo...alot rite?but after the last headin i really got dizzy le n so i really wan to rest le lo...n in the firsthalf i don play bery hiong de but then after got ram by a newcomer who i nv c before de n a push by chester then tat make mi real booast up le...n tat time in first half i make a lot of headin clearance n then i tot i heard ak say "wow headin again"...maybe i got hearin prob ba cuz tat wat i somehow heard of de...then muff tell mi something lo...bery funny sia...he say"u noe wat...when u got the ball u din cross to my side de leh...can cross to the left anot ma?"haha...so funny sia...then today in the 2nd half i don think i play as good as in the first half lo...then after soccer we went back home le...n at home i slpt at 3pm n woke up at 5 like tat lo...average of slp is about 2 hr...first time slp 4 2 hrs sia...n then muff tell mi bloody hell de to go imm to buy some wat adidas de bag lo...n when we got there there is nth can be found of his bag lo...n then i went to but a vcd call "the challenge"...the show is quite nice but the sound i don like cuz their tokin i don really understand lo...n tell u wat...i really c something as a mirical lo...muff frist time treat mi n hafiz to long john le...so surprisin rite?...i also don noe le...then alwx can return mi $$ le cuz his rugby coach gave him $$ lo as his team won a match lo...ok now tat 4 all le lo...n now i will be tellin u all aboout yest de things...

yest:mi went out early in the mornin to meet a person who i don wish to say out or else rumour will be spreadin around le lo...we went to study then in the mac rite we saw chai yong n he lie to mi tat he don noe a maths lo...n his friends spread out tat he is in the f maths de...haix...too bad 4 him lo...then WC ask mi to go wm to eat n then we go ak house play game lo...then muff also come...then he play the naruto game he say he bery retard lo...n he keep laughin n laughin sia...so funny rite?ok la...tats 4 all i wan to say le lo...now going back to play heroes 4 online le...buai n c ya next wk le lo...

sianz

2005-04-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

sianz recently got a lot of prob happening n as a gentleman i shall not care to bother anything le even if any of them say mi is a freako or wat ever is their prob le...i not so petty to go against it...this is a face cut in my skin lo...now back to my normal life le...i don wan to be bother about other things le lo...
ok let mi tell u all about yest de things ok?the things i do in syf lo...
yest:i went to sch quite late cuz actually i go out of my house quite early de but then when i walk wif my black boots on,halfway tat time my sole came off n my shoes was spoil afterwards i went to the cupboard to take my father shoes which is some sort of brown lo...sianz...but nvm i went to sch wif my performing shirt n tat came my first period every1 look bery surpise lo n giv mi a gd luck handshake lo...then came my favourite lesson of them all "its soccer time" but too bad i was informed tat i cannot play lo...so sad n i also tell my teacher tat my friend got black shoe in the choir rm n i got to go there n take n then when we all went to search tat time nth can be found n no shoe was recover n bra tell mi tat i n his shoe not fated to be together lo...haiz after tat mi got early release at 10 after my pe n to my surprise my recess is at bout 1130 lo...more sianz...then we wait 4 our bus to come n we got off to the SCH le...SCH = singapore conference hall...then after tat we got a practice at there n then after tat we went into the performance...i was the 1 in the most side de then i a bit malu cuz i m the first 1 to go in the stage...but i was not afraid lo...not even a sweat...we perform well in the first piece but when we came to the next piece alot of ppl went wrong n we really pray hard tat we won't drop to a bronze lo...but when we finish le then there cry lisin n melissa lo...they din blow or play wrongly i guess so but as 4 lisin her button came off n she cannot blow in the last line but eventually she went on actin...this is a gd thing lo...but din expect tat such things will happen...n the idiot darryl damn lo...his melody din play properly n some more the part both swee phoon n darryl not in the same note lo...bery significane lo...but i really try to help in my own part lo...n when there is a problem they world tend to stop le tat is their losin end n some more tat time eehwa still tok to mi...ee hwa u noe tat ur tokin can be heard too by the professional even if u bluff lo...haiya...but eventually we got ourselves a sliver which i m not bery happy about lo...haiz...so wat can we do now le?we got our result le n this is the last time i going to perform 4 chinese orchestra le lo...a bit seh bu de but still mus 1 day part de...haix...tat is in yest...

ok as 4 today everything was quite ok but in the mornin mi a bit unhappy cuz my acccount was hack by hacker n then will get frustrated lo...then got quarrel wif my buddy...sorry 4 lettin u all wait 4 mi n din tell u all...er then i will next time accmpany u there to detention de la...cuz its mi who make u 2 late de so i will go de lo...don worry...then today go home bery early cuz no cca le...haha so happy but tml actually got concert de but i ask teacher to let ppl go 4 mi n then can help mi get back my $$ lo...a bit she bu de all my friends there...all the gers i noe there n also gers tat i always flirt wif de...haiz things really happen so fast lo...so fast wan to have chinese de o level le...wish mi good luck lo...all grudge will be demolished n will be replace by a good angel tat was offered by the new god to overcome my fear n stress 4 mi n nth else will bother mi anymore...so see ya next time...muahahahaha...

some things make mi boil up

2005-04-19T16:55:00.000+08:00

sianz...another day had jus pass n i don feel really good about all things...things seem so small n although got a lot of gers surround but no reall happiness...but i really like my life down here...n some things make mi feel real fed up is readin some fuckin hell blog by don noe which fuckin bitches mother tat wanna insult mi n make mi boil frm head to toe but however i m a bery ren ci person n often forgive ppl...i won;t keep INSULTING ppl even when i was in the WRONG...some things is written as bu yao lian n those who say mi till like freak up like tat she herself more freak than mi lo...
upon lookin at some one else blog i feel tat it make mi more live up le...nobody really say mi look reall jiao bin de...then these words make mi really happy...i like being jian bin leh...rather than some1 jian bin not jiao bin...n if i really look more wanna get beaten a lot more ppl already find mi n a few already went up to mi to ask mi to be in their gang but i rejected them...u noe y cuz i m not a barbarians who keep going to fuck some ppl ass on the streets n behave like an idiots killin myself...i have too much scars to repent myself le so 4 some ppl notice i already quite fightin cuz i don wan to be a burden to my parents unlike some others unfillial ppl like to make their parents worry even when they got into fight also don care bout wat their parents tell de..i m a gd boi so i won't fight now n won't wan to le...tell u somthings lo...when a beast is unleash within its time to get things serious le...thinkin i wan to get ur fuckin $?even after i got ur $ i will be stinky so need to wash myself repeatly n won't be able to wash clean of myself...knowin some pigs frm choo's farm really get sickenin n i love been prositute by those who thnk they r gd lookin gers but eventually look much more like ru hua...er sorry not ru hua...i nv met in some ru hua type de...is xu chun mei...ren ren MUS say her mei de or else they will suffer in the crash of $$...she is plenty full of $$ n could throw in others face without worryin losin de...heard tat she like guys tat r smaller than her n will do things to them by throwin them face in their faces...i think she is like a client more 4 herslef lo...as i noe some1 who resemble tat de...as now came back to the blog...i more uglier then y u like mi?y last time say i quite handsome n now change story?o...i forgot tat a liar won't speak up the truth even when they knew once they had say tat before...but as a kind person like mi i will fogive them de...wat i damn hate most is the insultin of mi even when my blog din write bad things about tat fucker n tat father nini(a word teach by cai hui) keep sayin mi...n ya i like been short n some how some 1 realise i was short le...haha yes i finally is short le...this is my main motive to be short...cuz short can have a lot of gd things happenin in my life but however ur life is damn dull like as if ur rm had only 1 light bulb only...oh ya 1 light bulb is gd too cuz watever u do wif ur stead is unseem n hence cannot be say by other ppl...so feelin will be damn high n heavy pettin wull hence occur le...i would think tat pettin 4 ya will happen more faster cuz as 4 u is a person wif no common sense to think de will eventually suffer internal bleedin after being insert n soon found out tat pregnancy will occur n the baby is M.R(refer to desertification note on mulnutrion)...ya i admit tat i m ugly but how come i got so so so many gers waitin frm rows to rows ne?did ur stead got these encounter anot?maybe i got gd sense of humour hidden ne?maybe things were unforseen by u ne?only a person who hav the same knowledge n common sense like mi will noe n all those ppl wif no common sense only noe how to read is a moron who is damn sickenin lo...these morons really sux like hell lo...not as in a pervert things of suck "toot" even if some 1 who is readin these is really good in doin this things to his or her stead...lickin is also a gd feelin rite?some 1 please tell mi how does it feel when got lick in the clit n i some how wish i can get my answer 4 this...as 4 my best buddy de pimples lai say i really love to c ppl wif pimps lo cuz pimples will lead to pimps these will be a gd choice n for some 1 who really cannot be pimp only can be a pros who earn jus $20 per go in 1 client cuz the clients don wish to look at the smelly puss u got n all the holes r feel wif shits even when u cum there is no juice n only could can to be urinate lo...but i noe tat my cum is normal n i could shoot like a normal person n i don think tat the person had cum more than mi n even if he would hav cum she may not hav the ability to hold the sermen ne...even if u next time wanna say mi pls watch wat u say cuz i don wish tat my words mus hurt u as much as ur shits stuck up in ur ass or even there r maggots in ur puss...i really hate to see all these gross things appear at those parts where u need to work 4 it de...haiya tok so much u maybe also don noe maybe u need to look into dictionary 4 those meanin...n really mind all ur fuckin mother bitchy moronic words to write bout mi cuz these would make mi more fed up n need mi to write more idiotic things to comment on idiots tat may be lookin at these at a moment...maybe when u read this u might wan to kill mi but as wat i say i had nv insult u yet n u had INSULT mi le...u noe tat i can even say out bout ur mum or even ur dads?(can be real or foster de)n i really hate to say into ur family business lo...hope u would think before u write although it is a bery gd blog written by u to comments all the good things bout mi cuz i like ppl to say mi ugly shorty gigolo n also if u wan i wan u to say mi a fucker too cuz i really like to hav a go wif a pros tat is more better than u even when u r more cheaper n 4 mi cheap is a prob to mi...
as 4 my nose tat is crooked i don think so cuz i think tat ur eyes might be like a chamelon tat went to the side n saw different things ba...i don blame u 4 ur eyes prob but these prob is really bery bad le leh...i request tat u mus go 4 surgeon to check up in ur eyes lo...i love to c myself in the mirror but most importantly not tat the appearance is good then u will be good n when i look myself in the mirror i saw a gentle person in the mirror tat show my personalilty not APPEARANCE tat ur stead hav...my mouth got cut?any1 who is readin this agree tat i got cut meh?ak do u agree?i tink is either ur brain is not workin when u r bloggin n hence all the nonsense came out of tat freakin big fat lips tat alan had once bite n probably u might hav bleed n cuz it to become more bigger le..haha...even tat if i look real sux i like it cuz no1 got n 4 ur stead there is a lot of person tat look like him de lo...maybe he see the wrong things like u ba n tat time saw him the eyes keep twitchin maybe when he see u tat time is twitchin then fall in love wif u le...maybe he like 2cm?rite ak?only our gangs would noe wat is 2 cm...i really don wan to disturb u lo but as when i see the blog i feel real sickenin n 4 heaven sake in ur postion to trust buddha i don think buddha will help u lo...go 4 "jesus die mother cry seadra say goodbye la"all this things make mi cannot say things bout my personal life le la...waste my time to write this freakin blog after havin the look in some1 blog lo...this might be the first blog which i write till so much de lo...n thx to u i break my own promise of not scoldin ppl le...
so see ya next time to c my fuckin hell blog lo...

its mi again

2005-04-12T18:39:00.000+08:00

hihi...its mi again n it have pass alot of days le then can get the time to blog myself n so let mi tell u wat basically had happen in the pass days...actually we din do many things but becuz of time consume is much more now i had not enough time to write le...ok now let mi start wif things tat happen on sun...
sun:haiz...mi wake up early in the mornin n cannot get enough of the slp lo...n some how after i finish my slpin time ak msg mi n ask mi wat time we meetin in lot 1?then i tell him he decide lo n he say 130 at ccks control station n hj will be there too...y we r there ne?its actually we wan to c a chio bu frm taiwan who is name wang xin ling cyndi lo...wooooo....u heard the name u will get excited le lo...then after tat we don wan to wait in the sun hence we wait in the outside of mac where got shelter then ak mi hj sittin there n then to my surprise yong sheng is here lo...then after cai hui come liao...then we sit at mac 4 2 hrs n it start at 330 lo eventhough it say to be start at 3pm...act da pai?maybe not...then we manage to get her photo from distance...although the pic not so clear but how we manage to grab her pic is the most impt things...all heads of different height reach upon our head n we hardly can c so mi ask ak climb up my shoulder to take pic of her singin her new song lo...however i let ak sit on my shoulder 4 10-15 mins n he manage to get only a few pic n left mi at there so tired carryin him...lot of ppl c him n tot he was tall but however mi is the 1 who do the worst job below who carryin him some1 who is heavier than mi on my small shoulder lo...then after we look finish le then we go long john eat liao...after tat we saw lisin wearin black singlet lo...walan de i don noe how to describe to c or not to c lo but i prefer ppl who wear more safer than exposin all the things de tat include fats or wat too...haha...then bout 5 when we going off liao cyndi is going off le n then i go to her private van there n wait jus beside her van then i got to see her face more clearly n her height too(this is wat i really look forward into)n she was at the height approx at 154 like tat lo...haha quite short de but her face look really bery big lo...maybe bout the face like mine lo...but this chasin of idols make mi learn a lesson on endurance n also ir need hardship to want to get near to the popular idol...ya n also ak carry mi by his thigh like a wushi like tat which we often play de n now it came into use n this make us more united le...haha...we got home n ask ak to send mi pic then he ironically say his dad's relative take to indonesia liao n also lose the cable liao...haix...then after tat slp le lo
now let mi tell u more about things tat happen on mon liao lo...haha...
mon:actually tat day don do anything unusual but jus study n study then sally say mi tat day like ki siao de lo...then he also say something bout ak de but i don wish to say out lo...not bad things de(not bery guo fen like tat de la...)then do study again...go home go online n play ff game tat i tink u all should not noe lo...on newground as web de...this channel is good man...highly recommmanded by mi n ak...later then continue...i mean tomolo then tell u all about things tat happen today de lo...ok?cuz now i going runnin wif my mum le...ok c ya tata n see ya a few days later if i got the time to blog lo...bascially tml cannot blog de cuz i got tuition in the night lo...haha ok c ya...buai

long time nvr blog leh

2005-04-07T17:45:00.000+08:00

hallo it have been a long time i nvr come here leh...hope u all will not be angry of mi leh...haha...
ok let mi tell u all about wat i have been doin in the recent days ok?but i don think ppl would like to hear tat lo...haha...ok er...let mi start frm today lo...nono is yesterday...sorry tat i have pass out all the days leh cuz i don think i will wan to say out loh...
firstly is yesterday...er yest i don do anything but basically is jus study n study but this time got chinese orchestra again...but there is a time clash so i went to ask the co teacher...n she say to mi tat all ppl who take part in the competitions mus go 4 the practice n cannot go 4 the remedial...hence i scare tat this will lessen down my studies so i jus go 4 my practice lo...n then bout 3 pm like tat ak wing n hj come n find mi lo in the dance room where i practice...then they tell mi faster go back classroom cuz mr yuan angry wif mi le...then i at inside cannot hear properly so i come out to listen carefully but mdm lin come n confront wif them n ask mi to go back inside to practice...but i don care de...but yest lisin cry leh...don noe y...even if i noe i also won't write down de...then after the co we in sec 4 n 5 need to go music rm to listen to "loudspeaker"then lisin tat time go off le...she angry ma then go liao...then mdm jiang tok to us then say lisin things...but i think lisin yest de attitude bery bad lo...then after tat we go off le...then it was rainin ma then the melissa don noe crazy or wat keep on hittin mi even when i spoke the wrong things such as bad spoken eng then she laugh n hit mi...then when i put my bag on my head she say she wan it then i don let she hit mi again...then at bus stop she ask mi y nv wait 4 jessica then i say i y mus wait 4 her leh?then she hit mi again don noe y also...then after tat swee phoon saw mi n ask mi this too"where jessica?din u accompany jessica meh?"then i totally sianz liao...this time i look at else where le ma then i feel some1 hittin on my left hand then i don reply...then a voice went up:"hey!"n guess wat i saw...a small "rat" no la is jessica...she drinkin apple juice then tok tok tok to her friends lo...actually tot she had gone off as i jus saw the 985 go pass when i was at a distance wif the bus ma...after tat she n mi take bus go home together le lo..then bout 630pm we separate wif each other le then lisin msg mi sayin she is near my block...as i saw her near my house de bus stop i go there ask her wat happen to her then she say she bery angry n scare to let ppl see her cry lo...then after tat i console her n she went home le...after tat went home watch discovery channel n slp le...now let mi tell u wat happen today lo...
t0day:do the same old things again...study n study...then tell u all something...when i got to class,i saw something on my chair...tat there is a note n it wrote down "mr yuan i chin kuong lim...i today go co see lisin"this 1 i noe is surely by ak write de...ak bery nabeh de lo...anyhow say mi n write things to humiliate mi...although i don fa hui don be too much hor...then today we go remedial then do alot of things la...the most funniest of today is tat i runnin up the stairs n accidentally pinch to ak kidney de fats then he say "arrggg"..this time i was laughin till my lung are goin to blow lo...then at afternoon we go the ava rm 4 geo ma then lisin class is before us de...then hor my friends all say hey ur gf inside leh...then say where lisin where is lisin...this 1 is say by brather su de lo...then heng din happen to c her...then i intro my friends to c "lun tie"(tyre) n she hit mi up...haha...ya n before my arrival to ava i saw yiling flirtin nicholes lo...haha then i at 3rd floor laugh at her n she say i will remember u de...haha...today so funny...then we completely do nth at sch lo...my maths get 21/42 which is jus pass lo...damn sickenin a lot of careless...but next time i will buck up de...then amaths got 5...bery chee de leh...actually noe how to do but careless again...when can i don make a careless in my life?
ok la now i don tok too much le...going off le...but then gotta tell u all something which is meaninful to ur life...tat is when there is something which is impossible,try to make it came around to make it possible n also wat i often say in my nick...nth is perfect so jus go lucky n be happy...all the things u all my buddy had say to mi i will forgot after i wake up by tomolo...see ya soon n hope tat it won't be a mth or so cuz i had not blog 4 bout 1 mth + le lo...haha...also wish wing a happy birthday on 9/4/2005 an early 1...

back

2005-03-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

haiz...wat happen to my bloody blog?actually is all done by mi n ak to make the blog a secret scoll if some ppl may don noe when m i bloggin lo so it is a secret blog...haiz...now gettin quite restless liao but now got sally accompany so i m quite entertain lo...yest i walk lisin home but in the end she walk mi home lo..haha...ppl maybe thinkin i flirtin her but i did not...then when she walk to the bus stop wif mi n i was waitin for her to take the bus,she saw muff n then tell mi...i then tell muff to wait 4 mi near the coffee shop then c the lisin home lo...then eat wif muff then go home...
today:haiz...today same old day then mornin the jessica say wanna meet mi in bus stop but in the end she gone herself liao...but later i got to c her lo...then she return mi back my disney disk back..after tat we got more of study n so...then my chem test got jus pass but add in 2 more maks lo...then study study study...after everything,i n ak go breakdance 4 a while n then i create more new stunts to let him c...mostly all bery jiao 1 but mus bery strong de hor...then after all tat we went home n then i walk to jessica house below to return her something but as i wait 4 10 mins i don wan to wait le n then i went home liao lo...after i went home i came n write this freakin secret blog then got u all been trick...see ya next week...

sports dat

2005-03-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

hi mi got 1 or 2 weeks nv write blog liao lo...today i quite happy 4 myself cuz my team won the 4 x 100 relay n got ourself bronze...although we could get better result but i m bery happy wif my postion already...in the morning...i n ak meet but jessica say she not meetin wif her friends liao n then wan to meet wif mi so when i reach the mrt then din c her...then when i got into the mrt,i jus saw her comin up of the escalator then she seem disappointed wif mi of pang sei her lo as i say i will wait for her in the mrt...then when i reach the mrt of cck,n wait for her,i saw ak n then also jessica in the same train but different cabinet lo...then we walk to stadium lo...acutally we wanna take cab de but all the cab r fully occupied so jessica finally say she don wan to take cab liao...then when i was walkin to the cck stadium tat time, some 1 shouted my name...i look here n there but then see no 1...then i walk some more again then i hear ppl shoutin my name again...this time is a female voice...then i ask ak n muff who call my name then ak don noe n muff say is yuan qin de...then when we reach the stadium,zhen jie then tell mi tat when they are in the lorry,they got call mi but cannot c them lo...then now i knew it was them who call mi too...then we got separated to houses n then so fast it reach our event...then at first km like cannot catch up wif the people maybe he today not enough slp or wat then when he pass to wong tat time wong run to meet wif ak...then ak n wong run together 4 a distance n then when ak pass to mi i chiong n got ourselves 3rd...frm km he got 2nd last then wong got 5 then ak got 4 then i won lun yi but 1 feet...n got thrid hidayat they all don believe n then i tell them is serious de lo...n we r the dark horse of the season...then ak got the triple jump sliver medal n he also get 4 x 100 relay 3rd lo so lucky n mi only got 1...but they all say mi run like machine lo...then when i run 200 n catch up wif the last boy, mr kong say "wow this person run like a machine sia"...then mr yuan laugh at mi...n in the end we got last...but i don blame them actually cuz they mus got the chance to run ma...so jus let them run lo...but today my performance good lo...n many people c mi like a funny guy...n km keep on sayin mi more faster then lun yi but i don think so lo...jus think tat its ok ba...then after wards we go to the westmall to eat n i couldn eat finish n take away...then take 187 wif wong n km n after tat i run home when i alight n then run up the stupid hill...
actually if u wanna run fast,u mus got determination n pls remember to challenge the bus always cuz this is wat i often do so pls keep this in mind...AMEN...haha...ar mi tou fou...
write back in next week...

hahahaha....

2005-02-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liao lo...er today i go to the same mrt at gombak then meet the jessica again but now when i go in mrt i see the same old ger tat was quite pretty de...then when mi meet ak at the cck there then he tell mi tat a ger is pretty n then i tell him tat i often see her at the mrt de so always notice her ba...think she is quite pretty lo...aiya muff y u always so late then reach the mrt de?i nearly late so i got in the bus le...so sorry din wait 4 u...er then yest mi n ak go to the coffeebean again...keep on going to coffeebean then go till bankurpt liao lo...then he yest he make 4 mi my new friendster wif all my stupid faces lo...then today sign the wat stupid o level thing lo...ak was in danger zone...haha keep on get suan by ms chua...maybe ms chua like him ba so she do all this...kiddin only...then recently got to noe another ger frm yusoff then quite cheerful ba she n only hear before her sound...honestly her sound not bad but her pic not so gd lo...ok now i going to keep up wif my reputation of not flirtin liao...all my friends i will 1 day show u all wat is not flirtin liao but not so soon lo...haha

before coffeebean...

2005-02-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

hallo my 1 wk reach liao...haha...er let mi tok about the recent things ba...haiz...ang bao doesn't get more than $130 sia so borin...actually this year can get a lot better than last year de but don noe y this year my uncle n auntie all go overseas liao then cannot get ang bao liao...so sian...er ak hor the triple jump tai ko get sliver sia some more his first time too can get 1st but mi din get anything...long jump only get 4th more lousier than last year sia...then 4 x 100 we getr 1st in heat 1 then we r happy bout tat sia...then today finally knew tat jessica stead is audris bro some more i still flirt her...i feel so bad now sia keep on flirtin other ppl stead like i m the outside lover like tat sia...i still make her wait 4 mi like a dog sia so gulity sia...keep on i havin test sia...now a bit like headache sia cuz maybe becuz of the stress ba...ok now i don wish to flirt wif other gers liao...but the lisin like to slap mi like tat lo keep on slappin my head or ny face de then today she hit my face then accidentally muack her hand sia...i quickly "pui " la...or else later got germs liao lo...haha...hope in the final of the sport day my team can win 4x100 n also 10x 200 lo...hope so ba...so see ya a few days later...
mus not be a flirter now...this is my moto for the year...

re update

2005-02-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

er happy chinese new year...wish every 1 gong xi fa cai,wan shi ru yi...ok let mi continue wif my story frm sun liao...haha...
sun:
i went to play soccer in the mornin at the same old place of bishan park n this time i as a defender can score sia some more is frm half court down there n i give it a "roberto carlos" kick...a kick tat curl like a six man wall de...damn chio sia...first time score a goal...then muff n hafiz also score 1 goal...after tat we went to the gombak trial at yishun stadium for u 18 but was uneventually not selected then quite upset but i gain quite a lot of experience frm the others n the other malay ppl say mi run bery fast so must watch out 4 mi...haha...
now going to tok to u bout the things in mon de liao...

mon:
today i still went to sch as the normal lesson then after the remedial i ask the ger who i always walk home wif de whether today we can walk home together anot then she say anythin but then she before my remedial she tell mi she no remedial liao then i ask her to wait 4 mi can?she agreed but she go to the lot 1 n she tell mi tat when after my remedial i msg her lo...after i finish my remedial tat time i msg her then she ask mi wait 4 her for a while then i pull ak to wait 4 mi then he bery tu lan mi liao...then he bth then go poly clinic there the toilet n do "business" while i wait 4 the ger...then the ger bring her best friend wif her together then ak finish liao then we go wait 4 bus...we then saw hadi n then fazlie...after tat we go home...at night ak come my house there to run track n to train his stamina while i train my speed...still bery lousy cuz i bery tired to run becuz of the intensive trainin of runnin then only get to run at 100m at bout 12.45s sia...so lousy...then we were trap outside my house then ak cannot go home so funny then we go down n find them n then we do breakdance...after tat my mum went home liao then i mus walk him to mrt sia...he then tell mi 1 damn stupid qn sia...he say to mi tat he tink tat jessica like mi then i say y he like this say then he tell mi frm the ways she tok to mi will probably noe liao...then after tat he take mrt home liao lo..
now i tell u bout the tue thing lo...

tue:
today i went to the mrt again n wait 4 the ger again then this time i acidentally bluff her tat the sch end at 10 then heng ar she din really take mi 4 real or else i die liao...but eventually apologize to her liao...then after the sch i wait 4 her at the bus stop we always alight together de then i waited 4 bout 1hr 15 mins like tat sia...first ger i wait 4 so long de sia...but don tink i was attracted to her or wat le cuz tat last time she wait 4 mi then i need to repay her back tats y...then i also saw something tat say mi de then now i going to give my comment liao...she say i din bring the beancurd to her but now i even don noe where she live how m i going to give n some more tat time i din say when i wan to give it to u rite?n tat time u also say u kiddin already liao ma...ok la wish every1 happy chicken new year lo...hahaha...see ya next wk again...

updatin of the days...

2005-02-07T17:20:00.000+08:00

hihi...i m back frm the dead...kiddin...er now let mi tok bout last wed de things...
wed:
i had my usual cca day n this time i again ask a ger whether we walk home together she say she maybe hence i after the cca i went to the bb court n see the soccer player playin against the other sch de team then i go play bb wif my juniors 4 a while n when i was playin a match in the 2 min de shi huo my pants torn frm the back n leavin a big hole frm my butt to my "toot" there n then i bery malu sia...heng she before my match she come to find mi n say tat she is going out wif her friends to lot 1 hence she din get to c the torn pants lo...after my pants had torn i quickly call cai hui to come here wif a short pants to let mi wear n he bery quickly rush here 4 my aids liao...so glad tat he is here 4 my bloody help...thx cai hui 4 ur help...now i will be telling u all bout the thur prob...

thur:
i again had a quite interestin then at sch we play shotput n the teacher is mr koo...he quite muscular then he maybe quite strong ba...er then i n ak tok cock at class again then we play soccer 4 a while n mi and ak go home lo...after tat we went to the coffeebean to have a slip of coffee then we tok at the shelter of ak house...we tok bout cass jessica zj ch n ourself de history...

fri:
today mornin i ask the ger whether she wan to go home together again after cca then she say tat she today need to go dental checkup so cannot go home together lo...then i bery bored sia...then today i go home alone so borin but there is another ger who keep on msg mi le...but this doesnt bother mi much cuz i got alot of friends ma...haha

sat:we went to play soccer n bb in the mornin then when i shoot the ball the ball seem bery light then i kick quite hard for them de...then i get tonjo by ys then make my nose bery pain now still pain then i at the long john say got fish n chip to the ppl sia so funny...later continue i now go runnin
see ya later...

today is the most borin day

2005-01-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

haiz...today i wanted to repay back to a ger her favour of always waitin for mi at the mrt but however today i wake up bery early at around 6 n kept tossin n turin at the bed but i cannot slp....its like the clock is bery slow or wat de keep on lookin on the clock...i decide to go early to wait 4 her but as i wait n wait she was not there probably she was sick or so?i don noe but i jus wan to repay back 4 wat she had do 4 mi probably the last 3 days she wait 4 mi...too bad...
on last fri i feel bery guilty or so le...i made her wait 4 mi again for 45 mins after our cca n bery guilty sia...feel tat my heart bery heavy liao n i ask sally 4 her comment over this ger n sally say tat she was kinda cute of her actions n kinda innocent lo...but on fri i really guilty for lettin her wait 4 mi 4 so long maybe really next time i need to wait 4 her somehow liao to repay her for her kind deeds to mi...
but this is really bery fated sia...on last sat on my usual day to visit my grandma,on my way back, i saw her still wif her school tee in boon lay...she was wif her gers friends frm church de then she saw mi wif my family after tat we boarded the same mrt back home n i had to walk her home as her home was not bery far frm mine...whenever i wan to see her she is not there but when i din think of her she will be fated to be there n saw mi...it happen last time too but tat time i not really get noe of her...maybe shld noe her frm last time...i heard tat on the fri when she wait 4 mi she also telephone to darryl on whether where m i n i heard this phrase frm her friend de sia...make mi so touched but i don noe y i always feel cold towards every ppl...
today i play soccer wif my classmates then we were said by mr kong 4 bout 2 times sia...then i took a free kick frm the last as ak say he wan to save my shot but the 1st shot he can't save n he let it goal but when i take the second free kick the ball was bery accurate but it hit on the woodwork...damn sia so nice then like beckham de kick liao then the ball din get in...n bery surprisin today saw cass came to our school outside waitin 4 ak n wan to tok to him...don noe y she is like keep on pesterin him or wat?anyway i don give a damn bout her or ak prob...but as ak buddy if i were him i wld really be bery fed up de n i wan to get into ak n cass de conversation de but i don wan as i don wan to create havour to them so i din went in the conversation...but ak i really wan to help de but cass say wan to tok to u individually so sorry le...hope u don mind....n if cass u r lookin at this bloody piece of shit tat means u had break ur promise n i don care whether ur tat time is angry word or wat i always take things seriously de...n pls don call mi at night cuz i bery tired n wan to slp de...
wish tomolo will be a beter day 4 mi
wanna do hw liao n tat 4 today n see ya next wk again...

haha

2005-01-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went out wif my parents to watch the openin of the singapore lion n i saw a ger in a game counter damn damn chio de n she was wearin low cut shirt n a mini skirt...wow...but tat is not my taste even though she is really damn de chio...yesterday i injured myself due to when i was going up the stage n fell on to the ladder...it was countin 1, 2 n then my aunt who was the ticket holder ask mi to faster go take for her then i frm the beri high place jump frm railing to railin n finally when i was within the stage 2 metres away i trip on to a thing stickin out of the ground n bump into the ladder to the stage...i was so painful but i manage to get the 15 prize which is a ichiban mixer n my aunt give it to mi...i was happy 4 her n also myself but i din blame her for my fall i treat it as a experience of breakin fall lo...haha
today again is a sianz day...going to sch n ended sch so quickly n how i wish tat life can be more interestin tat usual...this year past quick n it was so quick tat the time pass so fast tat i had no time to noe of more gers than usual...so sad...now i m buckin up in my studies liao n i try my bery best to finish every hw tat teacher had gave n most importantly pay attention to the teacher hence i will remember more easily...i was always easily distracted by my classmates such as aik koon or hua jian as their voice are so loud tat a few distance u can heard them tok cock...
everyday try to play soccer to reduce stress n brandon always tell mi tat y i no white hair izzit tat i no stress?or how u reduce stress?pcc?i say to him no la...i won't over stress my own health n when i feel tat is time to slp such as now i would go n slp...so i now wanna slp lo n the time is 1135 hence hope i will have a good dream lo...kk buai
reported by:chin kuong lim(newpaper report?haha)

l@tE hApPy N3w yEaR

2005-01-06T16:54:00.000+08:00

hihi...how is everyone?ok firstly gotta say is happy new year to everyone(but mayBe iS quiTE LaTe liAo ba...)hope everyday is a good day 4 everyone in the followin remainin days...
firstly i gts(got to say) tat openin sch is quite fun sometime as tat the most excitin part is tat i met my gin na(a soccer friend of mine)ariz...he bery de kuai lan de but as a pal to mi i always give him respect de...although he smaller than mi or so i also treat him bery well de haha...i also learn quite a lot of things liao ba...but now things had changed quite a bit cuz maybe is fated de ba...now i often walk a ger home as she live quite near to my house n also we often saw each other in the mrt...it was when we became close when after a orchestra night then tat time we then noe each other...last time is tat we don really noe each other then we don approached each other de...now feel tat she is a gd listenin ear to mi ba but no special intention to her de...really!!
already had a lot of days nv play soccer liao cuz i cannot find the bloody time 4 soccer le...always got homework to do de so sianz...i brought a new bike cost by my uncle as he agree to sponsor mi at $158 for the bike n still got 2 BIG locks to lock up the bike to prevent being stolen(as i had experienced 2 times of stolen bike i was scare scare liao)
i brought a lot of vcds to watch liao then costs mi quite a lot of $$ liao sia...
now need to go n but somemore things liao la...wish tat my days would be like in heaven ba...hahaha....
see ya in next week
to be continued....

Day BeFOre NEw YeaR

2004-12-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

today was 31 dec 2004 n things happen bery fast in a swift moment...everything is changin so much n i felt old when it reach tomolo cuz tomolo is 1 jan 2005 liao...hahaha...days past so fast n i jus got my bike 4 $168 wif the sponsorship of my uncle le...so happy but also feel sad for the ppl who die in the diaster so sad sia..
today my audtion of chinese orchestra go smoothly n i tink is a good performance by mi n i feel so happy sia...things really happen so fast n i don noe when i will be dead in the next moment sia...pimples are growin alot in my face liao then i wish they were gone in a sec...now often msg to sheena but she always din reply de don noe y le?but whenever she reply there will always write a "giggle" in front of the text msg...
soccer match won in the past 2 days wif patrick class n i score 3 classical goals...1 is frm headin n 1 is frm a pass frm corner n i place it into the goal...last 1 is frm my solo lo...we won 11 to 8 like tat...
they also lose a ball then they wan us pay...wat the fuck...ok la i end the story wif a happy new year to all of u...c u all in 2005 liao...buai...

its long

2004-12-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

hihi...its mi again in blog again...haha...i got a lot of things to say sia but now i tok about a few movies i see recently lo...firstly i watch in the cinema wif ak brandon n mi is watch the blade trinity n it was quite nice lo...ok i will give the summary of the show wat is about n it go like this:blade is a dracula killer n he was in pursuit for killin a human for a dracula n he was wanted then he was caught by the police n the police was eventually the dracula but a gang which was also killin dracula de came n rescue him n fight wif the first dracula who was reborn by suckin a lot of blood of the gers n it was a lot of sweats n lives to get it done...rating:3n1/2 stars
now i will tell u the summary of the second movie i recently watch which is wif ak n alex +mi too summary of a world without thief:quite cool n show how does the thieves do their acts...bery skillful n becuz of a pregency the ger thief wanted to washed herself out of the sin then went to help a stupid but honest person not to let his $ get stolen n when the boy thief knew tat she had pregnent n he drop the mind of gettin his "lamb" liao...rating:3 stars
got go ton wif alex n ak in my house then alex always slp first de then left mi n ak ton liao they really no endurance then i can 27 hrs no slp also can but they cannot de...so funny de le
recent i got a lot of events going on then tomolo goin to meet alex sweetheart who he like de n today i go for a blind date wif max then to meet 2 malay gers n 1 quite chio de the other also quite good ba then my friend tell mi consider but i tell him tat i not interested in malay so too bad not my taste de lo haha...
today there is also a soccer match goin on in bb sec sch n we meet our match liao they are damn good now n uma say tat "r u supportin slyvester de?u seem to be like him sia"then mi reply him "ya i got go "then after tat i went back to position myself back to the field n he after the half he ask mi y i don wan to play right wing instead now i playin right back he say tat i speed so good y don wan to go up wing n i say later no support how?in the end of the game he say to mi "play wif u got challenge sia don noe how to go over u then i bery stress de sia...haha...
haiz now wanna slp liao then next wk then tok again lo...this datas will be updated always but is weekly de lo...stay tune

days aFtER n'level...

2004-12-10T14:06:00.000+08:00

er...today is a special day to mi cuz mi ak alex bra n many more came back frm yi jie chalet cuz...its yi jie birthday so muz celebrate lo...hahaha...erm told ak alot of things bout my relationship n he agreed wif mi n we went to the beach at 4am to look at the dark sea...its was so coolin n we started to tok about a lot of things n i even ask him 1 bery unique qn...
mi:"tell mi how can u call a ger pretty ne?"
AK:"er...its like u like some one even its bery normal n maybe to u is pretty lo..."
mi:"but u c ar?all pontianaks r pretty then how r they pretty in?
AK:"this 1 i don noe liao...hahaha"
suddenlt we heard two sounds comin frm the sea which sound like bititi....bititi....then i look at AK n AK look at mi then i told him boout a story of my father de...then we lie down on the beach to get reaal "sandy" then he suddenly tell mi tat he jus saw a shadow pass by our back n disappear liao...then the cool wind start to blow more breezely....when i m lying down n he is sittin up tat time i saw a white pigeon fly pass the sky but however when i tell aK to look at it tat time he say he can't see any...but i swear i really saw the 1 white pigeon flew pass...
after strollin in the beach we walk back to the chalet n we begin to make entertainment to all the friends liao...we do funny break dancin n also we play "sucide jump" a dangerous stunt lo...hahaha then hor i reallly bery bery embarrassed the most embarrass moment in my life tat is when i climb bery tall to a ladder tat time probably bout 2m liao in ladder then AK pull my shorts down n revealin all the flesh of my butt lo....some more opp got 4-5 gers loookin at my direction n smilin at mi lo...i was totally shameful of myself lo...tat damn AK then hor we tok boout many many things....
i really enjoy my days wif AK (buddy) maybe now the person who is readin this might be jealous bout this cuz u nv get to do so...
i was bery happpy n exhausted but my mood changed after readin at some stupid rubbish written to backstab mi lo...nvm this is wat AK had say to mi tat the person does not DARE to tok to mi FACE TO FACE n hence do backstabbin de...so wat if i not better than aK some more AK had touch u before of cuz he better than mi la...he n u improved so fast of cuz say wat shit bout mi lo...whenever i tryin to help u not to get into the lion den then u tot i m a hunter tat wan to hunt u for ur deer coat wat the fucking blue hell...nvm if u still be so stubbornic then too bad lo maybe u even had experience urs "first time "liao lo...u are always usin my pharse n change it to a new 1 of urs wats the pt of copyin ppl's ideas when u urslf don hav a brain to tink de ne?wats the pt of cryin when AK break wif u,when wing chung tok to u n also u r so weak not in physical but in mental state...i don wish to tok bout this anymore n if u think wat u not happy wif mi de ask mi out 1 day i clearified wif u n i really hate ppl who backstab mi some more is usin wat i type de but not use ur own idea...n so wat if ur other MENS done to u tat is only their beginnin maybe next time they would be so so so so nice to u but in the end it will end up like AK tat situation cryin...not all ppl r like mi always to tell u bout things happenin in the world n wat mus u avoid n not takin ur advantage lo...u r jus like in a MEN SHOES in askin ppl hp no tellin them ur secret sharin bout where u live then tell them wat u wan frm them n also say when can go their house to do watever thing de...n now i seriosuly tell u tat u r a bery bery bery easy prey for any men to consume in de so better watch out...
don say i din call u or wat lo i yest in the chalet got call u but u r alsleep then ur so called "FATHER" who pick up the phone for u is so young n tryin to fake the voice lo...but to my disappointment u din call mi back even after i call u so tat mean u seem no interest liao lo...not i din keep my promises is tat u urself is the prob don always tink of jus urself only lo...i really don like ur attitude of wat "no face" or wat de hell lo...n i hate gers who scold back words to mi n now u may say fuck next time u may even curse my family member n even u may went to thailand to buy voodoo dolls to control over mi...i may not noe but i jus don think tat u are so evil lo...if u really wan to tok then say it face to face n pls don add watever things tat u done wif ur boys n add mi in to say wat i m cold blooded n i m not as cold as AK wat...i m sure later u wld wan to say wat "my" boy so i explain to u y i say ur boys cuz they r hain a motive behind ur back de lo if u don trust mi anymore then too bad lo u are 1 big step closer to the lion den liao... n btw frm last time till now u had nv trusted mi in part of ur life n u noe my family condition liao still wan mi to treat u always n when i din treat u tat time u say wat rubbish n is jus tat i don wan u to noe tat tat time i was broke so short of cash n u kept sayin all tat to broke my heart...not tat u only had a heart is all the ppl had their heart but only tat is how they use it only...the ramen thing is tat they din ask mi to go not i don wan to go some more tat time i always wif muff how can go so freely de ne?ask urself la...i tat time got work of cuz not so free wat...
if u wanna tok or backstab mi jus tell mi directly on phone or face to face this is the only time i will speak...speakin in blog does not mean tat u can suan mi or wat lo...i HATE ppl who got prob don wan to solve de...
let u decide lo...btw u broke ur promise by sayin u wanna meet up wif mi de...wat is this empty promise ar?all my promise are not empty n they r fullfilled n ask urself do u fulfill ur promise liao anot before sayin others...
buai....

l@st Day aT wOrK...

2004-12-08T08:30:00.000+08:00

hi i m back to update my blog liao...firstly i wan to announce to the ppl whom i noe tat i jus quit my job in tech point liao...maybe is becuz of the boredomness or the laziness of mi or probably is becuz of the broken down relationship tat is hard for mi to forget lo...now i m bery rejoy over this matter tat is 1 less burden to cover up liao...hahaha...
i miss all my friends down there especially sue,aini,ken,stephen and also alot alot lo...some time i really come down n tink for myself is it worth it to quit the job as when muff wanna quit tat time?
i really don noe wat to do lo...if i quit at more later time my bonding wif my friends will be more stronger which make mi more hard to forget them in a way or another...actually in the job rite?i noe each person more than themselves lo they r bery likely changable as like when u become ugly liao they wld tend not to like u liao n go for the other ppl tat is better than u...i learn tat some ppl only care for themselves but not for other which i call them selfishness n i really damn hate those selfish ppl in a lot of ways lo...
now then i knew tat cass had change more than before her last time lo...this is not call backstab hor n i m jus referin to my own point of views only...i tink tat GERS R bery realistimarise ppl which is like when ur ex or whoever had become much more uglier liao u wld tend not to like them more n the reason is simple not jus tat long time no contact is tat all GERs only look at the faces of the boys de...n CASS this is not referin to u n don anyhow tink lo...
today when we bout to bid farewell wif them tat time sue n aini gave mi n muff two same presents which is linkin to chirstmas things...on chirstmas day i surely wan to buy something for them liao lo...haha they are so kind to us n especially i think i most probably mi in a sense ba hahaha...
mi n muff had our last breakfast wif ken n stephen happily n i really learn a lot of things in this occupation n also i had taught some ppl usin of machines ba...haha
1 thing is tat i realise tat cass don even DAre to take a long glance at mi but showin mi a fierce face to mi but a happy face to muff?wat the prob???don really understand or izzit now cass had changed her target to muff?n THIS IS NOT A BAACKSTAB OK?IF ANYONE WERE TO THINK THIS IS A BACKSTAB U MUS BE WRONG LIAO...
today will be mi cuttin my long hair to botak liao don wish to involve in relationship liao cuz tat always come wif a broken promise n wat say meet at 1 dec but eventually not individually but is in a group company some more is at earlier...don think tat there is a way to patch even if i wish to but surely the other self don wish to cuz now not much handsome liao so i tink now i shld drop this topic liao cuz soccer is my main event already as last time i really put relationship in first place but come out to be a bad situation....
bye everyone see u all next week in blog soon...hahaha...

L0nG tImE Li@o

2004-12-02T06:00:00.000+08:00

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long time nvr come to blog myself up liao ok now i going to tell bout all the things i had experience in my workin DAYs liao hahaha...
woRKin DAyS:
its was not tough at work n when u wan to get $ u tend to forget every moment u wish for but after u get the $ u wld tend to be slack liao tat was learn frm mi loh...in my workin place in ang mo kio there the motorola factory i had made a lot of new friends n shiftin of jobs such like frm flexin changin to labourin n also had change to wearin "condoms" in the finger of testin batt...i also had done packing which i tink usin the quickest hand de...i knew a lot of friends in line 2 which is probably all my best pals loh...buddies in line 2=ken,steven,uncle,chen li,one china ger i forget the name lia,n also other ppl in line 4,5 n most importantly 2 beautiful cute sexy gers who r SUE(suemani= lost $),aini(cousin of lose $)i really learn a lot frm them especially in line 2 of relationship,their own encounter of relationship n how they deal wif it n the worst paty i really don like is tat ken's GF lo...ken uses all his time $ to spend on his gf then his gf go wif other ppl liao some more ken work so hard even in midnight he work as coffeeboy he wld also nvm jus becuz of his gf so so so so touchin sia...he had spend on his GF around 20 thousands $ on his gf liao then his gf dump him n go wif other ppl...tat means wat MAN DONE R SO DEVOTED YET WOMAN CAN'T SEE A THING N DO WAT THEY WAN HENCE WOMAN IS NOT A GOOD PERSON I HATE THIS TYPE OF WOMAN WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MAN...
now i will be changin the topic to soccer liao...in 5 4 3 2 1

SOCCER:my team was currently in need of gd players which now i had gather most of my hill view friends to play in my team liao...my buddies in hill view playin in my team which i wld like to c de...they r gd really bery gd n we had been playin everyday last time since i m frm sec 1 in a street soccer court...actually in hill view there r alot of soccer talent but only was not discover only hence now i wan to give WE(hill view ppl) a chance to prove to other teams tat we ppl r gd hence now mi n alex is tryin to get team to challenge us lo...actually soccer is look by skill n u mus respect on others decision de...if ppl tink u need to be sub then get sub lo y mus insist on playin back on field de rite?condition mus be gd for playin before gettin urself ready for certain match n surely mus let everyone had a chance to play de ma...for mi it doesn matter whether i play anot n for mi if i think the other team players can do a lot better than mi then i surely let them sub mi de...not always u wld get the first team postion de...i had been a sub before n also a first team player before so i noe wat the choice of ppl i wan for my team...ok coachin will be train later on but now is the match tat i wld fear...currently lost 2 win 1...lost to alex's last time de team(cuz now he comin to my team liao) n to 1 mixed jc + poly team(too hiong liao) win to 1 sec 4 team of bbss de players...
tats all for mi to say liao so see ya the next time...

haha

2004-11-17T11:47:00.000+08:00

for the days i had not written last few days...

firstly to tell is tat mi n muff is workin night shift so for those who don noe will be informed now...

secondly i already get myself wif contact len to try on but not wearin it always de...

lastly is i wan to tell u bout a joke of muff lo...haha...wan to laugh my head off...
he hor damn funny
today when we came back frm work tat time rite?his ez link spoilt then we go bb interchange there to seek for help then tat time is 830 am then the aunt say go jurong get card replacement then after the card had been replace all the $$ inside gone case then value inside is $0 lo...haha then he still need to pay for the card then i borrow him lo...

if not for mi he would be there walkin back home without any ezlink card liao
hahha
tats all for today info so watch out fir next week info again
BUAI

Jus CamE bAcK FrM wORk...

2004-11-12T08:39:00.000+08:00

......sianz SIA.......
i jus reach hoMe frm work then now so tired wanna slp liao sia...long time no go online liao so borin but nvm i like to work in the midnight cuz kinda interestin lo...haha
today i noe 2 person frm SP de then they quite funny loh...my next bench person is a handsome guy(really bery handsome but a few pimples ba n also quite short) is funny n also quite interestin...i like to tok to them n the handsome guy say he will never go to irc liao cuz he noe a ger frm my sch who say she got 28 inches waist came up to be the twice..(tats wat he told mi)n her name is vivan...
the workplace also a lot of chio bu but too bad none is of my interest as some were big loh...maybe there is a ger in my mind liao ne?i also don noe...
so let u all noe my sedule of my working hours
11pm-7am
2 break-1 is 1/2 hr then 2 is 15 mins

i n caass like got telephathy like tat lo...u noe y i say tat?cuz tat time when i n muff look at the advertisement tat time muff call all the company is already got ppl liao then i choose a company which i now currently work in last time cass had work there before de loh...bery surpisin is tat when i call the first time to the company the ppl call mi to go start work on tat day liao which is 2 days ago when i went for lookin at advertisement...bery surprisin rite?i also cannot believe it wif my own eyes(i mean ears when muff sart to tell mi tat i m like havin telephathy wif cass as we choose the same company to work in...ok now is done...hope tomolo will be a better day
n when u all r slpin tat time,i M WORKIN N HENCE I M A HELPER TO THE SOCIETY LO...HAHHAHA....

MySelF

2004-11-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

today my topic is myself n wat bout myself after mtself then tell bout today experience in sch(my most excitin part)
myself:
i m actually a person quite pursuasive on certain circumstances de...not by controllin but is by suanin ppl...maybe a lot of thing i had done for the person the person will not noe as i m a person who do things secretly behind ppl's back but not backstabbing ppl(IMPORTANT:i had nvr ill speak ppl in my life before n nvr)maybe tat person don noe tat i had help him/her a lot of times behind the back but he/she would think i m the one who backstab him/her...i would protect wat is truefully mine n not let it slip by mi at most time n although i admit sometime i flirt but i would not flirt till so ming xian de...n not when i have a GF lo...if even when now become friends liao or stanger or enemy or lo0ver,i will treasure wat we can spend together...i m a direct person tat will say out wat i can n this doesn mean i would be always not keep my promise always de...hope my another partner can pardon mi for wat i had treat them last time...N i don wish to be yuan wang on backstabber liao...i really hate tat name to be call on mi:<
today:
today is tue n i was late for sch AGAin...first lesson ENG n when i reach the classroom the teacher is (mdm gorgeous)a teacher whom i quite like durin her lesson n would not get any bored bout it de...today i m the last 4 survivour of the thinkin compeition n i was knock out at the final 4...i really like her lesson lo...after all the stupid studyin liao rite?i went to CO(for ppl who don noe wat is this---->chinese orchestra)for my practice lo...before CO my group went to eat lo...this surely mus tell de
DURIN EATIN:when we are sayin bout alex comin to eat tat time AK then hint mi sayin out":hey kuong lim,u noe tat u really write a lot of testimonial to cassandra rite?y u din write for mi for so long de?some more i see this(i love u) in her testi rite?
wong say":ya i also see tat wakao write so many for her din write for mi..."
AK say"zhong she qin you..."
tat time i had no opportunity to explain then some more a lot of ppl were there then make mi malu liao...i really don noe wat to say lo...for some1 info"i tat time don noe wat to say lo...then feel bery embarrassed liao...
CO rULx At soME timEs...

innocent

2004-11-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

tody my social studies teacher mrs tang scolded mi for not givin her the attendent list on fri so i went on to say tat i find her already but she not there then she argue back...lessons went on smoothly then HJ tell mi tat he saw winnie(a ger last time of his class whom i noe) n she was studyin in zhen hua sec lo...long time no see her liao don noe how is she doin liao...
after all the lessons had ended,mi ,hj ,cai hui, yi jie ,yong sheng ,swu juan,serene,yuan qin,premy n shu tian go brandon's house to gamble sia...actually today i win a lot of $$ de but in the end only win bout $3 then SJ win $6 like tat so much sia...n btw we play de is blackjack lo...haha...
after they go home liao i stay back at brandon house to eat n then watch the ren wo huao yu de show then at 10 i go home...when i go home tat time i surely need to take LRT de rite?then u noe wat?the train say it is under service n pls wait...n it make mi wait for bout 35 mins in total then it report tat there is a shuttle bus takin us to the original paths...so wasted my 45 mins on waitin the train + bus...then when i reach home tat time, it is already 1130 like tat liao...
something is funny lo...i really don get it but nvm it doesn matter to mi anymore...if u have nvr done any thing tat is un forseen then y mus u be afraid of wat ppl think of u?a tricky qn frm mi if anyone see this can u tell mi wat the ans is??i await ur ans...
HONESTLY ANS....

BAd DAy

2004-11-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

today i was late for school then i din not go for my chinese lesson so i was half an hour late for my a Maths lesson...however i was not scolded...
after all the lesson had finish,i went to play wif my friends soccer which i brought soccer for them to play loh...after play till bout 2pm tat time,its about to rain so i went to the kopitiam to buy drinks wif AK...
now is bery unlucky as when we walk half way to the CC then rain liao...we jus walk n i put my spect on my towel to prevent it from gettin it wet then when i take Mrt home tat time rite i feel tat my towel still got the feelin of my spect n when i get down at Gombak station which i was going home tat time,i play wif the soccer ball n when i bout to reach my house tat time i feel the towel n the hard feelin is gone liao
i went back to where i started n look for it n under the rain n i still couldn't find it...so now i cannot see properly liao wif out my spect on n it will probably last for 2 to 3 days without spect n today i m going to the singapore idol without the bloody spect which i feel blur liao...so wat could i do now?later going to get scoldin frm my parents liao

tRaInInG D@y

2004-11-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

toDAE is a day where we were send off from classroom early in the mornin as our physic teacher Mr tan got meetin wif the principle hence got a clash wif the time slot loh...song sia can go home early...
NtH to DO at home n still need to wait for someone to finish o'level then can go out wif or else it will be mi waitin like a moronic idiot loh...haha...
today:i did not go for my practice in CO then now feelin a bit of guilty cuz i spend my time on basketball on chua chu kang CC rather than going back to sch to practice loh...i today first time go wong house to play com n his ps 2 loh...ps 2 quite nice ba
also i write a testi for kang sheng as he keep demandin n naggin for 1 loh from mi n he also sae tat i only write for gers but not bois loh(actually this is told by wong de)...i cannot believe wat he say loh n i have to believe it loh...from morinin play basketball till night(trainin wat..haha)
now muscle ache liao sia...hope tomolo will be a better daE n wish all the people who are takin the o'level to concentrate fully n don SLP in sch loh hahahaha...

a day again

2004-11-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

haiz...today also so sianz...ok its day where i go to sch n study n study n STudy again...sianz...but today quite shockin as mr tan liang hwee is teaching n some were late(includin mi)n most worst 1 is wen qi as she was chase out of the class as she come in the class wif a smilin face n givin teacher a bad face when she get scolded...haha but she is the darest in class to offend the teacher...
today i use pencil n poke sally fats loh...haha cuz AK wanted to dare mi to poke her fats on her back so i use a pencil to poke her loh...then its so funny as she tot was candy who poke her then she draw candy hand usin a pen then candy say not her n she draw sally back...haha so funny
today din go basketball trainin n i ask them to postpone to tomolo loh...haha n tomlo mornin WC is going to bring soccer ball to sch n i m going to thrash ppl wif my soccer skill liao loh...the most frustrated thing is that i msg a person n i keep awatin for the person reply but he/she nvr yet to reply n i m waitin like a fool out of the blue...nvm
today saw hafiz going to westmall while i was wif marvin n mi n muff knew tat he is going to meet fika so i n muff insist to play gooseberry loh...haha...fika work in westmall loh tats y fiz wan to go there now then i noe...haha
today is a day quite good loh n also 1 more thing my favourite fightin fish jus pass again n it show no sign of starvation n it die peacefully(i think so ba as i feed she very frequently de loh)only sometime change her water a few time(u think y i always call the fightin fish she rite?it is a female!!)so sad loh when i dispose her corpse feel so sad as it was a gift frm someone importan de loh...haiz...maybe after the person read this liao he/she wld tink again not fated to be together or wat rubbish but now i tell u(the he/she)tat not watever thing tat die determine the fate of mi n u so don be discourage n fate is control by both parties de not on watever thing tat have short life de loh...

shit...

2004-11-01T13:35:00.000+08:00

this is my 4 time writing but becuz the 3rd time i write there is a timeout so WASTED sia...actually today i nth to write de so i now write about today experience loh...
today:
i got normal soccer trainin(some sort ba) in bishan n today i play in left defender postion n i think i play not so perfect today although there is a lot of interception on opponents' ball...n today i heard a stunnin word from other ppl mouth bout muff le...the striker tell mi secretly "hey u should take over marvin postion(which is a left midfielder) n he take ur postion la cuz he is always crossin outside n wastin ur team's chances..."
i replied,"no la i wan to be defender loh...its okay wif mi de so nvm de la..."
this is the first time i heard ppl say like this to mi loh...feel weird ba...
n after the soccer match rite i went to play basketball match wif my pri sch friend(in case of SOMEONE later get suspicious the pri sch friend is a MALE)
this were killing mi loh cuz i m not a iron man loh...haha...my legs r Acheing liao loh...
after i came back from my bb trainin then i come home but when i press the doorbell nobody ans mi n hence i phone my house but no1 pick it up so i ask jones's mum whether i can stayput at their house for a while n they agreed...after few hours i call home n my bro then my bro jus reach home...now days are so borin without ppl who i like is so borin...long time no meet liao then feelin life is borin sia...

freak out...

2004-10-24T13:10:00.000+08:00

haiz...such a boring day tod@y...yesterday is much more of a better day cuz i went to studio to watch singapore idol loh...haha:P...then today mornin was the most borin de...which is goin to chinese orchestra loh(i bery good liao still need to practice??)
after the practice then went home to slp liao cuz too tired liao so sianz...then someone say i din give her concern but is not i don wan to gif her concern but is i tat time slp liao loh so sorry loh...today is such a lame day a boring day...days without love,soccer,friends and good foods are so borin...wish there is heaven above all of us loh...haha

si@nZ

2004-10-22T07:54:00.000+08:00

today is my first day creatin blog loh...so this is known to like write a dairy for ur self de rite?ic erm...so wat shld i start wif ne?ok...frm my relationShip stARt ba...i m a unkind person tt always make ppl quarrel de...although i have long show my bad behaviour before but don noe y she still don understand mi more...watever i do behind her she don noe but need mi to inform her then SHE noe...its torturin mi as when i announce out she would be so heartless askin for break...if tt the case then i allow her to loh...jus as to forget the past n creatin a new future but was destroyed by disagreement n over outside friends...i have stop flirtin gers liao as i admit last time i waas a jerk of flirt loh...n as for AK i din believe him in all ways ma...but some ppl claim tt i instead of believin in AK rather than he/she...today i din went to sch becuz i was feelin low...damn low cuz now i awaitin for 1 ans...since tt person uses all my words n form phrase then i will copy de...haha...creatin love n destroyin love is hard n is up to both parties to agree on wat they wan to do de...hence ppl created patchin back...if she think break can solve the exam problem then i will be there supportin u n we would not be strangers as i think tat when after ur exam we still got chance but if u don feel like to have 1 then there is nth more for mi to say liao so wish u gd luck for ya exam..but its not the end